Ngl having lovers just makes life so much more exciting and fun and romantic I’m so happy lol 😭💌 I hooked up with an old flame two days ago and it’s still reeling in my mind. And tbh there’s always a ripple effect in my relationship with my partner where our s*x life goes into overdrive because of stuff like this lmao. It’s like an energizing power circuit.
Like the day before I saw this old flame I was talking about him with my partner, and that night we had really intense s*x. Next day I go to my hometown and the craziest coincidence EVER happens where this old flame was also in my hometown after not having been there for 5 years. We basically found out mid traveling and he picked me up at the bus station and we went to the apartment he’s staying in and he made me tea and then we fcked for like 6 hours 🥵💌 that was something that had been slowly brewing since 2017 lmfao. I was initially a bit anxious about him seeing me again after so long, specifically because of my weight gain, but he was crazy about me anyway and it felt amazing to not let my fuck ass insecurities stop me from having a lot of fun. He said I’ve never been more beautiful and that my soft belly suits me so well, he was all over it tbh, grabbing it firmly, kissing it, burying his face in it. He said he’d never felt anyone so soft before lmao 😭❤️ it was cathartic to have this gorgeous man be so vocal and sincere about his desire towards me fr. Big strong hands that could reach deep parts of me, oof.
And then I get home the next day and am reunited with my partner after an intense and short trip home and we can’t keep our hands off each other and again have really intense s*x and I’m seriously on cloud nine this is what I crave in my life so much lmaooooo 😭💌 Like my body is sore today from three days of being handled pretty passionately by lovers 🫣
I don’t know when I’ll see him again, he lives far away and traveling around Norway is unfairly expensive lol. But maybe we can split the cost kind of a thing. I’d like to have a semi regular connection with him if time and money and energy allows it kind of a thing but yeah.
Sometimes I feel like my favorite hobby is having s*x 😭 There’s nothing that gives me more energy than that mutual feeling of wanting to make the other person feel really fcking good agsgsh it’s inspiring and motivating and loving.
