Addressing your curiosity
Hey resus/cardiophile community! Just wanted to address something really quick. I will pin this post because I am probably not going to bring this up again. Although I have already mentioned this in past post comments on this blog and previous asks, some of you have still been sending me asks and to be honest, it has become a redundancy in my life and as much as I appreciate all your concerns and/or interest in my scars, this will be the last time I answer this question. I hope you can all understand that while I get the fact that when I put myself physically out there, I will get questions and comments about my physical traits, however this is still a sensitive subject to me so I hope you can all understand why I won’t be responding to any other questions regarding this.
NOW:
No, I did not have heart surgery.
In 2022, I was diagnosed with breast cancer on my left breast. I went through surgery right away to remove the tumor (not the entire breast), which left me with a scar diagonal from my nipple. I had to do six weeks of radiation immediately following and over time (span of two years) the weirdest thing and according to my doctor, the rarest side effect of radiation therapy occurred. I had extreme shrinkage of my left breast. Now this became as somewhat of a control trauma for me, or lack of control rather. Like fuck cancer for making me ‘lopsided’. I felt like my womanhood was stripped from under me and I couldn’t fix it. Beauty comes from within and I shouldn’t have allowed this problem to define me. Regardless, I wanted to do something to fix it for ME, no one else but ME.
I had found a plastic surgeon in my area who specializes in breast reconstruction specifically for post breast cancer and he recommended rather than implants, that I get the right breast reduced to match the breast that was shrunk from the radiation. So the side of my breast that you’ve been noticing scars around the areola, that is from my breast reduction surgery 15 months ago. The incision was essentially shaped like an anchor that went around my nipple, down the center, and straight across the fold underneath my breast. I am very happy with the results and my recent weight loss has actually helped the smaller breasts look somewhat proportional to my body, weight loss still in progression.
I hope this finally answers everyone’s questions and I’m sorry it’s such a long detailed ramble about it. I don’t mind sharing personal details about it as long as it stays with all of you and I do not have to keep revisiting the subject. Thank you to everyone who supports me and newcomers who enjoy my content and this community!
I will resume posting content at some point. I have been taking a little bit of a break but I’m still here. Have no intention of leaving this time so I hope none of you worry that might happen. I will continue answering your asks (as long as appropriate and respectful) as well as replying to DMs from those I’m already following (please do not send me an ask telling me to follow you so we can DM). I only follow those I have known over the past 6 years when I first joined the resus community as well as people who post things that I quite enjoy. My DMs are limited.
Bye guys! Talk to y’all later and stay healthy! 💕
