unhappiness (HIATUS)

"I am the LAST of the Labonair line. That makes me an ALPHA." Indie RP blog for Hayley Marshall from TVD and TO. Multiverse and multiship

[luneiisms]

honestly at this point i’m considering deleting because let’s be real i don’t do shit on this blog anymore besides rant and i’ve been replaced at this point by better hayleys who write better and are better and that’s ok and the friends i have that i still talk to (which at this point is ree and steph that’s about it) are better friends with other people and that’s also fine 

and i’m sick of coming onto a dash just to see hate on a character i love or a relationship i think is good and even people i like hopping on that train and i refuse to cry about stuff i see on the internet because i will only cry over my own life and bobby kennedy

but i end up feeling really crappy when i’m on this blog and seeing really crappy things and i don’t wanna feel like that and i’ve already been gone so long that i don’t have any worth on here any more so

thoughts?

[luneiisms]

remember that post i made way back in september about how max kennedy said he would get me a private tour of the kennedy library if i was ever in boston?

i was in boston. i got the private tour. i saw rooms not open to the public. i saw a recreation of bobby kennedy’s office during his tenure as attorney general. i bought three books about him at the gift shop

that’s normal right?

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tfw the haylijah overwhelmed you and you had to close your computer and scream into your pillow for a solid two minutes because hOLY FUCK I’M DEAD

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my go to icon for whenever i get pissy about anything is now this

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things i’m gonna force myself to remain upbeat about

hayley’s hair is going back to normal like god bless i downloaded a fuckton of francis cabrel and ramin karimloo songs and their voices were bestowed unto them by the gods i get to see my very good friend at amherst tomorrow i’m getting a private tour of the jfk library when in boston

life is good. life is fine. i will try and be less salty

[luneiisms]

And I’m back to a) make a blog and b) rant some more. Because I wouldn’t be me if I didn’t valiantly defend Hayley Marshall to my grave. 

warning: spoilers for the TVD/TO crossover below

So, Hayley killed Aya. I say, good for her. About one half of this fandom however, once again sees it as another way to hate on the character. And while I have come to semi-terms with the fact that nothing this girl does will ever be good enough for the haters, the reasons people give are absolutely and completely fucking stupid. 

“Hayley didn’t have the right to kill Aya.” Ah yes. Hayley had absolutely no right to kill the woman who ambushed her in the bayou, kidnapped her and her husband, probably beat her a good amount based on the deterioration from the bayou scene to the Jackson’s death scene, pumped her full of wolfsbane, and played a hand in the murder of the man she loved, and then helped steal his heart to put more of her loved ones in danger. And not to mention Aya is a member of the Strix, an organization that has done Hayley no favors. Oh wait, now that I look at that list, Hayley definitely had the right to kill Aya. Aya is responsible for a lot of pain in Hayley’s life at the moment, and it’s understandable that Hayley hates her and wants her to die. 

“Elijah still loved about Aya.” Bitches where? The part where he almost ripped her heart again after their reunion in 3x03? Or the bit where he’s treated her with nothing but the most vicious of contempt? Or maybe it was the part where Aya tracked down his baby sister and put her through untold suffering, leading Elijah to once again dagger a sibling? There’s been no love between them at all this season, other than like, two flashbacks. So no, people who are using this as an excuse to hate on Haylijah, this is not a shippy thing. 

This is about Hayley getting the catharsis she fucking deserves. She’s had to endure a lot of suffering at the hands of Tristan, Aya, and the Strix. She lost her husband, for God’s sake. She deserves this. It has nothing to do with ships or anything. It has to do with Hayley getting some revenge for Jackson. After, she said so herself: she will make them all suffer for what they did. 

But you may ask: amelie, why are you bringing ships into this if you say it isn’t about ships? I have an answer, random hypothetical voice. None of this hate is coming from Hayley stans or anyone who ships Haylijah/Klayley/Jayley/HayleyxAnything. It’s from c/elijah, g/ilijah, elijahxanything shippers really. People complaining that this is just another way for the writers to further Haylijah and get rid of another potential love interest. And I get it. A fave of yours was killed off, probably not the first. You dislike Haylijah, you hope this ruins their relationship for all time and that they’ll never even be friends again. 

