𝒍𝒂𝒕𝒆 𝒅𝒂𝒘𝒏𝒔,

𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒍𝒚 𝒔𝒖𝒏𝒔𝒆𝒕𝒔, 𝒋𝒖𝒔𝒕 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝒎𝒚 𝒇𝒂𝒗𝒐𝒓𝒊𝒕𝒆 𝒔𝒄𝒆𝒏𝒆𝒔 /

[lunarstrays]

seeing as it is the new year here already, happy new year to all of you! may 2020 be full of healing, happiness, and new opportunities ♡

as for content on this blog - im sorry nothings happening lately. my mental health isn't the best at the moment, but im hoping to come back soon and i hope you all understand. ♡

[lunarstrays]

so this aged badly

[lunarstrays]

[12:56] the arm draped across your waist is not unwelcome, but something about it feels odd. like it doesn't belong here - with you.

"is there anything i can do?" minho asks, and even in the dark you can imagine the concern painting his features.

you close your eyes for a moment, place a hand on top of his, and let your mind force out the negative thoughts swirling inside. "can we just stay in silence for a while?" you ask, and your voice is barely heard in the room, weak and scratchy with unuse. it's not that you don't want to talk to minho about it - you do, and you probably will at some point the next day; but right now, everything's just a bit too much - the lights too bright, any sound too loud, your thoughts suffocating you under their weight. you just need a second.

minho only hums in response, tightening his hold slightly.

the pressure on your chest lessens, just a bit.

[3noracha-archive]

skz emoji ask meme

🙇🏻‍♀️    why do you bias your bias? 🦑    favorite stray kids cover? 🐣    post a selfie 🐬    favorite english lyric? 🎉    favorite thing about dance line? 🦞    would u rather take pictures with seungmin or hyunjin? 🐇    describe changbin in three emojis 🐖    post your favorite minho meme 🎬    if your bias were to be the star of a movie, what kind of movie would it be? ✨    what’s your dream collab? 🥨    post your favorite felix meme 🎤    record a voice note saying something about your bias 🍯    favorite thing about vocal line? 🧃    post you favorite jeongin meme 🧩    pick one personality trait from each member 🚑    imagine ot8 in the hunger games, order them from the first one to die to the winner 🎠    tag your 3 favorite gif editors 🎙    what’s your favorite thing about chan? 🏋    post your favorite changbin meme 🎐    help minho choreograph a dance or learn one from him 🤐    tag a mutual you want to talk to 💒    if you had to tattoo one stray kids lyric, which would it be? 🌞    describe hyunjin in three emojis 🍻    do your bias and bias wrecker get along? 💫    who shares your zodiac sign? do you think you’re alike? 🪁    describe felix in three emojis 🥫    most played skz song? 🥇    if you were to be on a zombie apocalypse, which member would you pick to be with you? 🤹‍♂️    what’s you hogwarts house? sort the members into a house 👗    who has the best fashion sense? 💢    are you taller or shorter than changbin? 🤖    describe minho in three emojis 🥵    list ot8 from less kinky to kinkiest 🎢    post your favorite chan meme 📽    what kind of youtube channel would your bias have? 👁    what’s one thing skz has done that’s given you second-hand embarrassment? 🧖    who do you think smells the nicest in skz? 🦊    describe jeongin in three emojis 🍿    which movie would you go see with jisung? ⚽     escribe seungmin in three emojis 🍽    who’s your dream sub-unit? 🌡    funniest thing one of them have said 🗼    post your favorite jisung meme 🦴    berry, kkami, or seungmong 🧮    a concept you want them to try 🚯    who do you think would get on your nerves you if you knew them personally 📼    post your favorite seungmin meme 🥊    who wouldn’t you get along with if you knew them in real life 🚸    what game would you like to play with felix 🎷    favorite thing about seungmin 🛸    who’s your bias and are you reckless with your money 🚏    song recommendations to your bias 🔮    last dream you had about skz 🛌    describe jisung in three emojis 🤼‍♀️    post your favorite hyunjin meme 🦺    interaction you want to see 🧪    create a new subunit. give them a name and positions ⛑    who is the most “fightable” member 🐞    guitar lessons from jisung or piano lessons from jeongin 🦜    first to star in a drama 🪐    funniest skz tweet/meme you’ve seen recently 🥡    black hair or dyed hair 🥛    describe chan in three emojis 🦦    colored contacts or no colored contacts 📯    soonie, doongie, or dori 🗿    dumbest thing skz have done

[lunarstrays]

seeing as it is the new year here already, happy new year to all of you! may 2020 be full of healing, happiness, and new opportunities ♡

as for content on this blog - im sorry nothings happening lately. my mental health isn't the best at the moment, but im hoping to come back soon and i hope you all understand. ♡

