I honestly was under the impression that this website was shut down for good, but I mean whatever I guess, here we go. Glad to be alive right now, looking back on my previous state of affairs, my pervious post of expression from however many months ago.. I wanted to just, again, post something up publicly from the heart, off the dome, to articulate some of what I'm thinking of to someone, or no one.. maybe just somewhere for it to be artificially permanent in a place and time. documentation is my favorite facet of a lot of technology, I mean considering we are constantly monitored online and through our daily transactions its a Bit frightening, but aside from it the ability to really evaluate the things that you are doing through the perspective of advanced technology is fascinating. well, as maybe it can be verbally detected I feel much more myself. Still have work to do regarding my dependency issues and such but hey whats that compared to sitting my ass in a fucking hospital feeling sorry for myself and the healthcare system at large. whatever, I just want to help someone and if I keep putting myself out there maybe something can come of the visibility. I have taken myself to many lengths to express myself and no way is it stopping, only finding new ways of communicating the seemingly inexpressible. love u goodnight reach out to someone cool, like me.
