Uranus in Taurus was never just about chaos.
It was about destabilizing the false structures we called safety.
The identities we performed.
The comfort we clung to.
The survival patterns we mistook for selfhood.
For seven years, this transit has been pulling people through a slow electrical rebirth — rewiring values, bodies, relationships, nervous systems, desires, and the very definition of stability itself.
Some of us lost entire versions of who we thought we were.
Some of us discovered freedom for the first time.
I wrote about the strange grief, liberation, and transformation of this era on Substack.
A slow unraveling of stability, identity, and inherited truth—revealing the life I can no longer pretend to sustain.
The sky darkens twice this season.
A rare Black Moon arrives cloaked in Virgo’s robes of earth and ritual, sharpening the edges of our shadow work.
This isn’t just a New Moon. It’s a threshold. A chrysalis. A place where the bones of order and the breath of chaos collide.
Correspondences
Element: Earth 🌱
Planetary Ruler: Mercury 🜃
Crystals: Smoky Quartz, Moss Agate, Clear Quartz, Black Tourmaline
Herbs: Rosemary, Mugwort, Mint, Lavender, Yarrow
Tarot: The Hermit, The Magician, Eight of Pentacles
Deities/Archetypes: Hecate, Astraea, Lilith, The Crone
Yesterday I entered the garden as priestess and shadow-walker. I whispered with the spirits of:
🌿 Lavender – She teaches us that serenity is hard-won. Behind her perfume lies grief unspoken, stress unprocessed, peace demanded by force. She unwinds the performative stillness and leads us toward authentic ease.
🌿 Wormwood – The bitter alchemist. She knows what you’ve buried. She does not flinch. Her shadow work lies in showing you the wounds you said were healed—but still fester under charm and smile. Her magic? Liberation through truth.
🌿 Sage – Not a neutral cleanser—but a blade of truth wrapped in smoke. Her wisdom cuts through spiritual bypassing. She purges not just space, but self-deception. She demands courage to truly let go.
🌿 Spearmint – Bright, but not shallow. She stirs the emotional breath—the words stuck in the chest, the truths caught in the throat. She heals the unspoken with clarity and coolness, not cruelty.
Creating Space for the Shadow: A Ritual of Release and Invitation
The altar is your threshold, a liminal place where worlds meet. Begin by clearing space with sage or cedar smoke, then set out a bowl of salt and a black candle. This simple ritual calls the shadow forth—not to overwhelm, but to guide and teach. As you light the candle, speak: “I release what no longer serves me and invite the shadow to illuminate my path.” The shadow answers in silence, in the slow pulse of breath, in the space between thoughts.
Rituals of release and invitation are the backbone of shadow work—they create sacred boundaries and open portals for transformation. Each night, return to your altar, acknowledging what has risen from the depths, grounding yourself in the knowledge that darkness is a source of potent alchemy, not absence.
Munay Ki is more than a rite—it is a living lineage, an energetic transmission passed from heart to heart, bridging ancestral roots and modern soul. Within its sacred ceremonies lie the echoes of indigenous wisdom, the deep knowing of the earth and the cosmos. When I was initiated, the sharp cry of the hawk pierced the veil—an ancestral messenger cutting through the fog of forgetfulness. His flight was a sign of clarity and protection, a reminder that the past and present dance in an eternal spiral.
This rite is a thread woven into the fabric of my being, stitching my Scandinavian and MesoAmerican lineages into one living tapestry. In the silence after the ritual, I felt the presence of those who walked before me—guiding, healing, and challenging. Have you ever felt the hum of your ancestors beneath your skin? This is their sacred call to awaken.
Embracing the Darkness Within: The Archetype of the Shadow Self
The Shadow is not a specter to fear, but a sacred guardian of the parts of ourselves that have been exiled — those hidden desires, fears, and wounds that the light cannot touch. She lives in the folds of silence and darkness, weaving lessons from pain and truth. To engage with the shadow is to embark on a ritual of reclaiming lost fragments of the soul, a rite of courage that challenges the ego’s fragile illusions. When you confront the Shadow, you do not fight her — you listen, honor, and transform.
Tonight, as black candles flicker and mugwort smoke curls through the air, offer an invitation to the Shadow. Whisper softly: “I call to the parts of me hidden in dusk and silence. Come forth, be known, and be healed.” Let her presence be felt as a weight and a gift — an opening to your deeper self. What shadow parts lie dormant in your being, aching for recognition?
The Sacred Journey of Life Path 13: From Death to the Emperor Post Bod
In numerology, 13 is a karmic number often misunderstood and feared. But in the world of tarot, it unveils a deeper spiritual truth. 🔮 The number 13 aligns with The Death card — a symbol not of literal death, but of profound transformation, cycles, and the necessity of letting go. But here's where the magic unfolds: 👉 1 + 3 = 4 And 4 corresponds to The Emperor — the wise ruler who builds empires from solid ground, a symbol of stability, order, and responsibility. So what does this mean for a Life Path 13? 🌑 You’re not just here to burn bridges—you’re here to build kingdoms. 🔥 Your path is rebirth through trial, and leadership through wisdom. 🏛️ From the ashes of the old, you create the structure of the new. The Death card clears the way. The Emperor makes it last. You are transformation in action. You are the sacred balance of chaos and command.