Grow the fuck up. 

I’m not saying don’t feel things about a character you like being killed. That’s fine. I’ve felt the same way about certain characters. But Aya was a villain who was going against the Mikaelsons. Her dying was basically a given. Using this as another excuse to hate on a character who has done nothing wrong in context just so you can show how awful a ship is/prop up your own is infantile and childish. Killing off a character because they are a fucking bad guy has happened a lot of the time on a lot of different shows. Case in point: Ruby 2.0. Yes, she was a love interest, and those never fare well on SPN. But she also manipulated Sam since the beginning (even if I do think she had feelings for him in the end), drove him to a dangerous addiction on a toxic substance (demon blood y’all), and was responsible for tricking him into making a huge mistake (like letting the Devil out of Hell). So yeah, Dean killed her. No one got pissy because it happened in front of Sam, or that it should have been Sam’s right, or that it was just a way to prop up Sam and Dean’s relationship. Why? 

Because Ruby was a villain who brought about the end of the fucking world. Because she had gone against our protagonists and negatively effected them in a big way. That’s why people get killed on these shows. 

So, in conclusion: characters die. It happens. They’re fictional characters. Feel the feelings, shrug your shoulders, and move on. Don’t start hating on a character who didn’t actually do anything wrong. And for the love of God, keep your anti out of the goddamn tag,

Clear?

[haylijahshippersclub]

I suppose some things are worth the wait.

[luneiisms]

(Sorry this is so late but) HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! 🎉

ooc: no need to apologize! and thank you, it was really great!

[memeroundups]

Vulnerable Situations Sentence Meme

{ trigger warning, some nsfw and possible noncon/dubcon }

“Had a bit much to drink? You could hardly stand.”

“Were you robbed or is kinky foreplay gone wrong the reason you’re tied up?”

“My, what have we here?”

“You look nervous. What’s wrong?”

“I think you might have been drugged.”

“There’s no hiding how hot and bothered you are, darling…”

“You’re burning up and in no condition to be walking about, get to bed.”

“Are you still awake? Maybe the drug wasn’t strong enough…”

“When I saw you looking so helpless, I just couldn’t resist…”

“You shouldn’t be walking all alone this time of night. There’s dangerous people around. Who knows what might happen…”

“Heh. And how do you plan to stop me?”

“I’ll strap you down nice and tight… It’ll be fun watching you squirm.”

“Are you crying?”

“Struggle all you want, cutie.”

“I’m n-not drunk, I only had a couple of drinks.”

“Put me down, I can walk!”

“Mind untying me?”

“I feel kinda… dizzy…”

“I might be coming down with something.”

“Stay back…”

“W-why can’t I move?”

“Keep your fucking hands to yourself.”

“I don’t need your help.”

“Really, I’m fine.”

“Apparently the brownies I ate were a bit… special.”

“I can’t get up…”

“Who’s there?”

“No, don’t let them take me!”

“I can’t go back there, I can’t…”

[3rd-year-idols-blog]

Send me ┼ for my muse's reaction to walking in on your muse

[ofsociopathtendencies]

3rd-year-idols:

Number Generator

1. Standing over a body

2. Covered in blood

3. Unconcious

4. Being attacked

5. Torturing someone

6. Struggling to breathe

7. Committing suicide

8. Having a mental breakdown

9. Wearing just a towel

10. Wearing sexy lingerie

11. Completely naked

12. Kissing someone

13. Having sex with someone

14. Watching porn

15. Masturbating

16. Taking suggestive pictures

17. Drunk

18. Practicing pick up lines

19. Asleep

20. Dancing with themselves

21. Packing their bags

22. Climbing out the window

23. Crying at a movie

24. Crying

25. Mun’s choice!

[frommemetoyou]

REACTION MEME: Bruised and Broken Version

[sirenwaills-blog]

frommemetoyou:

“Woah, when did you get that?”

