if only you dared.

you could do anything, if only you dared. indie multi-muse. private & selective.( mostly pals only ) penned by nic. jazz ♡

[lunamode]

soulmate threads are rad but two souls bonding themselves to one another eternally as a last resort to save themselves, to become stronger, to stay alive? especially when they’re enemies? that’s sexy.

[lunamode]

my boys but in crop tops.

[lunamode]

literally cannot stop thinking about angel.

[candamio]

Angel devil

[nemesis1x1s]

I love when people are genuinely excited about our plots/ships. I love when I’m not the only one who’s like “!!!” I love it. @ my partners you will literally never annoy me by being overly excited about our ships I love it so much.

[vrihedd]

Quick test animation.

[lynvaren]

Last night was osamu hours lads :(((

[lunamode]

hi i’m just here to ramble a little about my eldritch terror son so here are a few little thoughts & headcanons regarding shuuya’s appearace

while shuuya can take multiple forms, he usually appears as human (albeit being very much inhuman) since he chooses to reside among people.

he isn’t especially tall (in fact, he’s rather short) at a whopping 5′6.5″, though his hair makes him appear a bit taller than he is. it’s a bit fluffy (i like to give my muses pretty, fluffy, touchable hair--- fucking sue me), unkempt in just the right way to make it look intentional with little spiky pieces here and there, long enough to go passed the tips of his ears and to cover most of his forehead (you can still see slivers of skin just above his eyes, just between his brows). it’s also the deepest, inkiest black; so much so that it almost looks as if it could swallow up anything that it touches. a dark, fluffy little void.

his eyes are more almond shaped, upturned, red (that bright, nightmarishly scary red that screams predator or ‘yeah that guy’s definitely the villain’). also he has five of them, although only the normal two are usually visible. the other three can be found on his forehead (usually closed until in use), typically hidden by his bangs (once in a blue moon perhaps by a headband or a hat; depends how he’s feeling that day). that said, he could cover his whole body in eyes if he wanted to (among other things). he’s gross like that. which i think is very sexy of him.

his human form is very pale, almost translucent in that deathly sort of way. his nails and fingertips are perpetually ink stained in appearance; black stains and inky black vines that bleed into his skin --- traces of his true form seeping through to the surface. veins are less the typical green, blue, purple that one might normally find, and rather appear more blue, black.

canines are sharp, smile is a touch crooked (which sure does make for the perfect, sexy, sometimes sadistic smirk). he’s slim in build, athletic in that runner or dancer sort of way (he doesn’t dance). slightly longer limbed, slightly longer fingers. nose crinkles just a bit when he smiles or furrows his brows. not sure how to describe his nose? or noses in general? but it’s thinner, smooth. cute? sure. 

his skin also lacks any real defining characteristics such a moles, beauty marks, birth marks, scars, or blemishes. it’s almost unnaturally pristine--- aside from being inhumanly pale in complexion and having weird veins and inky fingertips, that is. 

i’ll probably get into his true form at a later date. but basically he’s a weird shadow monster, eldritch terror fuck who can take horror-esque forms and manifest all sorts of nightmarish things. he, the body horror king and wielder of nightmares. sexy monster fucker shit, man. anyway, to be continued.

[deathsaved]

        hey hey !! this is an independent multi-muse portrayed by JAZZ! featuring fushiguro toji and other muses from jujutsu kaisen as well as series like haikyuu, sk8 and others! if that interests you in any way please like / reblog this so i can check out your blog <3

[lunamode]

☛ GET INSIDE YOUR CHARACTER'S HEAD! aka The Excessively Detailed Headcanon Meme

Ask a question, any question! Because I have nothing better to do than to answer your questions. ... No, really. I don't. D:

1: What does their bedroom look like?

2: Do they have any daily rituals?

3: Do they exercise, and if so, what do they do? How often?

4: What would they do if they needed to make dinner but the kitchen was busy?

5: Cleanliness habits (personal, workspace, etc.)

6: Eating habits and sample daily menu

7: Favorite way to waste time and feelings surrounding wasting time

8: Favorite indulgence and feelings surrounding indulging

9: Makeup?

10: Neuroses? Do they recognize them as such?

11: Intellectual pursuits?

12: Favorite book genre?

13: Sexual Orientation? And, regardless of own orientation, thoughts on sexual orientation in general?

14: Physical abnormalities? (Both visible and not, including injuries/disabilities, long-term illnesses, food-intolerances, etc.)

15: Biggest and smallest short term goal?

16: Biggest and smallest long term goal?

17: Preferred mode of dress and rituals surrounding dress

18: Favorite beverage?

19: What do they think about before falling asleep at night?

20: Childhood illnesses? Any interesting stories behind them?

21: Turn-ons? Turn-offs?

22: Given a blank piece of paper, a pencil, and nothing to do, what would happen?

23: How organized are they? How does this organization/disorganization manifest in their everyday life?

24: Is there one subject of study that they excel at? Or do they even care about intellectual pursuits at all?

25: How do they see themselves 5 years from today?

26: Do they have any plans for the future? Any contingency plans if things don’t workout?

27: What is their biggest regret?

28: Who do they see as their best friend? Their worst enemy?

29: Reaction to sudden extrapersonal disaster (eg The house is on fire! What do they do?)

30: Reaction to sudden intrapersonal disaster (eg close family member suddenly dies)

31: Most prized possession?

