꧁༺ 𝕃𝕦𝕟𝕕𝕖𝕣𝕚𝕟𝕘 ༻꧂

twst shifter / mini shifted / early 20s

[lundering]

Welcome

Welcome to my first ever (and probably only) Tumblr blog.

Hello friends I am lundering but you can call me Billie. I am in my early twenties and use she/her pronouns. I like to bake, play Twisted Wonderland, read mangas and manhwas, and read books. I have finally decided to bite the bullet and actually post content instead of lurking like usual. Apologies ahead of time if my posts come across as awkward or robotic. I am not used to making posts online.

Here is some more information about me. I am a huge fan of Twisted Wonderland. I have been playing the game since November of 2023. I don’t remember where I first heard about twst but I wanted to try playing mobile otome games because I am interested in the otome isekai genre. I came across the Twisted Wonderland subreddit and loved the character designs so much I started playing immediately. I focus more on meta than card art but will collect Lilia cards if it doesn’t bankrupt me. I have included my player id bellow so feel free to add me.

As I mentioned before, I am obsessed with otome isekai mangas and manhwas. I blame Hamefura for making me fixate on the villainess genre for over a year. Some of my favorite mangas and manhwas include Beware the Villainess, The Rules of Rose Ivy Manor, The One Within The Villainess, Villainess Level 99, and I Favor The Villainess.

I first found out about shifting around January of 2021. A youtuber I used to watch made a video about it and claimed it wasn’t real. I looked into it and found a shifter on YouTube. After watching some of her videos, I was convinced shifting had to be real because her stories were so consistent. I have minishifted once through the lucid dream method but I did not end up at the location I scripted. Currently my only DR is a university AU of twst.

This blog is about my shifting journey but I might also post about my interests or my 3 am thoughts. I look forward to posting more content in the future.

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Noooooooooo!!! I’m going to lose my daily streak! 😭

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ℜ𝔞𝔫𝔡𝔬𝔪 𝔱𝔥𝔦𝔫𝔤𝔰 𝔦 𝔰𝔠𝔯𝔦𝔭𝔱𝔢𝔡 o҉҉u𝔱 𝔱𝔥𝔞𝔱 𝔪𝔞𝔨𝔢 𝔰𝔢𝔫𝔰𝔢 (𝔱𝔬 𝔪𝔢):

.𖥔 ݁ The whimper I make when dropping something

.𖥔 ݁ My extremely poor sense of direction

.𖥔 ݁ My weak eyesight

.𖥔 ݁ Constantly overheating in any room that isn’t freezing

.𖥔 ݁ ✧˖°𝓣𝓮𝔁𝓽𝓾𝓻𝓮 𝓲𝓼𝓼𝓾𝓮𝓼✧˖°

.𖥔 ݁ Motorcycles so loud they break the sound barrier

.𖥔 ݁ Anxiety doing anything and everything

.𖥔 ݁ Dishonest influencers refusing to disclose ads

.𖥔 ݁ Cruelty on social media

.𖥔 ݁ Unrealistic beauty standards

[rotten-despair]

Bro bro pls do the first years reminding us of something embarrassing that we did.. like when we first came to twisted wonderland, Yuu blurts out “holy shit did I get kidnapped by a cult?? Am I gonna be a sacrifice?????” And Ace does NOT let them forget about this😭😭 wait add Floyd too cause I love him

“ Holy shit— did I just get kidnapped by a cult?!— ”

Featuring: First years, Floyd Leech

A/N: this made me giggle everytime I reread it while correcting things 😭😭🙏

Ace Trappola

ace remembers everything. not important things, mind you. not useful things. specifically embarrassing things. the second you try to act cool or competent, ace is already grinning. "oh, really?" he'll say. "that's rich coming from the person who thought nrc was a cult." the worst part is that he can perfectly imitate the panic in your voice. "holy shit, did i get kidnapped by a cult? am i gonna be a sacrifice???" the impression is so accurate that it makes you want to launch yourself into the nearest lake. ace finds this hilarious. he'll bring it up at the worst possible times too. serious meeting? mentioned. group study session? mentioned. you're trying to impress somebody? mentioned. he especially loves telling the story to new people. "guys, you won't believe what yuu said when they got here." it doesn't matter how many years pass. ace will prolly be eighty years old and still bringing it up.

Deuce Spade

deuce tries not to laugh. he really does. the problem is that every time he remembers it, he starts giggling anyway. unlike ace, he doesn't bring it up maliciously. it just slips out. you'll be talking about your first day at nrc and suddenly deuce remembers you looking around at the students in uniform and immediately assuming you were about to be sacrificed to an ancient deity. "to be fair," he'll say through laughter, "you did have a point." then he'll start recounting how you apparently spent the first hour in twisted wonderland assuming every single person around you was part of some elaborate ritual. sometimes he'll defend you. sometimes he'll join ace. it depends entirely on how funny he currently finds the memory.