[lunarstrays]

just popping in to say thank you so much for 700 followers 💛 i know i dont really post that often anymore and im sorry for that! more posts coming in the future

[nctinmotion]

Source: This

[nightmarevirgo]

✨🌹🌙 questions! 🌙🌹✨

angel;  favorite album of all time? honey;  are you a very affectionate person? moonlight;  do you enjoy museums? roses;  what does love feel like to you? describe it! shimmer;  zodiac sign? princess;  have you ever been to disneyland? if so, favorite ride? cherry;  have you ever been to a psychic? magic;  favorite film? starlight;  have you ever written a love letter? velvet;  do you enjoy horror films? blush;  have you been to a concert? if so, which one(s)? sparkle;  dream job? witches;  how do you like to dress? crystal;  favorite planet? sugar;  favorite pet names? (baby, sweetheart, etc.) hopeless;  do you believe in ghosts? glow;  do you have or want any tattoos? what of? starlet;  what historical period is most interesting to you? motel;  are you superstitious?  heart;  do you like the color pink? golden;  do you appreciate high fashion?

[lunarstrays]

Just stopping by to let you know that I love your writing! ❤

thank you so much 💛

[lunarstrays]

I freaking appreciate that "jealous" "do you still love me" Chan scenario you did! I don't really read fanfics, (it popped up in my feed randomly), & it's because hardly anything ACTUALLY sounds like the members (which is fine, people can write them as characters however they want, I got nothing against that, but it doesn't make me personally want to read them). But the way you wrote Chan for that one, that amazed me! It's how I imagine Chan would actually talk, & I wanted to tell you that!

thank you so much!! i try my best to portray the members as accurately as possible so that means a lot to me! 💛

[lunarstrays]

thank you so much for 600 followers, lovelies!! i appreciate each and every one of you, thank you for enjoying my work<3

[lunarstrays]

fluff #5 and angst #10 with either chan or lix 🥺

5. "oh you're jealous!" + 10. "do you even still love me?" 

chan was a busy man.

you knew that, of course. you basically signed up for not seeing each other often when you agreed to date him, and yet… 

and yet, you were hurt. 

at this point, it has been a full week of nothing - ignored texts, no phonecalls, not seeing him at all. you understood his need to work, his dedication and the amount of stress he's under. 

but the least he could do is text you back.

...right? 

maybe he's just overly busy, you try to comfort yourself. if it wasn't for you being busy as well, you would've already went and paid him a visit. for now, you've resorted to anxiously staring at your phone for most of the way, waiting for anything. a call, a text, anything to elevate your worries a little bit. you don't want to bombard him with texts anymore either, scared of being overbearing. 

the one thing that you didn't expect to happen, was for chan to start spamming his social media with pictures of him and one of his best friends. you raise your eyebrows in suspicion upon seeing them, hoping that perhaps, if he is hanging out with someone, maybe he will finally talk to you. 

he doesn't. 

he does visit you however, and while you are happy to finally see him again, it doesn't stop jealousy from curling its ugly hands around your throat. and jealousy might be a strong word to use - you could never be jealous of changbin, knowing how much chan values him as a friend, but that still doesn't mean him blatantly ignoring you doesn't hurt. 

chan, watchful as always, instantly notices something is wrong. the way you barely hug him back in greeting, and the flat tone of your voice when you ask him if he wants some tea; it worries him slightly. 

you stand with your back turned to him as you wait for the water to boil, nervously chewing on your bottom lip before deciding to just get it over with. "i'm glad you had fun with changbin yesterday," you tell him, hoping your voice won't betray you. you're unsure what you feel. hurt, maybe even a little angry. a part of you is scared that perhaps chan just doesn't want you anymore. 

your boyfriend lets out a breathy chuckle at your comment. "yeah, it was great-- wait," he stops himself suddenly, walking up to stand next to you. "is that what this is about? is that why you're acting all weird?" his voice doesn't show any emotion in particular, but something about it ticks you off.  

"i'm the one acting weird?" you scoff, raising your eyebrows in mild annoyance and once again turning your back to him, rifling through the cabinets to find the tea and sugar.

chan huffs a bitter laugh. "i think i know what your problem is," he says, attempting to walk around you so that you'd look at him. "you're jealous. is that it?" from his voice, he seems to be in disbelief, and that only sets you off more. 

you slam the cupboard shut harder that intended, finally turning to face him. "this isn't about me being jealous!" you exclaim in frustration. chan looks slightly taken aback, but doesn't say anything. "it's about the fact that you haven't spoken to me in over a week but somehow still found time to hang out with someone!" 

chan softens visibly at that, reaching out to you. "baby…" 

"no, let me finish," you say, stepping away from him. your throat's starting to tighten, but you need to get it off your chest before you cry. "i know you're busy, i understand that you need to work and i don't expect to have your attention on the time. but you ignoring me for a whole week, worrying the hell out of me and then finding the time to spend time with changbin? do you even still love me, chan?" your rant ends with frustrated tears filling your eyes and you wrap your eyes around yourself. you think that maybe, just maybe, you're being a little overdramatic, but goddamn, you're hurt and you need to express it.

