giving inexperienced clark a bj for the first time… 18+
the first time you mentioned it, you brought it up like it wasn’t something entirely filthy.
“Clark, what if i sucked you off?” you asked as you took a sip of your morning coffee and clark almost choked on his cereal, stuttering like a teenage girl. “w- um— what?”
now, clark’s a good boy. he would never ever think of his girlfriend like that. he tries not to. especially when you’re two months into dating each other, i mean— his ma taught him better than to be a sick pervert. (not that he was in any way shape or form, surely.)
so when you asked him so carelessly, his first response consisted of a coughing fit.
you looked at him. “do you not know what it—”
“no-no. i know what it is, i just— i don’t know. i don’t want you to feel uncomfortable or feel like you have to.” he wiped his mouth on his sleeve, leg starting to bounce. he’s so sweet about everything, you don’t know whether to punch him or kiss him.
“clark, I’m the one you brought it up. don’t be ridiculous.” you dismissed his worry with a sweet smile and he’s already melting.
“yeah-yeah. okay. sure. i’d like you to do.. that.”, voice upping an octave in complete embarrassment.
and that was it. that was the conversation you had with him before the both of you finished up and went to work.
clark met you again after twelve hours. twelve whole hours of thinking about what would happen when he’d come home to you. and in order for him not to pop a boner in the middle of his shift, he doesn’t dwell on it too much. so much for that.
now he’s on the couch, looking at you as he toys with his cuticles while you’re on your knees in the middle of his spread legs. nothing’s happened yet. you haven’t even come close to touching him and he’s already turning pink, black slacks threatening to tent.
you place your hands on his knees, caressing him up and down, up and down. and clark acts like he’s been electrified.
“baby, it’s okay to be nervous.” you try not to laugh at the state he’s in. his hair’s sticking to his forehead and his chest is nearly heaving. he looks like a kicked puppy.
“m’not nervous. i just.. i’ve never done this before.” he pouts.
a hum buzzes from you. “are you sure you want this?” you check in again— just to make sure he wasn’t regretting this for any reason. to your surprise, he shakes his head with such enthusiasm, you’d think he’d get whiplash.
“no! nono. im good. i want it. please?”
you look at him for a hot second and smile, placing a kiss on his clothed knee before sitting up on your own ones, hands slithering upwards toward his belt and he just watches. his hand keeps fidgeting with the skin next to his nail bed as you unbuckle his belt and pull his boxers down along with his work pants, freeing his already throbbing cock from its confines.
this isn’t the first time you’ve seen him, nor the second. but it’s still shocking, considering how huge he is. you start to wonder why you dug this hole for yourself— but that’s flushed down the drain once the realization really settles in. so you just say it out loud.
“you’re so pretty, clark.” you mumble, taking his length in your palm, thumb tracing his veins.
and he whines. really whines— hips bucking up in instinct, pre already pearling up from his tip. “m’sorry. sorry.” he squeezes his eyes shut like some kind of virgin.
“hey, hey. it’s okay, baby. look at me.” your voice calls out to him, slowly moving your wrist in perfect circles like you’ve done this before. wait. have you done this before? he blinks his eyes open and catches your gaze.
“you’re doing so good, clark. there’s no need to be nervous. you’re perfect.” he could’ve came right then if it weren’t for his wavering resolve.
“gonna put my mouth on you, is that okay?”
he doesn’t care anymore. he just nods with a “mhm.”, small and pathetic, on the edge of drooling like a dog.
you pepper little kisses from his base to his tip and the sides of his cock, following the veins in tandem. this alone would be enough for clark. he revels in this just the way it was given to him, and he’s just fine with that.
but then its your tongue. it slips out of your plush lips and gives a little kitten lick on the underside of his tip— ripping a whine out of him. “thats— that’s good. feels good when you do that.”
