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"I think it would be really cute if you were jealous for once."

I got jealous. Gently, not harshly. I merely said that I felt uncomfortable.

"WHY WOULD YOU SAY THAT!" - "I WON'T BE TOLD NOT TO DO ANYTHING!" "I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY YOU FEEL THAT WAY!"

I nod and say: I would never forbid you anything. I just said it felt a bit strange.

I felt terrible afterwards. TERRIBLE. Why am I not allowed to say or express something like that if he would think it was cute? WHY

WHY

Why do people trample you underfoot? Why do people hurt you? Why doesn't this burning in your heart stop? I would like to scream. Scream so loud that everyone hears the pain… But no one would listen! No one would. They always say they are there for you and in the end you are alone, as usual. Your own friend meets you with arrogant ignorance. God, I would love to run away. No matter where, turn off my cell phone, throw it away and start again.

WHY IS IT SO HARD FOR PEOPLE TO BE THERE FOR YOU? WHAT'S SO BAD ABOUT SAYING NICE WORDS TO ME OR CHEERING ME UP? WHY DO PEOPLE HAVE TO MAKE ME FEEL WORTHLESS? WHY?

Love.

What is love? I have often thought about it. I don't know what love is and I have learned that love hurts. That's all I understand about love.

Love,

Lu

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Underwater

You feel as if you were underwater. You look up and everything is blurry because the salty tide blinds your eyes. You hear people, all muffled and quiet. They speak, you see the movement of their lips, but the words don't come through. You smile and nod as if you understood them. But you didn't. You walk through the world with music on your ears, hoping the thoughts will quiet down. But they don't. They echo through the deep sea and make you understand even less what the people on the surface of the water want from you. Their mouths open, but you hardly see their faces, because you just don't want to see them. You don't want to see anyone. Not even yourself.

So you lie at the bottom of the sea, on the cool sand, staring up at the people swimming on the surface, walking on land, laughing. You sometimes want to be like them, but you never will.

We lie at the bottom of the sea and listen to the water.

Love, Lu.

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Castle in the Sky (1986) Whisper of the Heart (1995) Princess Mononoke (1997) Howl’s Moving Castle (2004) Ponyo (2008) From Up on Poppy Hill (2011) The Wind Rises (2013)