"of course, angel," chan says softly, placing a hand on your arm gently, barely touching in case you felt uncomfortable. "i love you more than anything. and i'm sorry for making you feel this way and i'm sorry for ignoring you." 

you stare at him in silence, failing at trying to blink the tears away from your eyes; you look away from him and focus on the floor once they fall down your cheeks.

"baby," he whispers, remorse clear in his eyes. "i really am sorry. i barely left the studio for the whole week, and binnie took me by surprise because he dragged me out of there-- but i know it doesn't matter. i shouldn't have ignored you either way. i know you must've been worried, angel, and i'm sorry." 

you take in a shaky breath, wiping your tears with shaky hands and looking at him again. "from now on, can you at least let me know you're busy? so i don't have to be worried about you?" 

chan genuinely looks like he's about to cry as he cups your face with one hand and leans in closer. "of course, honey," he says, pressing a soft, lingering kiss to your forehead. "i'll keep you updated at all times, hell- i can even call you everyday if you need me to. whatever you need." 

"i just need you to be here," you choke out, leaning into his touch as more tears fall. you missed it, missed his touch and his voice  and despite everything that's happened, you feel glad to be with him again. 

chan wraps his arms around you tightly, rocking the two of you side to side lightly. "i will. i promise you, i will." 

thank you so much for requesting, i hope you enjoyed it<3

[lunarstrays]

can i request sentence starters angst no.14? much thanks 💜

14. "can you shut up for once in your life?"

"can you shut up for once in your life?" the sharp, biting tone of your voice seems to echo through the room as you stare at your schoolwork angrily. the silence that falls after that feels almost deafening, and you regret snapping as soon at the words leave your mouth and your shoulders slump, exhausted. you don't want to look up, scared of what you might see. 

a few seconds of tense silence pass. 

you shove the textbooks away from you, and drop your head into your hands, covering your face. "im sorry," you mutter, sighing. "im sorry, i didn't mean--" 

truth is, you're just stressed. it feels like you're holding the weight of the world on your shoulders, but everything is slowly falling apart and there's nothing you can do. at this point, when you were trying to focus on your work and couldn't focus, minho's talking on top of a tv show playing in the background felt too overwhelming, like constant droning turning into white noise and making your head pound.

no response.

regret weighs heavily on your chest, frustrated tears filling your eyes. 

a few more seconds pass, and the tv suddenly goes silent; the couch creaks with the added weight of someone sitting next to you. 

"what's going on?" minho asks, voice void of anything that indicates how he feels. 

you shake your head in response, taking in a shaky breath to try and calm down, but failing. "everything," you say, voice thick with tears that you can't stop. "i can't do this anymore."

"look at me, y/n," he says, now slightly concerned. "please." 

wiping hastily at the tears still falling down your cheeks, you pull your hands away and turn your head to look at him, heart sinking at the worry written all over his face. "come here," he says, opening his arms, and you reluctantly move over to curl up against him, opting for hiding your face in his shoulder instead. 

"i'm sorry for yelling at you," you hiccup, weakly grabbing onto his shirt as it to ground yourself. "everything's just too much, and i can't--" 

minho is quick to hush you softly, rubbing his hand up and down your back as you cry. "you're okay, angel," he whispers, leaning down to press a kiss to your forehead. "you've been off the entire day and i should've noticed. im sorry." 

"but i shouldn't have taken it out on you,"  you say, moving away from minho to look him in the face. despite still not being able to calm down fully, you try your best to appear composed. "you didn't deserve it. im sorry."

reaching out to wipe your tears with his sleeves, minho sends you a reassuring smile. "it's okay," he says, pulling you close yet again. his eyes sparkle with worry. "how about you tell me what's wrong, and then we can think about making you feel better?" 

thank you so much for requesting, love! hope you enjoyed ♡

[lunarstrays]

11 from angst plus 15 from fluff with felix 🥺🥺 if you don’t mind

11. "nobody's seen you in days" & 15. "i missed you so much"

"hey," you say softly, pushing the door open and walking into the dimly lit bedroom. the air is heavy and stale, and the first thing you do is walk up to the window and crack it open, letting in the crisp autumn breeze. after that, you turn on the string of fairy lights hung on the wall and take a seat at the edge of the bed, next to a vaguely human shaped bundle of blankets. 