“yeah?” you do it again, eyes spotting the way his fists clench.
its pathetic. he’s pathetic. you haven’t even put not a single inch of him in your mouth and he’s already gone. he’s so easy, its ridiculous. he should be ashamed of it.
its when you decide to take it a step further and slide almost his entire dick inside his throat, he starts to lose his control. “oh— oh. jeez. thats a lot, h-honey.. careful.”
his eyes nearly roll to the back of his head with even the slightest feeling of your teeth dragging soft against him and the way your tongue moves along the underside of his cock. you don’t listen to him. he’ll thank you later.
your mouth is so wet and warm, he feels like he’s just opened a door to a brand new world he hasn’t had the chance of experiencing, and he almost considers it life changing. because gosh, thats exactly what it was. and he’s glad it had to be you.
sooner or later, his hands start to feel like they don’t belong to him. he rakes his them through your scalp, tangling his fingers in your hair while you work on his dick greedily, taking in all that you can while your hands twist on the parts that can’t quite fit in your mouth yet. you’ll work up to it.
your throat suddenly swallows, taking him deeper— tears start to brim on the corner of your eyes, but you don’t mind. you love the burn that comes with his size. you live for it. and you live for the way clark tries his hardest not to buck his hips into you, but he does anyway. by accident. his tip forces itself down your slick throat— and another tear streams down your pretty face.
“angel.. m’sorry. i cant— oh, man..” it doesn’t help that you’re sucking him in even more when he tries to pull you away. he locks eyes with you, lidded and fucked, but you give him a nod, cheeks starting to hollow; a sign for him to keep going. you’re telling him that it’s fine if he loses it.
and he does. he does lose it— completely.
both of clarks hands tangle their fingers in your hair, almost gripping it as he looks at you and another whine escapes him just by seeing those tears drip down your cheeks. its such a perfect sight and he feels so guilty— but you’re using his dick so good, he’s finding it hard to stop himself.
when he begins to lose control, his hips start to move, sliding his dick in and out of your throat, and it feels like silk— wet, warm silk. he feels light engulf him, and suddenly he can’t stop.
he coaxes your head down to his pelvis while his hips work into your throat in unison, forcing you to choke on the entirety of him. tears now fall freely from your eyes, and you savor it because only god knows how much he’ll be able to actually control himself next time.
meanwhile, clarks head falls back, denting in the cushion of the couch, and he’s making sounds only you’d find in a filthy porno. “m’sorry, m’sorry.. babybabybaby… I’m so sorry—” he’s babbling mindless apologies while he fucks your face in a ruthless pace, hands almost uncharacteristically harsh, stuffing your face with his cock again and again while he rambles the same apologies.
but, god help him, he can’t stop when he looks down at you. you haven’t stopped looking at him since you started, and it only brings him closer. he’ll cum just like this. from you looking at him and stuffing your gorgeous face full of him— he groans. “hon, m’gonna.. gonna cum. pl—please. oh gosh, you’re so pretty. ‘can’t stop.”
your muffled moans vibrate through his dick, and it feels like ecstasy. you don’t wan’t him to stop, its clear. and he gets it. he gets it so quick. thats why on the next gag and tightening of your throat, he’s cumming down your mouth with his mouth hung open and his eyes completely shut, whining like he’s been starved of it like some kind of hungry dog.
his hands never let go of the firm grip they have on your hair, forcing your slick throat down on him as he bottoms out and all you do is let him, because you’ll let clark have this. and you? you drink him down like you were born to do it.
after a brief moment of breathing through your nose, his shoulders sag and he lets out the deepest exhale known mankind, the firm hold on you lessening, slipping his dick out of your mouth in short increments.
the moment clark looks down, his eyes blow wide when he realizes how much he’s been so rough with you— and just like that, guilt washes through his bones.
“oh, gosh. geez. i didnt— i-im so sorry. i was so rough with you, honey. im such a jerk.” his arms extend to yours, pulling you up from your tired knees and he’s quick to use his x-ray vision to assess any injuries he might’ve caused. nothing worse than some minor bruising, thank god. but he still could’ve really hurt you. “are you okay? does it hurt?” he panics, gentle fingers finding purchase all over your throat.
you try not to find this laughable, considering he literally just dicked you down without even thinking about it. “clark-clark. im fine. it’s fine. i liked it.” your voice is hoarse, jagged around the edges and clark could just tear up until he sees you smile.
“we have to do that again soon.”