32: Thoughts on material possessions in general?

33: Concept of home and family?

34: Thoughts on privacy? (Are they a private person, or are they prone to ‘TMI’?)

35: What activities do they enjoy, but consider to be a waste of time?

36: What makes them feel guilty?

37: Are they more analytical or more emotional in their decision-making?

38: What recharges them when they’re feeling drained?

39: Would you say that they have a superiority-complex? Inferiority-complex? Neither?

40: How misanthropic are they?

41: Hobbies?

42: How far did they get in formal education? What are their views on formal education vs self-education?

43: Religion?

44: Superstitions or views on the occult?

45: Do they express their thoughts through words or deeds?

46: If they were to fall in love, who (or what) is their ideal?

47: How do they express love?

48: If this person were to get into a fist fight, what is their fighting style like?

49: Is this person afraid of dying? Why or why not?

[raeazure]

I simply do not vibe with my father

[lunamode]

deathsaved·:

   yuuji waits for a moment, wondering if megumi is going to offer up any more information before turning his attention back to the books on the table. he´d flipped through some of them earlier, not really getting much out of them. none of the authors ring a bell to him either though to be fair, the only books he ever willingly reads and pays any attention to in his free time are mangas so take that however you want. “that it?”

he can feel a faint heat creeping up his neck, though whether due to embarrassment or annoyance he isn’t entirely sure ( he’s going to go with annoyance ). brows twitch, lightly furrow, gaze unwavering upon his, now judgmental, comrade. who he hadn’t even invited in to begin with.  ‘ what’s wrong with reading. ‘  a pause.  ‘ have you ever even read a book? ‘

[lunamode]

he only hums in reply, the ´no thanks´ heavily implied as he lets his fingers rest on the back of the flimsy office chair ; a carbon copy to the one in his room, just like all the other furniture. cheap, bland, grey. uniform. yuuji swings his leg over so he can sit on it the wrong way, his arms crossed on the backrest as he turns to megumi - plastic wheels scraping against the wooden flooring in a blatant act of defiance. “so what do you do then?” his chin comes to rest on his arms. “for fun I mean.”

so, not leaving then--- thought as much. brows knit; relax. he hears the faint squeaking of the chair as his classmate plops himself down, comfortable as can be, and he finally shifts in place, allows his gaze to meet yuuji’s own. he then heaves a noncommittal shrug.··‘ i like to read.·‘· the pile of books on his desk should suggest as much; and he imagines that, based on the sound of rustling pages that he’d heard earlier, yuuji is already aware.·

[fyowyn-writes-deactivated202201]

He's self-aware, a self-aware himbo. I'm crying he's perfect.

[lunamode]

astrales said: 🍍, 🍑, 🍉, and 🍒 for mochi and akaashi!

🍍 ,  how comfortable are they with their body?

i’d say in the case of both? pretty comfortable. though of the two, i’d say that youichi is the most comfortable with his body overall. if it were within his power, he’d likely make himself just a bit taller, but his short stature is something he’s learned to come to terms with and it doesn’t particularly bother him anymore. in the case of keiji, his body just isn’t something that he thinks much about. he isn’t as physically fit as certain others within his friend group (such as bokuto for instance), but he’s fine with that so long as he’s physically healthy.

🍑  ,  how meticulously do they look after their physical appearance?

youichi spends a bit of time on his hair in the mornings, but otherwise doesn’t worry too much about the way that he looks. sure, he wants to look good, but he puts more importance on comfort than style (unless, say, he were going on a date or something--- then he’d be more worried about it).

keiji, on the other hand, likes to look nice, well put together. he fusses with his hair a bit, but also likes to make sure that he always looks presentable. so long as he can help it, of course.

🍉  ,  which of the four seasons represents them best?

youichi, summer. no doubt. keiji, fall.

🍒  ,  how much do they value companionship?

youichi is big on companionship, even if sometimes he might claim otherwise. he can seem a bit brash and rough around the edges, but he’s genuinely a warm, friendly, big hearted guy and he’s at his best when in the company of people that he cares about (and who care about him in turn). his friends and family (usually) bring out the best in him and push him to succeed or be better. they’re good for him, even when he might say that he doesn’t need them. deep down, i think that he knows that as he tends to gravitate towards others and prefers spending time with others more so than he prefers being alone. 

keiji, on the other hand, is far more of an introvert. he does enjoy company now and again, but is, in general, more particular about who he’s with, how many people that he feels comfortable in the company of, and tends to find himself feeling a bit drained after too much socialization. he cares very deeply about the people lucky enough to become close with him and greatly values the time that he spends with them, though he’s not typically the one to seek it out himself. 

[lunamode]

deathsaved said: "Your room is really plain." yuuji doesn´t know if that´s a surprise to him or not. he thumbs through the sparse books on megumi’s desk and wonders if he´s the type to hide the juicy stuff under his bed. "don´t you get bored?"

gaze flickers, a brief glance cast in yuuji’s direction, a soft ( yet mildly exasperated ) sigh escaping his nostrils.  ‘ you’re welcome to leave. ‘  he says this, yet can’t recall asking yuuji to join him to begin with. rather, he’d more or less invited himself ( barged? ) inside. he seems to have a natural inclination for that; forcing his way into spaces that he hadn’t been invited.  ‘ not particularly. ‘  it wasn’t as though he spent much time in here anyway.

[lunamode]

deathsaved said: "hi bestie" :)

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