Another intro post since people are looking my way? Oh how delightful!
Hello people of Tumblr! Since a small amount of people are looking and saying "oh look a person!" I suppose ill stop by and say hello!
Im Lunar! A rando who still doesn't fully understand how any platform they use works! I mostly make random posts since i uh stupid, but if i feel fun, i may write little things since writing is a passion of mine! Even though im small, make an ask, and ill respond to it (hopefully)
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the obvious (p3dos, gr00mers, gross people in general, if you are part of a community that is against legal or online morality, getouttaere! (Discluding Twitter community morals, obvi)
AI supporters, except for ai chatbot users since i know that yall are addicted to your freaky bots and i cant blame you for it i used to be in your position, but i do highly advise to take breaks from your chais and c.ai and janitor ais and *shudder*...polybuzz's or whatever! Cause those things are money hungry cash grabs who only want you to use their apps like heroin and feed off your loneliness!
Twitter/X users, unless you dont follow the streamline ideology of the site, if you agree with the mean userbases political/ moral views of Ne0-N∆zi-ism/extremist conservatism, LEAVE.
Negative people, if i actually get a following i want this to be a positive and supporting space!
Ok, anything else we may need to know about?
That i can think of? No! Will i most likely have to update this section if i forgot something, YEP!
…..not even six hours later i got an offer of a well paying full time long-term job with free room and board in queens in nyc, allowing me independence and a way to escape an abusive situation and an unhealthy environment
likes charge reblogs cast, folks, this is the good luck post
the last time I reblogged this post right before I got a great job, in a permanent work-from-home position, with benefits, retirement, and a salary literally 3x what I was making before, doing something I really like.
Hmm, well i have a doctors appointment tomorrow so ill reblog this so i can maybe get an actual treatment for my sudden and severe eczema attacks for the last two and a half months.
THE ONLY THING I HATE MORE THAN RAPISTS, SCHOOL SHOOTERS AND PEDOPHILES ARE THOSE THAT FLASELY ACCUSE OTHERS OF THEM.
read zeals document. he very clearly gives proof that ren is lying as fuck, not only that she was fully aware but also that she was initiating.
hey! i asked politely to keep this off of my page, but this argument is so atrocious i simply couldn’t ignore it ! TW for all the things; rape, sa, suicide, etc. read with caution!
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not only did zeals document suck butt as far as ive seen but in his video titled “i have killed myself” he decided to pull the line “I’m sorry that I wasn’t good at sex.” what zeal did was not just sex, it was sexual assault. i refuse to entertain any zeal defenders or supporters, so i highly recommend that you get off of my page and block me. im going to block you ANYWAY but🤔
I read the entirety of Rens document the same hour it was posted. I spent almost two hours reading through all of it. I looked over Zeals too. Now, my memory’s fuzzy, but if I recall? Zeals document lacked. A lot. Rens long ass document, chock-full of evidence, proof, and context that she referred to as “bloat” that was anything but that AND more. Educating people on trauma responses, reactions, and how she spotted Zeals behavior after the fact. If I recall correctly, not only was Zeals document mostly (again, as I recall seeing and hearing) self-pity slop and trying to get the reader to believe him instead, it wasss. what’s the word. manipulative? In the sense that he was making himself the victim.
His excuses were lackluster. He left out information that Ren provided three times the amount of. He lacked screenshots, skipped stuff over, completely ignored certain things as a whole (again, as far as I personally remember. None of what i say about his document is completely set in stone, and you shouldn’t quote me. My memory is fuzzy and I glanced it over a while ago.)
I don’t know what exactly led you to believe Zeal over Ren? I mean, Ren provided far more solid proof. Pictures of the marks on her neck, conversations afterwards and before—even Zeals story lined up with hers with the actual sexual assault, and yet he still left information out to make himself look better.
I’d also like to address what you said about her “[being] fully aware [and] also that she was initiating.”
In her document, while it makes me sick that she had to even clarify this for people, but she specifically states that what happened was not consent. I don’t remember exactly the quote from her document, but it still feels fucked up that she had to even clarify what is and isn’t consent.
“Yes” after a bunch of coercing is not consent. A hesitant “sure” is not consent. Anything BUT an enthusiastic, completely on-board “yes” is not consent. Consent CAN be withdrawn after the fact. If you’re considering if it was or wasn’t consent; if you’re questioning whether to take the consent back as a whole or not directly after or way after the fact, then it was never consent to begin with. You do not question consent you gave unless it wasn’t consent.
She also explains “fawning”—which is a completely real, very common trauma response for situations like hers. Her “initiating” was not because she actually wanted it. Her “initiating” was a survival response to keep him from reacting the way she did not want; it was to keep him from leaving her. It is normal for victims to want their abusers back. It is normal for victims to love their abusers. It is normal for victims to miss their abusers and want to go back. That is all normal. But people switch up the second someone isn’t a “perfect victim” in their eyes.
