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Leaving Tumblr

I found a new place to roleplay. Due to multiple reasons I don’t want to be on tumblr anymore. All my blogs will be archived as I don’t want to lose my headcanons or anything. But if you want I’ll happily give you my DISCORD as I rp there and of course you can just use it to talk to me. ♥

Thank you for all the memories, the friendships, the threads. I’ll miss you all.

-Luminary/Sylv

THIS BLOG IS NOW AN ARCHIVE AS ARE ALL RELATED BLOGS ATTACHED TO THIS HUB

Please LIKE THIS POST if you want the new blog but I will be EXTREMELY SELECTIVE in who I give it too.

THIS BLOG IS NOW AN ARCHIVE AS ARE ALL RELATED BLOGS ATTACHED TO THIS HUB

Please LIKE THIS POST if you want the new blog but I will be EXTREMELY SELECTIVE in who I give it too.

THIS BLOG IS NOW AN ARCHIVE AS ARE ALL RELATED BLOGS ATTACHED TO THIS HUB

Please LIKE THIS POST if you want the new blog but I will be EXTREMELY SELECTIVE in who I give it too.

THIS BLOG IS NOW AN ARCHIVE AS ARE ALL RELATED BLOGS ATTACHED TO THIS HUB

Please LIKE THIS POST if you want the new blog but I will be EXTREMELY SELECTIVE in who I give it too.

THIS BLOG IS NOW AN ARCHIVE AS ARE ALL RELATED BLOGS ATTACHED TO THIS HUB

Please LIKE THIS POST if you want the new blog but I will be EXTREMELY SELECTIVE in who I give it too.

THIS BLOG IS NOW AN ARCHIVE AS ARE ALL RELATED BLOGS ATTACHED TO THIS HUB

Please LIKE THIS POST if you want the new blog but I will be EXTREMELY SELECTIVE in who I give it too.

I think I might return to tumblr. But.

I’ll be making a new hub. If you want it you can like/reply to this post. There’s simply too many bad memories here.

I think I might return to tumblr. But.

I’ll be making a new hub. If you want it you can like/reply to this post. There’s simply too many bad memories here.

Reasons I want to leave this place… Even though I cannot…

I do all the cooking, cleaning, laundry. I take them to and from doctors. I do everything ever (even tending to their shopping, their pets.) yet if I ask for help I get guilt -tripped, gas lit, I am treated like utter shit. I have a bad back, I have deformed hips, my breasts are so large they make all backpain worse If I complain I am given attitude or told to marry and move out or coldly reminded how I am nothing but a leech because I have no income.

Reasons I cannot, will never leave;

Every cent I get nearly goes to my mom… She has bills to pay, always. I get $60 every other week that she somehow ends up claiming as her own. I am a useless human being in the eyes of society due to mental health issues & the fact I have no true income/ Due to said mental health I have found it impossible to find a job despite “not qualifying” for any kind of government assistance. Nobody wants to deal with somebody who hallucinates so often they can’t tell anymore what’s real and not Nobody wants to deal with somebody who has such severe anger issues Nobody wants to deal with somebody who’s mental health is so bad they think of uninstalling life nearly every day

Here recently she even stole all of my birthday money from me $120. So please… reblog and spread the word?

GO FUND ME // KO-FI // COMMISSIONS BLOG

#psa #signal boost #tw abuse

Reasons I want to leave this place... Even though I cannot...

I do all the cooking, cleaning, laundry. I take them to and from doctors. I do everything ever (even tending to their shopping, their pets.) yet if I ask for help I get guilt -tripped, gas lit, I am treated like utter shit. I have a bad back, I have deformed hips, my breasts are so large they make all backpain worse If I complain I am given attitude or told to marry and move out or coldly reminded how I am nothing but a leech because I have no income.

Reasons I cannot, will never leave;

Every cent I get nearly goes to my mom... She has bills to pay, always. I get $60 every other week that she somehow ends up claiming as her own. I am a useless human being in the eyes of society due to mental health issues & the fact I have no true income/ Due to said mental health I have found it impossible to find a job despite “not qualifying” for any kind of government assistance. Nobody wants to deal with somebody who hallucinates so often they can’t tell anymore what’s real and not Nobody wants to deal with somebody who has such severe anger issues Nobody wants to deal with somebody who’s mental health is so bad they think of uninstalling life nearly every day

Here recently she even stole all of my birthday money from me $120. So please... reblog and spread the word?

GO FUND ME // KO-FI // COMMISSIONS BLOG

#psa #signal boost #tw abuse

I want everybody to know I haven’t forgotten my tumblr blogs. I’m trying a new thing is all. I am now a pre-debut VTUBER You can check my information at this Carrd link

not to talk about doctor who but remember being a lonely depressed teenager and hearing him say '900 years of time and space and i've never met anyone who wasn't important'

he was like ‘just this once-everybody lives’ and i chased that shit with homosexual determination for every day since, like maybe through pure force of will i could save everyone i loved from a system that wanted us dead

G A R Y ’ S B A C K

#IS THIS AN EARLY BIRTHDAY PRESENT #WHAT THE FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK

My face is having uncontrollable spasms. Great. It hurts really, really, really bad.

