Sydney

don’t follow me if you don’t wanna see how depressed i can get 💙 breathe in like waves on a glass beach

[mewsmeme]

noelle !!

[lunarsydney]

if the only reason I’m feeling like this is because I stopped taking sertraline that’s fucking crazy

[lunarsydney]

I feel like I’ve fucked up and ruined everything and I want to die I feel like I can’t save myself, what’s fucking wrong with me, my brain just doesn’t work right

[lunarsydney]

I want more than anything to get the fuck out of here but I can’t will myself to do anything, no matter how slight, to bring myself closer to escape

why can’t everything just be okay

[lunarsydney]

I feel like I’ve fucked up and ruined everything and I want to die I feel like I can’t save myself, what’s fucking wrong with me, my brain just doesn’t work right

[lunarsydney]

I want to rip my brain out of my skull and run my fingers through it until it’s a homogenous goop

Um, happy pride month

[cheaphalloweencostume]

also we have GOT to collectively come to terms with the fact that me or any other stranger online disliking or even making fun of something you like is not saying “no fun allowed” “no one can ever enjoy this” you have simply got to grow a spine and be able to like the shit you like. you don’t even have to defend it! like 90% of the media i really enjoy is divisive and half my friends actively hate it. i really don’t give a fuck though because i like it. you can write whatever you want! you’re allowed! even if it’s MY least favorite genre or style of writing and i have active distaste for it!

[lunarsydney]

I feel weird about not wanting to let go of being a student. Despite everything, this was such a nice time of my life and I have no idea what's next. It's scary--not an unusual fear by any means, but I didn't really expect to be feeling it.

[lunarsydney]

I feel like by the end of the year I’ll either be in a really good position mentally and like away from my parents and successful and shit or I’ll be dead

[lunarsydney]

i dont want to get out of bed. why cant i just die in my sleep? jesus my depression is bad, i always think staying at my parents house wont be as bad as it actually is

[lunarsydney]

so many things are wrong idek where to begin, i want to do shit and get shit done and i fucking cant whats wrong with me

[lunarsydney]

why am i so fucking useless at everything

[takawoyu]

retry now doodle

[henstomper]

dude it's just politics, it doesn't matter. all it does is shape every single aspect of the society you live in from the second you are born until forever

[togekk0]

silly art student sylveon

[ryebreadgf]

[vulkiri]

sanctuary 🌿

[lunarsydney]

why does my brain care so much about what random fuckers on the internet say to me

like oh no somebody disagreed with me on reddit and not even in a mean way, so that means that I’m the worst person ever and deserve to rot and they’re mean and evil and they hurt me like fuck you grow up asshole brain

[lunarsydney]

like they’re probably twelve or a bot, stop fucking caringgggggggg