“Who did this to you?”

“How many time have I told you to be more careful?”

“You’re saying this was an accident?”

“What a shiner!”

“If you look like this, I’d hate to see the other guy.”

“I’m not buying it, you don’t walk into a door and get a bruise like that!”

“Does it hurt when I touch it?”

“Let me kiss it better.”

“If you don’t rest, you won’t heal.”

“Another fight?”

“What happened to your face?”

“I don’t think your arm is meant to bend like that…”

“Let’s get you to bed.”

“Let’s get you to the hospital.”

“Why are you so calm about this?”

“You’re bleeding!”

“What are friends for, ey?”

“So, instead of helping you, they ran off the moment they saw what was happening?”

“You need to look where you’re going.”

“I’m not accusing anyone, I’m just saying it looks suspicious.”

“Do you want to tell me what really happened?”

“Don’t move! You’ll faint!”

“I’ve got some bandages, wait a sec.”

“You’re the clumsiest person I know.”

“I won’t let you be on your own, not when you’re like this.”

“How could you be so careless?”

“I can’t even look at you, you promised not to get into any more fights!”

“H-how many of them were there?”

[luneiisms]

fifty totally random character development questions:

1. Do they prefer to wear headphones or earbuds when listening to music?

2. What do they do when they're feeling tired and need to stay awake?

3. Do they usually eat mild, medium, or spicy salsa?

4. Pizza, McDonalds, or Chinese take-out?

5. How do they react to finding out someone has a crush on them?

6. How do they feel about unrequited love?

7. How would they fare in a zombie apocalypse?

8. Gold, silver, or copper jewelry?

9. How much ice do they put in their drinks?

10. Do they use Instagram, Facebook, or Tumblr? If so, how much/often?

11. What's their desktop background?

12. How are they at taking care of plants?

13. Did they have any phases? (e.g. emo, punk, scene...)

14. How did they do academically in high school?

15. Are they the big spoon or the little spoon?

16. How do they like their eggs?

17. How do they like their toast?

18. Queso or guacamole?

19. What are they like as a neighbor?

20. How do they behave when confronted with deadlines?

21. What's the weirdest thing you're likely to find in their room?

22. What fictional character do they relate to the most?

23. Do they like raisins in their pastries? If no, will it stop them from eating it?

24. When forced to do a group project with other people, what role do they usually play?

25. Does your muse listen to vinyl records? Do they use iTunes? Do they legally or illegally download music?

26. How would your muse do at taking care of a goldfish?

27. Is your muse a dreamer or a realist?

28. Android, iPhone, or other?

29. What's their Subway order?

30. Trendsetter, trend follower, or trend ignorer?

31. What about themselves do they usually not tell people? What are they embarrassed of?

32. What's their ideal vacation?

33. White, red, or rose wine?

34. Are they outdoorsy? Do they enjoy hiking, camping, etc.?

35. What's their Starbucks order?

36. What colors make up most of their wardrobe?

37. Do they believe in any conspiracy theories? Fear a zombie apocalypse/AI overtake? How do they think the world will end?

38. Do they play video games? If so, which ones?

39. What would you see if you looked through their trashcan?

40. What kind of videos do they get recommended on YouTube?

41. Are they an exhibitionist? Do they ever change in front of windows? Have sex when they know people can see/hear?

42. How do they feel about astrology?

43. Why do people usually call them on the telephone? To complain? To ask for advice? To ask them to do something for them?