"jisung asked me to come," you say again after a lack of a response. "he said nobody's seen you in days."

nothing. 

sighing, you decide to use a slightly different approach. "i'll leave, then." you say quietly, the disappointment clear in your voice as you get up and head towards the door. 

"wait," a croaky voice from underneath the blankets stops you from leaving, and you walk back towards the bed. sitting down once again, you reach out to pull the blankets up and away. 

felix's head comes into your field of vision; his hair sticks up everywhere, face flushed from being buried in his bed for hours. the deep bags underneath his eyes send a pang of worry through your chest. "i thought you were busy." he mutters, the corners of his lips pulled down in a frown. 

you place a hand on his blanket covered knee, sending him a concerned look. "i missed you so much, lix," you tell him, not missing the way his eyes gloss over for a quick second. "everyone's worried about you. of course i wanted to check in on you, no matter how busy i was." 

the two of you stare at each other in silence for a while, before felix leans forward and wraps his entire body around you, making you fall backward onto the bed. "im sorry," he says into your shoulder, voice shaky. 

"it's okay," you whisper, petting his hair with one hand, frowning at the way you can feel him tremble. "you're okay, lix. we're just worried about you." 

your heart breaks when you hear him sniffle, a wet patch forming on your shoulder. "can you stay with me, just for today?" his voice cracks when he asks the question, and you can't help but pull him even closer. 

"of course," you say, determined to make him feel better, no matter what. 

thank you so much for requesting, i hope you liked it. ♡

[honeyboychangbin]

Sentence Starters

“I’ve never seen one of these completely to my taste so i decided to make my own!

ANGST

“I can’t do anything right.”

“Please don’t cry.”

“Why are you awake right now?”

“Why are you lying to me?”

“Wake up! Please wake up.”

“Forget it, you’re a fucking asshole.”

“Don’t you ever do that again!”

“Is that blood?” “…..No?”

“Please don’t lie to me again, I can’t take it.”

“Do you even still love me?”

“Nobody’s seen you in days.”

“Why are you awake?”

“I’m worried about you.”

“Can you shut up for once in your life?”

“Holding everything in doesn’t help, you know.”

“Are you hurt?” “No.” “Then why are there bruises all over your face?”

“If you don’t hug me right now I think I might fall apart.”

“Leave! Me! Alone!”

FLUFF

“Go with me?” “As long as you hold my hand.”

“Is there a reason you’re blushing like that?” 

“Have you seen my hoodie?” “Nooo.” “You’re wearing it, aren’t you?”

“Have you always been this beautiful?”

“OH you’re jealous!”

“Can we stay like this forever?”

“Please just kiss me already.”

“I think you might be my soulmate.”

“Sleep over? Please?”

“Are we on a date right now?”

“I think I’m in love with you.”

“He’s so pretty I think I’m gonna faint.”

“Are you flirting with me?” “You finally noticed?”

“Am I your lockscreen?” “You weren’t supposed to see that.”

“I missed you so much.”

“Do you think the moon is jealous of how pretty you are?”

“I’m here for you.”

“I wish we could live together already.”

MISC

“All I do is drink coffee and say bad words.”

“Quit touching me, your feet are cold!”

“I think I just ripped my pants.”

“Sharing is caring, now give me the hoodie!”

“Can I pet your dog?” “Do I know you?”

“Did you seriously just get your foot stuck in a toilet?” “Maybe.”

“If I die, I’m haunting you first.”

“But I’ve never told you that before.” 

“Stop being grumpy, it’s lame.”

“So, uh, I locked the keys in the car.”

“Is the cat in a onesie?” “Uh, no?

“Can we please stop running? I think I’m dying.”

“You come here often?” “Well, I work here. So I think I’d have to say ‘yes’.”

“Aren’t we supposed to be working?”

“Give me attention.”

“YOU SAID TO BE HONEST STOP HITTING ME!”

“Okay, so maybe I didn’t see that coming.”

“I’m too sober for this.” “You don’t even drink.” “Maybe I should start.”

[lunarstrays]

these are great!! feel free to send as requests<3

[lunarstrays]

thank you so much for 500 followers ♡ new writing will come soon but life hasn't been easy lately and i hope you understand<3

[lunarstrays]

i know it's not easy right now, i know so many of us are heartbroken after hearing the news and i am too, but please don't forget to take care of yourself.

drink some water, take a nap if you need, talk to someone you love, stay off social media if it helps. you'll be okay and so will be the boys.

if you have anything on your mind but don't have anyone to talk to - my askbox is open. now more than ever, we need to be there for each other.

today is not an easy day for anyone, and tomorrow might not be good either. but in the end, we'll all be okay.

[lunarstrays]

I absolutely adore your writings and I truly hope that your personal problems will be fixed soon!! :)

thank you so much anon ♡ i hope the universe treats you kindly