[lustbile]

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[lustbile]

My Sin, My Soul is a work of art. I re-read it constantly. Thank you for your words 💕💕💕💕

thank you so much!! I remember writing it really kicked my ass but it’s definitely one of my favorites of the stuff I’ve written :)

[lustbile]

Happy New year!! I’m glad you were able to find a way back to this blog even if for a little while. i understand not having the current headspace to write smut atm (or even at all, if you decide), but I think it would be cool if you were able to continue some of the previous ideas you had or were working on before! whether they were requests or your original ideas, I would still read them even if smut wasn’t involved 🤎I always appreciate everything you wrote and allow us to read, and I’m so happy for, and proud of you for graduating!!! I know college isn’t easy, regardless of major, so a big big congrats to you 🎊🎉 hope to hear from you again soon

Happy new year!! I appreciate this all so much. I’ll be real, aside from just blurb stuff, requests were never my thing, aside from maybe 2. They’d be original and very expressive of my personal interests outside of kpop. Which a lot of my work already was. But anyways thank you so much <3

[lustbile]

so happy to read ur doing good!!! 🥰❤️💗 don't feel bad for leaving at all, life happens, not everything is permanent. if u wanna get back to writing here i'm sure there's a lot of us who would read, u have at least my set of eyes looking 👀 but if not, i will continue coming back to reread the bangers u left us 🫶

Thank you <3 maybe, maybe if I find the time I’ll at least tie up some loose ends. Finish some fics that I was personally very excited about. Might not include smut but we’ll see how I’m feeling

[lustbile]

so glad to see ur alive and doing well !! 😭😭 you put so much pressure on yourself tho!! don’t feel bad bc your life took you away from writing. You experienced sooo much in that year, growing and moving on is part of that journey 💞💚

I live!!! And yeah. I agree. But I don’t know if I was ready to move on. Maybe I just miss kpop and writing in general and I don’t necessarily have to combine the two. But it did lead to me getting to talk to so many awesome people so I don’t regret a second of it

[lustbile]

It's good to hear from you again! Congrats on graduating and wishing you the best for you and your partner!!

I’m glad I finally got the guts to post again. Thank you so much! Sometimes everything that’s happened doesn’t feel real but I’m just so happy I’m done with school

[lustbile]

Oh shit unrelated to all that, saw some people on twitter saying that Johnny is ovulating? That sounds fun

[lustbile]

hi :)

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I’m typing this all at like. Almost 11 at night so excuse me please if it’s at all rambling or weird idk. I just felt like since it’s been over a year since I genuinely posted anything I need to say some stuff about me just going ghost.

So hi :) to old and the somehow new followers I’ve accumulated. How are all of you? I missed you all and this account a lot and I feel really shitty just kind of abandoning it the way I did so I think it’s time I give some explanations? Or like… I don’t know, life updates? Which feels weird to say considering I’ve always been very anonymous on this account, which I will continue to do in this so. Please enjoy some basic info about my life

1) I graduated college :) Which I think was a huge part of why I had to abandon this account for a minute. Those of you who are unaware, I was a studio art major, and if you think that studio art is an “easy” major you’d be wrong! That shit kicked my ass like no other. “Art school” just used to be old rich dudes giving a little freak some money and told him to paint or sculpt some dicks and god do I wish that was how it still was. I had to like, come up with concepts and reason behind my work, and create a shit ton of it to. I put my entire soul into that shit, defend the hell out of it in critiques, and my final work means so much to me. If I wasn’t anonymous on here I’d without a doubt post it because. It truly feels like I ripped out my little dumb heart and put it on paper/canvas

But with that, I’ve had to become real adult :( I’m doing what I can to make money off my work (which is going better than imagined) while also doing some part time work. It’s great, but very tiring.

Also 2) (this part will be short I swear) I have a long term partner now. I won’t say exactly how long we’ve been together, but I do live with them. And as weird as it may sound, I’ve never told them about this account or my writing. They know I like kpop, but not this side of it. And I think part of me is still weighing my emotions towards writing smut about kpop idols while being in a committed/monogamous relationship. But I digress.

3) With how busy I became around the time that my posting schedule really took a hit, I’ve also just fallen away from kpop :/ I still listen to the music and watch music videos and stuff. But the fandom side and the non music related videos, I completely lost on that now. And I don’t like that. Being into kpop made me really happy and I liked watching boys be silly. But it just feels like I’ve missed so much now. I like a lot of groups, but more than anything, I miss nct so much :( I don’t even know what they’re really doing now. I know some of them will be entering the military soon so I feel like maybe the fandom will slow down, and as someone who used to run a 5sos account, I know what it’s like to just feel like a fandom is dying. And idk. I doubt kpop fandoms are like that but. Okay yeah now im rambling anyways!