44. Have they ever had any pregnancy scares?

45. Lord of the Rings or Harry Potter?

46. Do they meme? Enjoy memes? Create memes? Find them horribly annoying? How about shitposts?

47. How do they go about asking someone out or confessing their feelings about someone to them?

48. When do they usually go to bed?

49. In the "sleep vs. grades vs. social life, pick two" situation, which two do they pick?

50. What do they think is the meaning of life?

[luneiisms]

ok, i just watched last night’s episode, and i’m about to go on a huge rant about something I’m noticing a lot in The Originals as of late. Very negative, very annoyed, very anti-pretty much everything. So, do not go further beyond this point if you don’t want to get incensed by my overtired, seventeen year old rage

                       *~RANT. BEGINS. NOW.~*

OK, I am hating what they are doing with Cami at this point. I despise it. Her personality is completely flipped around and switched up for no reason whatsoever. There was no build up to Cami turning into this crazy dark chick when she went into a vampire. No, not even the story about the douchey boyfriend who got Cami’ed with a bottle. That was a story saying that Cami had rage, that she felt a righteous calling to try and defend those who wouldn’t defend themselves, which is something we’ve already seen her do for the past two season. That’s been an essential part of her character. 

That willingness to see the best in people, that righteousness when it comes to helping those who are at a disadvantage, that moral goodness that was a part of every inch of her? That’s what made Cami who she was. And they’ve completely taken all that away, essentially rewritten her character into someone completely different. Why?

To make her a “strong woman”.

Now, I have no problem whatsoever with strong women. Hayley is strong. Freya is strong. Aya is strong. Rebekah is strong. And Cami was too, in her own unique human way. But the writers are trying to make it seem like she was at a constant disadvantage for the last two and a half seasons (even though it’s been shown that Cami can handle her own against the craziness in NOLA, even as a human). And now, they want to show that’s she’s “strong” and “independent” and “fierce” and “tough”. But all the writers are doing is turning Cami into someone I cannot root for. There is nothing that she’s done in the past couple episodes that I’ve enjoyed. She’s been bitchy, rude, nasty, borderline psychopathic, and annoying. She’s just put a lot of people in danger because she threw a bitchfit about not getting her stuff back and tried to use a weapon that could potentially eradicate every vampire on earth (including herself) as a bargaining chip just because she was being a brat. 

She’s not acting strong or independent or tough or anything. She’s being a dislikable, irritating character that is the complete opposite of the Cami we’ve gotten to know for the past two years. Strong is not synonymous with bitchy, but the TO writers seem to think that it is, and in doing so have erased any compassion or caring I had for her situation or her character in general. 

They did the same thing to Davina, but that’s been going on since season 1, so I’m used to it. But this is completely out of character for Cami, and it is pissing me the fuck off.

[luneiisms]

friendly reminder that as of today y’all are officially one year closer to being able to sin with hayley

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The first one is always the hardest.

elijah mikaelson, at some point, probably

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WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS FACE THO

LIKE WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK. 

[memeroundups]

Send ‘rough touch’

[disillusionedhumanityarchive]

and the generated outcome will be used for a small drabble scenario or starter { tw violence, possible noncon/dubcon implications, nsfw }

Your muse throws a punch at mine.

My muse throws a punch at yours.

Your muse suddenly grips my muse’s hair.

My muse suddenly grips your muse’s hair.

Your muse roughly grabs my muse’s arm.

My muse roughly grabs your muse’s arm.

Your muse grips my muse’s hips.

My muse grips your muse’s hips.

Your muse wraps their hands tightly around my muse’s neck.

My muse wraps their hands tightly around your muse’s neck.

Your muse slams mine against a wall hard.

My muse slams yours against a wall hard.

Your muse pushes my muse to their knees.

My muses pushes your to their knees.

Your muse bites mine.

My muse bites yours.

Your muse clutches their hand tightly around my muse’s mouth to silence them.

My muse clutches their hand tightly around your muse’s mouth to silence them.

Your muse grabs my muse’s wrists.

My muse grabs their muse’s wrists.

Your muse attempts to shove away mine.

My muse attempts to push off yours.

Your muse roughly kisses mine.

My muse roughly kisses yours.

Your muse pins mine onto the ground.

My muse pins yours to the ground.

Your muse delivers beatings to mine.

My muse delivers beatings to yours.

Your muse breaks my muse’s arm.

My muse breaks your muse’s arm.

Mun chooses.