I think part of why I have trouble explaining pain to the doctor is when they ask about the pain scale I always think “Well, if someone threw me down a flight of stairs right now or punched me a few times, it would definitely hurt a lot more” so I end up saying a low number. I was reading an article that said that “10” is the most commonly reported number and that is baffling to me. When I woke up from surgery with an 8" incision in my body and I could hardly even speak, I was in the most horrific pain of my life but I said “6” because I thought “Well, if you hit me in the stomach, it would be worse.”

I searched and searched for the post this graphic was from, and the OP deactivated, but I kept the graphic, because my BFF does the same thing, uses her imagination to come up with the worst pain she can imagine and pegs her “10″ there, and so is like, well, I’m conscious, so this must be a 5, and then the doctors don’t take her seriously. (And she then does things like driving herself to the hospital while in the process of giving birth. Probably should have called an ambulance for that one!)

So I found this and sent it to her. Because this is what they want to know: how badly is this pain affecting you? Not on a scale of “nothing” to “how I’d imagine it’d feel if bears were eating my still-living guts while I was on fire”.

I hate reposting stuff, but I’ll never find that post again and OP is deactivated, so, here’s a repost. I can delete this later, i just wanted to get it to you and I can’t embed images in a chat or an ask.

This is possibly why it took several weeks to diagnose my fractured spine.

Pain Scale transcription:

10 - I am in bed and I can’t move due to my pain. I need someone to take me to the emergency room because of my pain.

9 - My pain is all that I can think about. I can barely move or talk because of my pain.

8 - My pain is so severe that it is difficult to think of anything else. Talking and listening are difficult.

7 - I am in pain all the time. It keeps me from doing most activities.

6 - I think about my pain all of the time. I give up many activities because of my pain.

5 - I think about my pain most of the time. I cannot do some of the activities I need to do each day because of the pain.

4 - I am constantly aware of my pain but can continue most activities.

3 - My pain bothers me but I can ignore it most of the time.

2 - I have a low level of pain. I am aware of my pain only when I pay attention to it.

1 - My pain is hardly noticeable.

0 - I have no pain.

It’s also really important to get this kind of scale to people who have chronic pain, because chronic pain drastically lowers your perception of how “bad” any kind of pain actually is, and yet something like this pain scale is extremely user friendly.

For example, if someone asked me how much pain I’m in at any given time, I’d say hardly any, and yet I’m apparently at a chronic 2.5, and it only goes up from there depending on the day.

There’s also a similarly useful “Fatigue Scale”

I haven’t been below a 5 on this scale for 4 years

Here’s the fatigue scale

Fatigue scale image desc:

10: can barely move; can’t talk

9: can barely move; can talk

8: can move, but can’t do much more than watch TV

7: can watch TV and play a game on my phone simultaneously

6: can do work on my computer lying in bed

5: can get around the house, but definitely couldn’t go out

4: can run a light errand

3: can get in my 10,000 steps, making my fitbit happy

2: can do three or more activities in a single day

1: going clubbing!

See also the Mental Health Pain Scale by Graceful Patient:

Mental Health Pain Scale transcription:

MILD

1 - Everything is a-okay! There is absolutely nothing wrong. You’re probably cuddling a fluffy kitten right now. Enjoy!

2 - You’re a bit frustrated or disappointed, but you’re easily distracted and cheered up with a little effort.

3 - Things are bothering you, but you’re coping. You might be overtired or hungry. The emotional equivalent of a headache.

MODERATE

4 - Today is a bad day (or a few bad days). You still have the skills to get through it, but be gentle with yourself. Use self-care strategies.

5 - Your mental health is starting to impact on your everyday life. Easy things are becoming difficult. You should talk to your doctor.

6 - You can’t do things the way you usually do them due to your mental health. Impulsive and compulsive thoughts may be hard to cope with.

SEVERE

7 - You’re avoiding things that make you more distressed, but that will make it worse. You should definitely seek help. This is serious.

8 - You can’t hide your struggles any more. You may have issues sleeping, eating, having fun, socialising, and work/study. Your mental health is affecting almost all parts of your life.

9 - You’re at a critical point. You aren’t functioning any more. You need urgent help. You may be a risk to yourself or others if left untreated.

10 - The worst mental and emotional distress possible. You can no longer care for yourself. You can’t imagine things getting any worse. Contact a crisis line immediately.

These are so important! SO SO IMPORTANT SHARE THIS AND SAVE IT TO SHOW YOUR DOCTORS!

@good-ho-mens please share this

These are important and super helpful. These are the best I have ever seen. They make SENSE.

In regards to what happened yesterday (Jan 6th 2020), Rep. Cori Bush is calling for signatures to hold those at fault accountable for the coup. They’re very close as of 8:30 AM EST, but you can sign here.

NON AMERICANS: PLEASE DO NOT SIGN. THIS NEEDS AMERICAN SIGNATURES ONLY. PLEASE GO DONATE TO OTHER ORGANIZATIONS AND PEOPLE IN NEED. DO NOT FAKE A NAME AND ZIP CODE. /srs

Hey guys,

I’ll make this short. Today a racist idiot burned our car completely. It can only be sold for scrap because the motor, brain and sensors are fried.

We’re a family of black latine immigrants. we did not get any stimulus checks. I was forced to drop out cause I can’t pay for college so I’m using my shop to sustain my family, and without a car this is just so, so much more difficult.

I beg of you. If you’ve ever used these:

Please. please consider boosting and/or donating. I’m in complete shambles over this.

http://paypal.me/mothcharm http://ko-fi.com/swordknight https://mothcharm.bigcartel.com

Thank you ♥

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