This is all to say, I miss this part of my life a lot. Keeping up to date with music, watching funny videos of my boys, talking to you guys, and writing. I still have so many stories half finished. So many ideas that im just so disappointed didn’t see the light of day. Maybe I’ll get around to it again, but im not exactly sure if/when I’ll be in the headspace to write smut. Which I know, I can write without involving smut. But some of my ideas kind of needs it I think? And if im being honest, would anyone read my stuff if there wasn’t smut in it? Idk and I don’t know if I want to know.

Anyways if you’ve read this, thank you but like also. Im so sorry about how much there is lmao. If you want to send me a message please do. I don’t know if I’ll respond to what’s in my inbox now, since I just feel like I waited to long and I’d feel like a dick responding now. But I promise to keep an eye out. If you just want to say hi or just update me on what been going on in nct (please I want to get back into nct even if it’s not for my writing). If you have any questions for me I’m here :) and just as dumb as I was when I left. And I would recommend the inbox more than anything. I get really anxious with dms and I’m horrible about keeping conversations going there, so my inbox is really the best. I won’t promise I’ll get to it like, the second you send it, as, awhile ago I turned off my notifications for tumblr. 1) because sometimes the notifications were cringe lmao. Like I’m very liberal with who sees/handles my phone and some of those notifications were clearly for fanfiction and I don’t need to be exposed like that lmao. But also because I started getting very, very anxious about how many notes/likes a fic got and how quickly and it just was so bad for my mental health. But that’s not the point.

The point is, I’d love to hear from any of you guys again, be able to talk about kpop and just shoot the shit. Which if I’m not writing (for now, we’ll see about the future because those old ideas are still gnawing at my brain) I understand if the traction and interest in my account has worn off. But either way.

Hi :)

[lustbile]

https://x.com/cryovishap/status/1708400102107394457?s=46&t=4g1164ZBhdjyizYi5UF0Lg

Jeno

[lustbile]

happy new year!! my 2022 was great bcs i found ur writings :’)) something about the way u write thats just👌🏼 it made me read ur other fics rhatre not about my bias ((johnny)) hehe have great year ahead <3

ah youre so sweet :( im so happy you like the way I write, and I just wish I was able to get more stuff posted. hopefully ill get more time/motivation to write this year because I know theres so many ideas I want to get out. and I hope you have a great year as well!

[lustbile]

HAPPY NEW YEAR!! I hope this year is kinder to you than last year was & that you have some time to rest and enjoy yourself this year 💕

Happy new year to you and everyone else as well!!! and I hope the same for you as well! <3

[lustbile]

listen…… i cannot stop thinking abt a threesome with mark and johnny. or moreso ur johnnys gf and u dom the hell out of mark while johnny watches and instructs u/teases mark 🫣😵‍💫

god the idea of having Johnny boss you around while also getting to torture mark,,, pls I am begging

and Johnny would just enjoy it so much too. getting to see how obedient and eager you are while mark squirms and whines.

[lustbile]

He can rip my lingerie with all his strength if he buy me another set later. Or maybe two. Oh, and he can fuck me in a lingerie shop fitting room in front of the mirror.

oh yeah I mean if he’s buying and replacing it he can do whatever he wants with it lmao. and I don’t think there’s anything wrong with a little bit of risky public sex. especially in front of a mirror where you can’t make too much noise

[lustbile]

hey how’s it going <3 hope it’s going alright bc i know this time of year is so stressful - 🧛🏻‍♀️

it’s good! I’m done with my finals but I’m still having to do stuff for Christmas presents and the of course I have to do the whole Christmas thing so it’s a lot. but classes are done until January so I can breathe a little I suppose. hope you’re doing alright too!

[lustbile]

Monsterfucker anon stopping by to say I hope you’re doing well n I miss seein u on the dash ❤️ hope everything’s okay!

hello!!! Im doing pretty good, it was just finals season and school was really kicking my ass. and when I did have free time I was doing a lot of stuff with friends. I miss being on here so hopefully I can be more active. I hope everything’s good with you as well!

[lustbile]

honestly if i wear lingerie and my man rips it, i would be pissed. so i'd like it better if he just pushes my panties aside and start fucking. which member do you think would do this?

Im not super big on lingerie personally so if I did finally put in that extra effort and it got ripped I think id be super pissed too, that and I think the pushing it aside is so sexy with the desperation of it all. so with that in mind I big time see like johnny, yuta, taeyong, and Jaemin preferring to do something like that

[domjaehyun]

i am seeing the love for dark nct and somewhat kinda related, i absolutely loooove burn by lustbile, it’s reader and jeno smoking and reader wants him to put out the joint on her skin 🥵 and he’s high and is like fuck i would so do that. and they fuck and he does 🥰 it’s sooo good the vibes are immaculate 10/10 would recommend!

how did you know i adore @lustbile’s writing…. i literally reread their fics to feel something . like a bedtime story :’) I ACTUALLY HAVENT READ BURN YET i was nervous bc pain makes me anxious but ykw i will suck it up just this once :D BUT I FEEL CONFIDENT RECOMMENDING THIS WITHOUT HAVING READ IT BC LUSTBILE IS JUST THAT GOOD!!