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Life is passing me by. I'm at the exact same point I was almost 4 years ago, except it feels like it's getting worse? Which is so sad to be honest. Come to think of it, I've really been struggling almost every year of my life since I was a kid. Should I see it all as a life lesson? I just know that I don't want to and will never give up.

I got out of that bad relationship 3 years ago now so at least there's that I guess. Life is hard right now, everything is too expensive and I'm really trying to stay on top of things. I see that I'm really not the only one in this situation, which is heartbreaking. Something has to change someday no? I don't know, things are just really sh*tty...

War // YUNGBLUD

Everybody loves the way you are

But you don't let 'em look inside you, do ya?

I wish I could've been a better scar

For you, for you

For every time I try to speak

Is another wasted breath without you

Just another drop of blood I bleed

For you, for you

But I wanna be a fake

I wanna be a liar

I wanna be the one to let you down

I cover up my face

I try to get inspired

But every time I do, you turn around

I wanna be a fake

I thought we were the same

And did you see the beauty in the fall?

Oh, does it make you happy when I break down?

We start a revolution, then we stop again

Again

But I wanna be a fake

I wanna be a liar

I wanna be the one to let you down

I cover up my face

I try to get inspired

But every time I do, you turn around

I'm fallin' (fallin') now

And soon, I'll hit the ground

I'm callin' (callin') out

I'll always let you down

I wanna be a fake

I thought we were the same

Everybody loves the way you are

But you don't let 'em look inside you, do ya?

#yungblud #spotify #music #war

Exit Music (for a Film) // Radiohead

Wake from your sleep

The drying of your tears

Today we escape

We escape

Pack and get dressed

Before your father hears us

Before all hell breaks loose

Breathe, keep breathing

Don't lose your nerve

Breathe, keep breathing

I can't do this alone

Sing us a song

A song to keep us warm

There's such a chill, such a chill

And you can laugh

A spineless laugh

We hope your rules and wisdom choke you

And now we are one

In everlasting peace

We hope that you choke

That you choke

We hope that you choke

That you choke

We hope that you choke

That you choke

#radiohead #spotify #music #exit music (for a film)

Dans Un Océan // Ariane Moffatt 🩵💙

En p'tit bonhomme dans le bain

En p'tite boule dans les bulles

Mes jours ont le goût du savon

Qui glisse le long de ma clavicule

Je dialogue avec une goutte

Qui se détache de son tuyau

La vapeur endort mon égo

J'mets mes branchies et je m'enfouis

Sous l'eau, c'est tellement moins pesant

Je rince tout ce que j'ai en dedans

Sous l'eau c'est fou comme j'me détends

Je rêve de vivre dans un océan

En p'tit bonhomme dans le bain

En p'tite boule dans les bulles

Mon corps un mauvais comédien

Et imbibé de solitude

Pourtant mon imagination déborde

Mais mon coeur est toujours en désordre

Je divague dans mes poissonneries

J'mets mes branchies et je m'enfouis

Sous l'eau, c'est tellement moins pesant

Je rince tout ce que j'ai en dedans

Sous l'eau c'est fou comme j'me détends

Je rêve de vivre dans un océan

Mais ma vie ne sait pas nager

Ma vie ne sait pas nager

Je rame, je pédale et je chavire

J'fais tout c'que j'peux

Pour ne pas couler

Sous l'eau, c'est tellement moins pesant

Je rince tout ce que j'ai en dedans

Sous l'eau c'est fou comme j'me détends

Je rêve de vivre dans un océan

Sous l'eau, c'est tellement moins pesant

Je rince tout ce que j'ai en dedans

Sous l'eau c'est fou comme j'me détends

Je rêve de vivre dans un océan

#spotify #music #Arianemoffatt #DansUnOcéan #Aquanaute

Exile // Taylor Swift (feat. Bon Iver)

… I can see you standing, honey

With his arms around your body

Laughin', but the joke's not funny at all

… And it took you five whole minutes

To pack us up and leave me with it

Holdin' all this love out here in the hall

… I think I've seen this film before

And I didn't like the ending

You're not my homeland anymore

So what am I defending now?