Jack Howl

jack pretends he's above this. he's not. at all. the first time someone mentions first impressions, jack immediately remembers you looking at a crowd of students and deciding cult activity was the most logical explanation. he doesn't tease often, but when he does, it's devastating because he says it with complete sincerity. "you know," he'll begin thoughtfully, "considering your first assumption was that everyone here belonged to a cult..." cue immediate embarrassment. jack won't even smile while saying it. that's what makes it worse. he sounds genuinely reflective, like he's discussing an important historical event rather than one of the most humiliating moments of your life.

Epel Felmier

epel loses his mind every time he remembers it. the image of yuu arriving in another world and instantly jumping to "human sacrifice" is simply too funny. the second he learns the story, it becomes one of his favorites. he'll randomly bring it up months later. "remember when ya thought crowley was gonna sacrifice ya?" "no." "remember when ya thought the entire school was a cult?" "no." "remember when—" "epel." unfortunately, hearing him laugh so hard he can barely breathe usually makes everyone else start laughing too. which means you suffer.

Sebek Zigvolt

sebek is simultaneously offended and amused by the story. on one hand, how dare you accuse a prestigious academy of being a cult? on the other hand... it is objectively very funny. especially because he can absolutely imagine it happening. whenever the story comes up, sebek immediately launches into a dramatic retelling. "you stood in front of the great mirror and accused everyone of participating in a sacrificial ceremony!" the volume alone guarantees everyone within a five-mile radius learns about it. no matter how desperately you try to stop him, it's already too late.

Ortho Shroud

ortho has footage. you don't know how—and you don't want to know how. but somehow he has footage. the moment the topic comes up, he projects a perfect reenactment. "according to my records, yuu's exact words were: 'holy shit, did i get kidnapped by a cult?'" you immediately begin screaming. ortho thinks it's hilarious. he doesn't even tease maliciously. he's just genuinely fascinated by how funny humans are when they're stressed. the fact that you react the same way every single time only encourages him.

Floyd Leech

floyd is the worst. not because he remembers, but because he weaponizes it. the second he learns about the incident, it becomes one of his favorite things ever. every time he sees you looking confident, he'll suddenly lean over and go, "hey, shrimpyyyyy~ remember when ya thought everyone was gonna sacrifice ya?" then he starts laughing before you can even respond. sometimes he'll deliberately make it worse. "honestly, you had a point. goldfishie would've made a pretty good cult leader." "floyd." "and the squid would've definitely been the one collecting donations." "floyd." "wonder who they'd sacrifice first?" the worst part is that he keeps inventing increasingly ridiculous details every time he tells the story. within a month, you've apparently fought your way out of an imaginary ritual, challenged crowley to mortal combat, and declared yourself the chosen survivor of the sacrifice ceremony. none of this happened. floyd does not care. his version is funnier.

[lundering]

The gacha gods are feeling very generous. I wonder if OB!Riddle is going to give me trouble.

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wDyM I can’T fIlL tHe EnTiRe RoOM wITh BaBy MaLLeUs????!!! What am I supposed to do with all my thaumarks??!!

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Feeling nervous about attending one of the busier days, but I need to get out of the house more.

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I think I picked a bad time to start playing. lol

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Feeling nervous about attending one of the most busy days, but I need to get out of the house more.

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Went into Hot Topic the other day. Was not expecting to see this. My special interest is finally becoming mainstream. Yay!!!

[ventique18]

⚠️ Warning: adult humor for freaks

[rosieletwst]

Are We Friends? - Yuu

Featuring: Diasomnia boys!

Mentioned: Gn!Yuu or just you tbh. Is implied that all the boys have a crush on you :3

Other dorms: Heartslabyul | Savanaclaw | Octavinelle | Scarabia | Pomefiore | Ignihyde | Diasomnia (Finally completed)

Context: This is after book 7 when things are normal again. Ofc y'all are friends. Kinda spoilers, but not really.

Sebek⚡️

Silver 🌌

Lilia 🦇

Malleus 🐲

Ah the last one in the series! Again, I'll be focusing on college first foremost but I will come back, eventually- when I'm able... I still want to draw em silly and distraught.

[lundering]

This was meant for Easter, but I didn’t have time to post. I made carrot cake cupcakes . I modified the original recipe using one of the commenter’s suggestions (1 cup of white sugar and 1 cup of brown sugar, 1/4 teaspoon on nutmeg, and 3/4 cup of canola oil and 1/2 cup of apple sauce). Raisins were left out. They are disgusting.