Exploring the Depths: A Guide to Understanding Shadow Work
ntroduction:
Understanding the Shadow:
The term "shadow" was popularized by Swiss psychiatrist Carl Jung. He proposed that the human psyche consists of both conscious and unconscious elements, with the shadow representing the unconscious parts of ourselves that we often deny, suppress, or project onto others. These aspects might include our fears, insecurities, repressed desires, and unresolved traumas. Shadow work is the process of bringing these hidden aspects into conscious awareness to integrate and heal them.
Importance of Shadow Work:
Self-Awareness: Engaging in shadow work enables us to better understand our motivations, behaviors, and reactions. By acknowledging and accepting our shadow, we gain a more holistic view of ourselves.
Emotional Healing: Unresolved emotions can fester within us, affecting our mental and emotional well-being. Shadow work provides an avenue to process and release these pent-up emotions, fostering emotional healing and balance.
Personal Growth: Confronting and integrating our shadow leads to personal growth and transformation. As we embrace our hidden aspects, we become more authentic and empowered individuals.
Healthier Relationships: Shadow work helps us recognize and heal patterns that impact our relationships. By acknowledging our projections onto others, we can foster healthier connections.
Self-Reflection: Dedicate time to introspection. Identify recurring negative patterns, triggers, and emotions in your life. Consider situations that evoke strong reactions within you.
Journaling: Maintain a journal to document your thoughts, feelings, and reflections. Write about your childhood experiences, significant life events, and anything that might have influenced your self-perception.
Meditation: Practice mindfulness and meditation to connect with your inner self. These techniques can help you access deeper layers of your psyche and uncover hidden emotions.
Inner Dialogue: Engage in inner dialogues to converse with different aspects of yourself. This can facilitate a deeper understanding of your motivations and fears.
Seek Professional Support: If you're dealing with intense trauma or emotional challenges, consider seeking guidance from a therapist or counselor experienced in shadow work.
The Journey of Integration:
Shadow work is not a one-time endeavor; it's a continuous journey of self-discovery and growth. As you become more attuned to your shadow, you'll learn to integrate its lessons and transform your relationship with your hidden aspects. This process requires patience, compassion, and a willingness to embrace your imperfections.
Embarking on the path of shadow work is a profound and transformative journey. By courageously exploring the depths of your psyche and embracing your shadow, you can unlock hidden potential, heal emotional wounds, and ultimately, lead a more authentic and empowered life. Remember, shadow work is a personal odyssey that requires dedication, but the rewards are immeasurable – a deeper understanding of self, healthier relationships, and an enriched life experience.
Lily of the Valley (Lillium convallium) Plant Spirit Elixir
Common names: Mary's Tears, May Bells, Jacob's Ladder, Ladder to Heaven, Convall Lily, May Lily, Lily Constancy, Our Lady's Tears, Muguet, Convallaria, Male Lily, Fairy Cups, Little May Bells
Lily of the Valley Plant Spirit Medicine can be used for the following:
Helps to tap into our 3rd eye chakra
Reconnect to the divine when we feel lost
To regain child-like innocence and trust after being wounded. It is used to help children overcome trauma and be children again and for adults to regain a child’s sense of wonder and awe.
Having difficulty accessing multidimensional information
When you want to integrate brain, heart, and body functions for higher consciousness
Facilitates reconnection of the energetic pathways that hold the knowledge of being multidimensional humans
Helps one create a healthy sense of priorities, remembering what is really important.
Bringing joy and exuberence into one's life. For those who take life all too seriously - helps one to lighten up!
The method we prefer to use with Lily of the Valley is indirect, due the plant's potential toxicity. We place our liquid in a glass jar and set it amongst the plants in our garden.
For each Plant Spirit Elixir we make we meditate with each plant and give gratitude for the path forward with the particular spirit, an offering of blessed water, and a piece of quartz crystal.
We let the jars sit in the presence of the Plant Spirit for 13 days. We use a quality organic Brandy as a preservative in this formulation.
Seventeenth-century botanist and physician Nicholas Culpeper said that “It, without doubt, strengthens the brain and renovates a weak memory. The distilled water dropped into the eyes helps inflammations thereof. The spirit of the flowers, distilled in wine, restoreth lost speech, helps the palsy, and is exceedingly good in apoplexy, comforteth the heart and vital spirits.”
Metaphysical/Spiritual Properties:
Chakras: Heart, Third Eye, & Crown
Planet: Mercury
Gender: Feminine
Element: Air
Associations: Happiness, Joy, Protection, Love, Purity, Romance, Good Luck, Good Fortune, Abundance, Fertility, Prosperity, Gratitude, Faith, Goddess Energy, Rebirth, Death
Medicinal Properties:
Caution: In large quantities, the herb (Fresh/Dried), this can be harmful and highly toxic, do not use it unless prescribed by a licensed Herbalist/Doctor, Do Not consume it if you are pregnant (Uterine Contractant)
Heart Problems/Irregular Heart Beat
Improve Digestion
Urinary Tract Infections
Weak Labor Contractions
Epilepsy
Fluid Retention (Edema)
Strokes
Eye Infections
Used as an antispasmodic , diuretic, emetic, laxative, purgative, cardiac tonic, sedative and antipyretic by nature.
It is mostly used in the form of tea, tincture, extract, infusion and essential oil.
“These statements have not been evaluated by the Food and Drug Administration. This product is not intended to diagnose, treat, cure or prevent any disease.”
