Shandi Marie

A vision of flesh and sweat Almost close enough to touch Still too far away to taste

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Lunch dates #doggiestyle #doggies #doggiesofinstagram #besties #love #beauty https://www.instagram.com/p/CSPaF2nLrj-/?utm_medium=tumblr

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we always think there’s something wrong with us, inherently unworthy, but the truth is that we’re flawed people and we’ll constantly mess up. even unintentionally! and that doesn’t mean there’s something wrong with you, it simply means you’re human. you’re not supposed to be perfect. you’re not meant to be everything for everyone all at the same time. we can all improve, we can always be a little kinder, a little more patient.. but the truth is..

your job is to be you and there is nothing wrong with you. 

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Does anyone ever feel like there’s a general misunderstanding the mentally ill enjoy being this way

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I took my blogpost down but I shouldn’t have. That was silly

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Sometimes when you stare into the abyss the abyss stares back

that line already sounds scary and dark and ominous. it has always been particularly haunting to me. Imagine my terror now that I have finally realized that the abyss is me. 

I have recently realized I am a cuckquean. It was shocking and mildly upsetting and relieving and most surprisingly, conducive to a kind of inward reflection that has allowed for so many realizations about myself. I feel like my brain pirates buried haunted treasures because to behold, the treasures seem frightening. And through much suffering and some pleasure, a rough map was drawn out, and the booty (puns are always absolutely intended) was found. It’s still terrifying but a new generation of pirates who are better equipped to handle fear found it and here we gooooo!

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#need #gimme #want #mine https://www.instagram.com/p/B9c9s8lJf4W/?igshid=swb6al59yxll

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@postmalone you should be mine. At least for the weekend. Just for beers and weeds. And for me to sing every song and dance my heart out for my new homie #postmalone #postmalonefan #postmalonerockstar #postmalonetour #postmaloneconcert #postmalonetour2020 #bestfriends #shitwouldberad #beerbongsandbentleys #hollywoodsbleeding #checkyourdms https://www.instagram.com/p/B8z3oMOJ0lp/?igshid=p6xg2cicxlq2

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does anyone else do their makeup just to calm anxiety? I spent a half hour on this just to work my nerves out and now I’m bout to wash it off and go kill some motherfuckers on modern warfare. Speaking of, join me! I kinda suck but I’m fun and I love playing! #modernwarfare #callingallgamers #xboxone I’m Lunar666Gemini https://www.instagram.com/p/B8xYoaMp9eD/?igshid=p9bb3yltv0ov

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The next best thing to being perfect is being self aware? #laughteristhebestmedicine #sometimesabitch #sometimesanangel #alwaystrying https://www.instagram.com/p/B8rMl2AJCYD/?igshid=16h9t2ybgafx

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That’s my hand and you can’t have it https://www.instagram.com/p/B8mwn3cpipk/?igshid=jxqmmflg0oep

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These are things that make me happy https://www.instagram.com/p/B8aqmfbJG098wzIjDqONcgI3cSmPyblk0oCS7s0/?igshid=4r8yefgojrym

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i dare you to doooo something https://www.instagram.com/p/B8aNmynppgzs2jjieXPESGodIG35n58vtpoHRI0/?igshid=9izjyzg8ivm6

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I have yoga-d and shaked and danced and shimmied my way back into my pre-twin, *low-rise!* size 8 skinny jeans😭 I deserve this nice thing! Not bad for a newly minted 39 year old😬 https://www.instagram.com/p/B7v3OFQpalRcygWWzIhNVjkP8xucviOogw1lIA0/?igshid=b57q8y774uwn

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I got my chum this cookbook for xxxmas and he made these #peanutbutter #chocolatechip for the fam. I’m so lucky to be able to be part of the life of one of the most amazing humans I know #momsandsons💕 #myboy #bestbudsforlife https://www.instagram.com/p/B7L3DMOpPJcDYT21KD6dzO--qZtZMJWSQVJL6M0/?igshid=14efydm8n9cjh

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The only #carwash our gay asses are ever using again #gay #asses #mothersonmoments❤️ https://www.instagram.com/p/B6_tzZbp48sDgDQWnt8_QjPBs4NKxsVl42sJR00/?igshid=z79wx4wz1wod

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@necrotelepathy how do you see into my eyes like open doors? #wakemeup #cantwakeup #wakemeup https://www.instagram.com/p/B62K_QkJavNpaSAgpPLDSyHch3mB-Ztju-6ylU0/?igshid=1hl8qn5sv96x4

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Today a person at the grocery store recognized me as a woman in love💖💯 https://www.instagram.com/p/B6y0suDphaDE3wSD3hTmJI6qM35Ax8yWPxMLaA0/?igshid=votarlgql6e