Making this took longer than expected. I spent half and hour grating 8 carrots. Another mistake I made was using a cake recipe because I only have two trays. I had to reuse hot a tray for the last couple of cupcakes.

This recipe gave me 30 cupcakes. The frosting was not too sweet. However, the flavor was off putting. It felt like I was eating cream cheese right out of the packaging. The cupcakes themselves were perfect. They were soft, moist, and warm. Also, the kitchen smelled amazing.

Next time I want to try making either a coffee cake or lemon loaf.

[lundering]

Every night before I sleep I have a mini heart attack. “Did I forget to log in?!” Yesterday I almost did. SeE tHE AnXieTy sErVeS a PuRpOsE!!! /j

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I’m gonna stop here. I barely got through the last map. They really upped the difficulty for this event. Why should I burn through all of my retry tickets? 30 gems is so not worth it.

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I love seeing people talk about theirs DRs, but I still feel shy sharing about mine. Instead of posting about my DR in detail, I’m going to share a list of DRs I don’t want to shift to.

1. Hogwarts DR

When I was younger I was obsessed with the movies. I wanted to be Harry. I envied him for his found family. I was fascinated by the spells, talking portraits, magical candy, and secret passages. But I can’t look at this series the same anymore. The author has ruined the magic.

Even if the author wasn’t a pice of shit, I don’t want to go through school as a child again. I hated school so much because of the lack of freedom and punishments for poor test scores. Ignoring my person experience, the characters in this world go through so much trauma. I wouldn’t be okay watching my friends being tortured or dying.

On a more petty note, I don’t think I would be friends with the golden trio. I’ve heard they are self centered and snooty in other people’s DRs.

2. The Walking Dead

For this one I know people are talking about the show more than the games, but I know more about the game. Does the distinction really matter? They use the same kind of zombies.

First of all, I would never willingly shift to any kind of apocalypse DR. Let’s get one thing straight. I am a couch potato. I like my modern conveniences. How am I supposed to order delivery during the apocalypse? I don’t know how to dress a wound, or hunt, or fight. I’ve never used a gun before. I don’t want to constantly worry about starving, running into the wrong group of people, or being horrifically killed. I already have a hard time trusting people. Why would I risk being betrayed in a high stakes situation?

I love the characters so much. But that’s because I interacted with them as a player. If I actually talked to them we wouldn’t get along.

3. High School DR

Self explanatory. I refuse to go through it again. Now you might be thinking to yourself 🤔 “But isn’t TWST a high school setting”. Yes sir. You are absolutely correct… But I scripted it to be a university. I mean I am shifting to a guys only school setting. Might as well age everyone up because I refuse to deal with teenage boys due to ✨personal experiences✨.

4. MHA DR

I have a small confession to make. Early on in my shifting journey I really wanted to shift here. Yes I know I contradicted myself about my no schools DRs rule. I was willing to make an exception for a fantasy setting damn it!!!

I went overboard on my script. I made a thorough backstory, a cringy superhero name, paragraphs about my quirk, and included so many pictures about my outfits, dorm room, and hero costume. I am not kidding. My script was 9 pages.

You see dear reader I made a bit of a fucky wucky. I was so excited about the MHA anime. I mean it’s practically like if Sky High was an anime. Right??? WRONG. I only watched the anime and tried to avoid manga spoilers. I inevitably found out a whole ass war happens and immediately abandoned this DR.

Also now that I’m thinking about it I was shifting to be a cop. A cop with cool ass powers, but still a cop nonetheless. And that makes me cringe.

5. Death Game DRs

Pick any of them. Your Turn to Die, Danganropa, Squid Game, etc. I feel like this genre would be ruined for me if I shifted here. Though I find it fascinating what people do when they are backed into a corner, I do not want to be on the receiving end of violence.

6. Fame DR

I don’t understand the appeal of fame. I hate being the center of attention. Performing in front of a bunch of people isn’t my idea of a fun time.

Being a celebrity seems so stressful. I would constantly worry about saying the wrong thing and destroying my career. Or even fading off into obscurity. It’s insane how quickly the public can flip from loving you to hating your guts. Look at how Britney Spears was treated by the public.

I don’t want to deal with fandoms. I would be annoyed by the constant speculations about my love life. The lack of privacy would make me miserable.

7. Otome Isekai Manhwa DRs

This genre is my guilty pleasure. I have read way too many of these. I know all of the tropes in this genre. I can guarantee you I’d be killed for a stupid reason. Probably for forgetting the male lead’s name and calling him something else. Also it would be way too meta.

[lundering]

I have prepped lemon squares for Thanksgiving. I didn’t have a lemon squeezer so I used my hands and a fork. No clue how it tastes yet. It needs to sit overnight in the fridge.