You were my town

Now I'm in exile, seein' you out

I think I've seen this film before

… I can see you starin', honey

Like he's just your understudy

Like you'd get your knuckles bloody for me

… Second, third, and hundredth chances

Balancin' on breaking branches

Those eyes add insult to injury

… I think I've seen this film before

And I didn't like the ending

I'm not your problem anymore

So who am I offending now?

You were my crown

Now I'm in exile, seein' you out

I think I've seen this film before

So, I'm leavin' out the side door

… So step right out, there is no amount

Of crying, I can do for you

All this time

We always walked a very thin line

You didn't even hear me out (you didn't even hear me out)

You never gave a warning sign (I gave so many signs)

… All this time

I never learned to read your mind (never learned to read my mind)

I couldn't turn things around (you never turned things around)

'Cause you never gave a warning sign (I gave so many signs)

So many signs, so many signs

You didn't even see the signs

… I think I've seen this film before

And I didn't like the ending

You're not my homeland anymore

So what am I defending now?

You were my town

Now I'm in exile, seein' you out

I think I've seen this film before

So I'm leavin' out the side door

… So step right out, there is no amount

Of crying, I can do for you

All this time

We always walked a very thin line

You didn't even hear me out (didn't even hear me out)

You never gave a warning sign (I gave so many signs)

… All this time

I never learned to read your mind (never learned to read my mind)

I couldn't turn things around (you never turned things around)

'Cause you never gave a warning sign (I gave so many signs)

… All this time (so many signs)

I never learned to read your mind (so many signs)

I couldn't turn things around (I couldn't turn things around)

'Cause you never gave a warning sign (you never gave a warning sign)

You never gave a warning sign

Ah, ah

#spotify #music #taylor swift #bon iver #exile #love

Die with a smile // Lady Gaga X Bruno Mars

I, I just woke up from a dream

Where you and I had to say goodbye

And I don't know what it all means

But since I survived, I realized

Wherever you go, that's where I'll follow

Nobody's promised tomorrow

So I'ma love you every night like it's the last night

Like it's the last night

If the world was ending

I'd wanna be next to you

If the party was over

And our time on Earth was through

I'd wanna hold you just for a while

And die with a smile

If the world was ending

I'd wanna be next to you

Ooh, lost, lost in the words that we scream

I don't even wanna do this anymore

'Cause you already know what you mean to me

And our love's the only war worth fighting for

Wherever you go, that's where I'll follow

Nobody's promised tomorrow

So I'ma love you every night like it's the last night

Like it's the last night

If the world was ending

I'd wanna be next to you

If the party was over

And our time on Earth was through

I'd wanna hold you just for a while

And die with a smile

If the world was ending

I'd wanna be next to you

Right next to you

Next to you

Right next to you

If the world was ending

I'd wanna be next to you

If the party was over

And our time on Earth was through

I'd wanna hold you just for a while

And die with a smile

If the world was ending

I'd wanna be next to you

If the world was ending

I'd wanna be next to you

#lady gaga #bruno mars #die with a smile #spotify #music #love #lovesonglyrics

I don't know what the hell I'm supposed to be doing with my life. I'm almost 27 and I really thought I would have my sh*t figured out by now, but I don't. Sure, I'm studying in administration right now, but this all feels weird. Like, I'm only studying to get a job in the near future and make money. But then what? I'm single at the moment, I now live alone with my cat (which I adore of course), but what am I supposed to do? I don't really have plans anymore. Not since covid hit us in the face, not since the inflation ate us whole, not since my breakup... I'm at ground zero again. I have to figure who I am and who I wanna be again. Is life always gonna be like this? Figure things out for the rest of my life? Cause I'm always changing, I always need changes in my life. I can't do routine. I can't stay in one place for too long. I don't know. It's midnight here and I guess I'm just a little sleep deprived and anxious so I needed to vent.

