Staring Into Space

An irl Yandere with mental illness looking for friends This also functions as an ask blog

[lunar-yandere]

Hello there I’m Jasper, it’s nice to meet you. A few things to know about me.

I am a MINOR so keep that in mind , thank you.

I have mental illness so please be patient ( autism, ADHD, depression, and CPTSD)

Basic dni, as long as your nice we’re fine.

I am asexual, only looking for friends.

I like music, psychology, reading, writing, cats, and sweets.

Feel free to send in any asks I love interacting with people.

TWs for Yandere themes, graphic violence, sh venting, disabilities being mishandled by adults

Credit for the pfp and header goes to y4ndereswe4he4rt and lovesick-dash respectively

Follows and likes come from nightmare-kelidescope

Tagging

#fantasies <3 fantasies not directed at anyone

# school sucks venting

#Asks:D

#Diary entry unrelated posts

#🌸 thoughts about my close friends

#❤️ thoughts about my second qpp ( aka Tooth)

#✨ my queerplatonic partner (aka Cait)

[lunar-yandere]

im so so glad you have some time off :-3 i hope youre taking care of yourself !

If selfcare involves not leaving my bed i am indeed doing that. I get an entire week to cause chaos on here :D

[lunar-yandere]

hackers who like eachother would be so cute. They could find any and all information on each other. They could go on a mission to overthrow the government together. Plus cute memes. They would belong completely to each other.

[lunar-yandere]

what the hell is your problem ?

My problem is my own existence lol.

[lunar-yandere]

imj so happy you feel better . keep it up, you're doing great<3

Thanks, i appreciate it. School fucking killed me lol. I appreciate the kind words. I’m on break now so i should be able to post more :D

[lunar-yandere]

Wanna commit arson with me? The flames would look so pretty in your eyes.

[gaylord1405]

[wildrain14]

Here!

[lunar-yandere]

Multiple flavors of alphabet mafia sooo

[lunar-yandere]

The good news. I got over the all consuming despair.

Bad news. I now want to commit war crimes, and find friends again

[bloodsession]

Coping is setting healthy boundaries and communication

Coping is reading fics about x yandere reader instead of the other way around (if you can even find any with your f/o darling)

Coping is reclaiming the yandere term and trope and using it to better suit your experience with your obsessive splitting and black/white disordered thoughts and feelings

Coping is following yandere tags and reblogging posts by people who have a similar experience to you

Coping is making edits and memes based on these things and using humor to feel better

Coping is battling the intrusive thoughts by thinking about things you do want like fantasizing living with your fp/darling in a healthy stable home

Coping is however the fuck you do it, your brain, your disorder, your blog, your choice.

[lunar-yandere]

Hatsune miku expo live LETS GOOOOOO!!!!!!!!

[lunar-yandere]

Reasons i love yandere friends

They’ll keep you safe. Have a lot of assholes in your life? Have past abuse/trauma your still afraid of? They can’t fix your issues but they’ll certainly try.

Someone to rely on. Need someone to vent to? Want help fighting a hostile world? Stressed out because of a project? They got you covered.

Need someone to talk to. You could talk to them about anything. Even the things other people find weird. The best conversation comes with these people :D. You’ll never feel alone again. They know you better than you do.

Murder duo. I will not elaborate

[lunar-yandere]

im here for you jasper . im sorry things have been so hard lately . i know its barely up to you but things will be okay soon

Thanks i appreciate it. Yeah PTSD plus depression has been kicking my ass. Yeah things get better, i just hate waiting.

[lunar-yandere]

they dont deserve you . you arent happy like this . my heart aches and goes out to yuo . i hope you find a moment of solace and it works out in some way . youll be okay . im proud of you i know its not that easy

Thank you for the reassurance. It’s not them my brain just hates me and does this with everyone. I’m just too tired and all my emotions have dried up.

[lunar-yandere]

I can feel my mental health declining l. It’s hurting my relationship with them. I’m so tired of this.

I always get this real big high when i find someone i like. Then everything crashes and burns. I can feel the sad numbness creeping in again.

Fuck.

[lunar-yandere]

i miss yuo . terrible day terrible week terrible few motnhs

Yeah, neither of us have good mental health lol. Therapy helps.

[lunar-yandere]

I may be gone for a while. I’m hyperfixating on a project. I’ll be back eventually dw about me :D.

[lunar-yandere]

i wish i could keep you safe . i know what its like

Thank you. I hope things have gotten better for you.