I'm actually so messed up. And I'm not talking about the sexual way right now. I'll admit this once that there are plenty of things wrong with me. I might have panic disorder. I might have ptsd/trauma. I have undiagnosed depression. I've hurt myself. I feel so useless. I just want attention. To be loved. To be wanted. That's why I'm on here. It's a bad coping mechanism, but here I am.












