― 　Luciel 　　➱

⩇⩇:⩇⩇ They/Hy/Him. Fictionkin.

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"Phantomhive is a shadow, a phantom that exists solely to obliterate the sorrows of Her Majesty, The Queen. Step into its den, and you can never hope to return to the light."

　Hello everyone. I am the Earl of Phantomhive, but you may also address me as Luciel, Lune or Ciel. Any of them work.

　My pronouns are They/Hy/Him/Frill/Noir/Elegance/Soul/Summon/Murder.

　I am a Ciel Phantomhive fictionkin, if it isn't obvious. This is my more private blog to talk about memories and stuff. If you're one of my friends please do not continue further.

　Not because I'm shit talking or anything, that is not the case.

"I command you. Do not betray me. Always stay by my side... No matter what!"

Tags.

⁰⁸:⩇⩇ 　　In the morning 　　　　⟢ 　--　　Luciel Rambles.

¹³:⩇⩇　⁝　　The afternoon 　--　　Homesickness/Missing people.

¹⁸:⩇⩇ 　　◜◞　　　During Evening 　--　　Manga panels, or scenes from the show, in relation to fictionkin things.

⩇⩇:¹⁹　🌑　　　After midnight 　--　　Memories.

⁰⁵:⩇⩇　Awoken by a nightmare﹒ 　--　　Anything darker.

An example would be talking about my brother's death, or my own death.

"I've long since forgotten... How to smile... Joyfully."

Links.

　　Rentry.　　　Strawpage.

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I called R!Ciel "RCie" today. I don't even know where that came from. I kind of miss him now though.

I wonder if he'd be easier to find.

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Something happened.

I feel too much like my past self right now, perhaps after one of my nightmares.

I really, really need Seb.

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I do dearly miss the manor.

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I miss Sebastian.

This is one of many times I've said this.

But the feeling never truly goes away, only rises and falls over time.

I don't know if he's out there -- if anyone's out there, really -- or if I'm just alone. All I can do is hope that maybe one day I'll get to see him again.

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I really miss Alois, I need him back. I need someone to keep me company. If you're an Alois fictionkin, even if not my Alois, and preferably not too much older than me -- I am a minor after all -- then I'd love to talk to you.

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I miss my father so much right now. I wish he was here to calm me down.

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I miss Sebastian.

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It's rather annoying when I am reminded of memories and in turn it makes me sick.

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I miss Alois, I need him back.

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This isn't fully fictionkin related, but nobody gets it. Nobody gets my interest in Black Butler.

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hey happy past birthday!!! Hope you get cake if you like it, and have a celebratory dance or something, im not sure how it is celebrated. But happy birthday >_>

Thank you! I am going to have cake, chocolate in fact, which was my favourite. And, at least for me, I'd celebrate it the way I would a normal birthday.

Thanks again, made me grin.

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And the horrors are already starting.

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HAPPY PAST BIRTHDAY TO ME!

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I miss Alois. I wonder where he is.

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Alois hummed to himself, snow breaking way underneath his heeled boots. His gloved hand gripping Ciel's tightly, the boy really should've worn something on his hands, they must be freezing.

The blonde huffs, nudging the Earl. "Hey, put your focus on me, you twat." He states bluntly, not shying away from using more insulting terms.

Ciel perks up slightly, narrowing his eye as he glares at Alois. "You're always the one for attention." He mutters to himself. Shoulders slouching, which, if Sebastian were around, he might be scolded for.

The boy takes note of this and grins. He closes his eyes and puts his free hand on his chest, trying his best to mimic Sebastian's voice. "Straighten up Young Master."

"Tch.. Shut it." The Earl quickly responds, retracting his hand from the other. Alois stared for a moment. "Awhh, upset?" He coos, placing his cheek in his palm as he continues to walk alongside Ciel.

After a moment of silence from the boy, the blonde presses a quick, gentle kiss to his forehead. Ciel froze, blinking in shock, his face, which was already tinted red from the cold, flushes immediately.

"You're a pain in the arse." He mumbles under his breath, bringing one of his hands up to his forehead. Alois only giggles as a response, his lips curling into a smirk.

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I am not having a good time reading Blue Memory Arc. I despise Undertaker and my twin brother.