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you decide what is good. you decide what is right.

[lunarpoise]

i miss my moon prince.

[lunarpoise]

mysticalxrydia​:

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Rydia was keeping her arms crossed over her chest, still ANNOYED at Cecil and Edge. Not bringing Rosa and her on the Moon would have been stupid. They were useful on the battlefield; they had proved it many times. And there was also something Rydia wished to verify there, something that could be help them win against Golbez.

She approached him, raising an eyebrow. “You know, according to the eidolons’ saying, Bahamut lives on the Moon. He’s the strongest of them, almost a God among them. If I can convince him to fight at our side, it could change everything.” She smirked PROUDLY. “It’s not something you could have done without me, right ?” She was teasing him, but she still believed those words. 

summoner is met with a sigh from the paladin; a sign of defeat. cecil had only wanted to protect those he cared about. they had all already lost so much and will proceed to lose more if they don’t stop zemus. rosa was right, as always -- it would be a losing battle without her and rydia to aid them. even with her much more mature visage standing before him, cecil can’t help but remember that little girl who had just lost her mother in mist. and now here she is, proclaiming that the fabled dragon lives on the moon.

pale blues fall to the side in thought.  “ that would make sense with the mysidian prophecy speaking of a dragon. “  wry smile is pulled across features that have been full of turmoil since learning the truth of golbez -- his...brother. cecil knows there is a sense of urgency in their task but he isn’t quite ready to face what is ahead; to face his past just as much as his future.  “ you’re right. having him on our side would be invaluable. “  eyes soften.  “ and we can’t do it without you, rydia. “

[tuestine-deactivated20190414]

[lunarpoise]

update: i’ve got some emotions about our boy kain highwind let me tell you.

[lunarpoise]

holding off on ic because i hardly remember dissidia’s story so i’m taking tonight to watch cutscenes and reacquaint myself with it.

[lunarpoise]

extremely useless hc but cecil would be a waterbender for obvious reasons.

[fuckyeahffboys]

Kain, Cecil + Rosa (pre-FFIV) | ゆっき

[regesc]

𝐖𝐇𝐄𝐍 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐖𝐄𝐑𝐄 𝐁𝐎𝐑𝐍 , 𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐘 𝐄𝐌𝐁𝐀𝐋𝐌𝐄𝐃 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐈𝐍 𝐏𝐑𝐄𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍 𝐁𝐄𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐄 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐌𝐎𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐑 𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑 𝐇𝐄𝐋𝐃 𝐘𝐎𝐔 . ( Your first bath in formaldehyde , your first clothes a tailored black suit ) . THEY TAUGHT YOU HOW THEY WOULD BREAK A MESSIAH IN YOUNG , how  your   bones   would  crack  like  mountains   under  pressure  ,   how  you  would   be   named   lamb  to   the   slaughter   ,   &&  how  you  were   born  with  fire   &&   divinity  within  you  at  war .    ( Chosen sounded beautiful , heroic : you called yourself her knight with a knife in your heart . )

[lunarpoise]

slides the dash $20 to make a sir kain highwind. or hc asks that works too.

[lunarpoise]

okay i have to go to bed but honestly just invade my askbox with hc questions i want to talk more about cecil.

[lunarpoise]

needed dissidia thread: all the champions sit around a campfire and realize that they all know someone named cid and then proceed to compare notes.

[lunarpoise]

i’m really starting to understand @regesc‘s struggle of just wanting to scream about your muse and write 5000 hcs and nothing else.

[lunarpoise]

shut up i’m not crying as all the people you’ve helped  ( and thought died )  come back and all rally together to stop the giant of babel and fight for the blue planet. nope. not crying at all. that would be silly. 

[solauctor]

@lunarpoise​.

❝ so again – i’m…really sorry about just kinda sending you off to face your brother. family stuff makes this all kinda weird, y’know? ❞

[lunarpoise]

paladin shakes his head, glancing at his fellow cosmos warrior with a gentle expression.  “ no, i should be thanking you for giving me the courage to face him. “  smile falters soon after as he recalls his failure to try and bring his brother to the side of the light.  “ what of you, tidus? how did you fair with your father? “

[beamattack]

The kingdom of Baron hails your return, Cecil.

[lunarpoise]

so i’m catching up on the dnt cutscenes for the dlc characters and HAHAHAHHAHA noct telling vayne why he fights broke me. and it also made me realize that cecil and noct are the only kings of the cosmos/materia champions?? idk man cecil heard what noctis was saying and understood completely what he was going through. that need to take back what was stolen and to do it not just for selfish reasons but because everyone is counting on him. it’s why he spoke up and defended noctis’s position.

god i’m just realizing how empathetic cecil is to a lot of the plights of other champions. how he’s always the one who seems to mitigate tension by understanding. i adore this role for him. it’s like another step in his character development since it was usually edward or rosa who would take on that kind of role in ff4. it’s like cecil has learned from his allies and now uses it to help this new family he has formed with the champions.

[lunarpoise]

what is your primary feeling in longing?

hope

In longing, you feel hope. You're on a long road, you know this. Your desire is strong, big in your chest but you don't feel weighed down. You've had your hardships, but you know what you truly seek is, or could be, not far from your grasp. Not to say you don't feel the burning in your heart for something more, but theres still a spark in you, a voice that says, "don't give up, what if?" You can be patient. You know you must be. Your yearning is felt like a campfire in rain, the circumstances say the flame should be out, but yet it burns, as long as god willing or sheer effort keeps it alive. You feel the pull in your gut that makes your throat tighten with the ache of your heart but you softly smile, it's just a reminder of your love. You aren't afraid of your feelings in the way that would make you push them away because you're familiar with them and you know the payoff would be well worth the grief. You're doing great my darling, you will find your love if you have not already.

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