She had to teach her abuser how to make it hurt less the next time it happened. She made no effort to really stop “it” from happening again, because not only was it practically inevitable for her in a sense, but doing so would result in a response she did not want; him leaving. Or reacting negatively. Thats exactly what his prior reaction after she screamed for him to stop the first time was; joking about it to make HER feel bad for not making HIM feel good. He was never worried about her. He was worried about himself.
She did not fully understand what was happening. She went through therapy to process it, and realized after the fact. If we’re using this logic, then what’s YOUR evidence for Zeal not being aware of what he was doing? He made the google doc joke. He kept pushing for it. He didn’t want her telling anyone. He washed the evidence off of her body as soon as he could, not because he was worried for her, but because he was worried for himself. His autism is not an excuse for what he did. I don’t care how hard it is to understand social cues—someone screaming “NO” and “STOP” is hard to ignore and brush off.
Not only that, but I hope you’re well aware Zeals been lying big time…? He’s claiming he has no internet access in the hospital, yet he’s been caught contradicting that statement? Multiple times? Big Dog Supreme he was caught playing Arsenal. I reallllyyy don’t want to hear it. His response was automatically nulled by the video posted afterward, and the effect he wanted his document and video to have on people is the exact effect it seems to have had on you. He wants you to believe he’s the victim. He wants you to believe Ren is lying about everything. He wants people on his side.
I, personally, refuse to be on the side of a sexual assaulter. But I cannot control what side you choose to take. I can only argue to change your mind or block you.
I’m not good with words or arguments, but this is such a bizarre statement to make and genuinely believe in your heart of hearts is true. Some people will go straight to defending a sexual assaulter instead of the victim the second the victim isn’t their definition of a “perfect victim.” Your argument has fallen on deaf ears, as I refuse to even start to let you entertain this and parade around trying to get me to go along with you as well. I will not take your side, or Zeals side, nor will I agree with you. I am unsure of who you think you are.
Go support Ren and other victims! Block me if you’re a Zeal supporter in any way, and PLEASE keep yourself safe and be careful!
Personally my dream ending for tadc is that they do find a way to escape but one of them (probably kinger) is forced to stay with caine but then as everyone escapes most die in the process and only one of them actually lives and cant do anything about it and therefore the cycle continues on and on.
Personally my dream ending for tadc is that they do find a way to escape but one of them (probably kinger) is forced to stay with caine but then as everyone escapes most die in the process and only one of them actually lives and cant do anything about it and therefore the cycle continues on and on.
Hi my name’s nikki and one time during quarentine I had a sleepover with my partner who ended up stabbing me in the torso. Then she was aquitted. And I brought the bowl!!
Hi my name's Elora and one day my mum accidentally hit a person on the road (they weren't looking where they were going) and I thought she was going to life in prison
Hi I'm Vin and my older sibling used to repeatedly lock me in rooms with the lights off and then call me dramatic for being upset. I brought those gummy eyeballs you can only find on Halloween
Hi, I’m Scoops/Slush/Claire, and I passed out of (most likely) vasovagal syncope of dehydration in a swim school bathroom right after I showered. I dried up, asked for Mom cause I felt dizzy, kept hugging her, went blind, couldn’t hear either, and then stiffened up, eyes widened, and fell backwards. I woke up, everything was tinted brown, and I was rushed in an ambulance to the hospital 👍
Hiii! Im lunat! A kid made jokes about wanting to 🍇 me and when i tried to escape to online spaces i got groomed and it made me almost kms and i made some brownie bites, wrapped them individually, and i brought those!
hold on a fucking second. delaware is a state?? i thought it was a river? or is the river more important than the state? why don't i know this? (i should mention i don't like in america, i'm just confused)
there is delaware (state) and delaware (river)
both are equally strange
the state is a tiny little cryptid thing
the rive is a monster that spans new york, pennsylvania, new jersey and delaware. also washington crossed it once and that was like kinda a big deal i guess. like crossing the rubicon in rome.
the state tries to me more important with its “im the first state!!!” bs (seriously its even on the fucking license plates) but we all know. its the river.
I know home depot, but dude I don't know anything about America mad have never been there. Are you sure there is not a some sort of store called something close to Delaware!?!
Pausing here to point out that op is “dear-AO3″ and now I’m wondering if Delaware fanfic would be categorized as RSF (real state fic) or AU (alternate unitedstates)
This is fantastic because it goes great with my theory that Delaware only exists for tax purposes. Like, all the states really only exists for Tax Purposes, but Delaware is particularly fake because back in 2012 I got lost in the Alleged Delaware Area looking trying to get to a family reunion, but every time I pulled over for directions, I would ask what the hell state I was in now, and I went through Mayland, Pennsylvania, New Jersey AND Virginia and I never fucking found Delaware but I did eventually find the Family Reunion and earned the repsepct of my then-prospective- Great-Grandmother-In-Law by saving her favorite grandchildren from a furious oceangoing horse so I’m convinced that not only is the state a purely legal construct, they didn’t even dedicate any landmass to it, or it’s a gov’t blackzone where the carnivorous horses live.
