Every so often I start to think I should stop being a slut
I start to feel like maybe being mindless and needy isnt good for me
I worry about why I need to RUB thinking about being a broken mindless object every day
I try to remember what I was like before it when I was in control of my mind how it felt to make my own choices to be a person and I think I miss it
But I always forget and rub when I am on here
I just open Tumblr and I scroll and forget rub my mind away deeper and dumber
I shut off notifications I try not to reply to pms but every time I get an ask I need to reply
Even typing this I keep forgetting what I am trying to say
The other night I work up coved in drool with headphones on a file had been on loop I don't know how long it was on I just know something has made it stop
Even after I woke up I couldn't stop rubbing thinking masters bitch now masters bitch forever
I had my feet together legs spread rubbing drooling thinking of myself as just an object
I don't know how long I was like that I said I woke up but in truth I don't think I did I just only actually remember that part
I was just rubbing cumming mooing and thinking it over and over the words and cock and balls all I could think
It felt so good being a good bitch it's all I am I am just an object
Why was I typing this again? Doesn't matter I will just post this and go rub more
