SO, THIS IS MY LIFE;

Hello, I'm Luna Clarington. Intermediate Submission Professor at Isis Academy. I have a twin brother named Hunter, a younger, (unofficially) adopted brother named Noah, and a Sperm Whale named Carter. So, I'd thank you not to mess with them. If you have any questions, please feel free to ask them as long as they're appropriate.

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The One Who Loves You || Lunoah | Final/Goodbye Para

Title: The One Who Loves You Time frame: Somewhere near the end of the school week. Tagging: Luna C. and Noah D. Mentions of: Tami, Sebastian Smythe, Christian Addler Summary: An old friend comes back, and teaches Noah a few things he’s learned about love and life. Noah makes a life-changing decision.  Notes: Complete, 3432 words.

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i turned my back and you turned to dust

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Do the things that you always wanted to Without me there to hold you back, don't think, just do

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[PM] I'm sure you've seen my message by now, but Sir.. I want you to know that I'm not abandoning you. I would never do that to you because I love you. I love you more than anything. But my mental health state, as you know, isn't well. I need to get help and my therapist has suggested a place for me to go and so... I'm going because it's unfair to both of us for me to be this way and drag you down when you could find someone else who isn't all messed up like I am. You deserve the world, Sir.

[PM] L-Luna, I-I….I don’t want anyone else. I want you.

But I only want what’s best for you and if…If this is what you want and what you need….

I’m sorry I couldn’t be everything you needed a-and I hope you can find it. I love you, Luna.

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Luna, please. Please don’t go. Please don’t leave me.

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I don't want to go. I don't want to leave you, but this is what I have to do to get better for myself and... in the future should you still want me, for you. I love you, Christian. Keep in touch, okay? I want to know how you're doing whenever you're ready.

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[PM] I'm sure you've seen my message by now, but Sir.. I want you to know that I'm not abandoning you. I would never do that to you because I love you. I love you more than anything. But my mental health state, as you know, isn't well. I need to get help and my therapist has suggested a place for me to go and so... I'm going because it's unfair to both of us for me to be this way and drag you down when you could find someone else who isn't all messed up like I am. You deserve the world, Sir.

[PM] L-Luna, I-I….I don’t want anyone else. I want you.

But I only want what’s best for you and if…If this is what you want and what you need….

I’m sorry I couldn’t be everything you needed a-and I hope you can find it. I love you, Luna.

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[PM] I know. I know, Sir. I’m sorry.

Will you take this? I know this is probably the last thing you want from me, but… I want you to have this. I want you to know you will always be the sun to my moon.

You were everything I wanted and that was enough for a while, but life’s more complicated sometimes. I love you too, Christian. I always will.

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I doubt this will come as a shock to anyone.

I've been seeing a therapist for quite some time now and it's come to my attention that, due to my surroundings and other stresses that I'm not getting any healthier. I need to go and find somewhere else to get the help I need. At my therapist's recommendation, I will be heading to a treatment facility where my PTSD and other mental issues will be taken care of properly. I'm sorry... I don't want to leave like this, but that's the way it has to be. I want to thank everyone who took care of me, loved me, and taught me all while I was here at Isis. Especially my brother, Christian, little Noah, Morrison, Westley, Miss Rachel, her sister, Rosalie, and everyone else who did what they could for me. Thank you. I will always remember your kindness and appreciate it.

So... While this isn't goodbye, it's merely a 'see you again someday', I want you to know that I've made wonderful memories here and I'll never forget them.

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I should probably eat.

But I'm comfortable and lazy.

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Well, I called my mother.

And ended up having an in depth conversation about marriage and grandchildren. Also, I got to hear the "we're not getting any younger" speech which is meant to make me feel bad for not having gotten married and not having children. Ah, Mother's Day.

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You're beautiful

... Thanks.

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What's something you're good at?

Something I'm good at? I don't know...

Sex. I'm good at sex. It's the only thing I'm good at.

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I wish my brain would shut up so I could go back to sleep...