I really wish life came with an instruction manual, cause damn this sh*t is complicated sometimes..

#life

Le Grand Cerf-Volant

Gilles Vigneault et les Charbonniers de l'enfer

Un jour je ferai mon grand cerf-volant

Un côté rouge, un côté blanc

Un jour je ferai mon grand cerf-volant

Un côté rouge, un côté blanc

Un côté tendre

Un jour je ferai mon grand cerf-volant

J'y ferai monter vos cent mille enfants

Il vont m'entendre

Je les vois venir du soleil levant

Puis j'attellerai les chevaux du vent

Un cheval rouge, un cheval blanc

Puis j'attellerai les chevaux du vent

Un cheval rouge, un cheval blanc

Un cheval pie

Puis j'attellerai les chevaux du vent

Et nous irons voir tous les océans

S'ils sont en vie

Si les océans sont toujours vivants

Par-dessus les bois, par-dessus les champs

Un oiseau rouge, un oiseau blanc

Par-dessus les bois, par-dessus les champs

Un oiseau rouge, un oiseau blanc

Un oiseau-lyre

Par-dessus les bois, par-dessus les champs

Qui nous mènera chez le Mal méchant

Pour le détruire

Bombe de silence et couteau d'argent

Nous mettrons le mal à feu et à sang

Un soleil rouge, un soleil blanc

Nous mettrons le mal à feu et à sang

Un soleil rouge, un soleil blanc

Un soleil sombre

Nous mettrons le mal à feu et à sang

Un nuage monte, un autre descend

Un jour sans ombre

Puis nous raserons la ville en passant

Quand nous reviendrons, le coeur triomphant

Un côté rouge, un côté blanc

Quand nous reviendrons, le coeur triomphant

Un côté rouge, un côté blanc

Un côté homme

Quand nous reviendrons, le coeur triomphant

Alors vous direz: Ce sont nos enfants

Quel est cet homme

Qui les a menés loin de leurs parents?

Je remonterai sur mon cerf-volant

Un matin rouge, un matin blanc

Je remonterai sur mon cerf-volant

Un matin rouge, un matin blanc

Un matin blême

Je remonterai sur mon cerf-volant

Et vous laisserai vos cent mille enfants

Chargés d'eux-mêmes

Pour jeter les dés dans la main du temps

#spotify #music

THE LONELIEST

Måneskin

You'll be the saddest part of me

A part of me that will never be mine

It's obvious

Tonight is gonna be the loneliest

You're still the oxygen I breathe

I see your face when I close my eyes

It's torturous

Tonight is gonna be the loneliest

There's a few lines that I have wrote

In case of death, that's what I want, that's what I want

So don't be sad when I'll be gone

There's just one thing I hope you know, I loved you so

'Cause I don't even care about the time I've got left here

The only thing I know now is that I wanna spend it

With you, with you nobody else here

Tonight is gonna be the loneliest

You'll be the saddest part of me

A part of me that will never be mine

It's obvious

Tonight is gonna be the loneliest

You're still the oxygen I breathe

I see your face when I close my eyes

It's torturous

Tonight is gonna be the loneliest

I'm sorry but I gotta go

If you'll ever miss me give this song another go

And I just keep on thinking how you made me feel better

And all the crazy little things that we did together

In the end, in the end, it doesn't matter

If tonight is gonna be the loneliest

You'll be the saddest part of me

A part of me that will never be mine

It's obvious

Tonight is gonna be the loneliest

You're still the oxygen I breathe

I see your face when I close my eyes

It's torturous

Tonight is gonna be the loneliest

You'll be the saddest part of me

A part of me that will never be mine

It's obvious

Tonight is gonna be the loneliest

You'll be the saddest part of me

A part of me that will never be mine

It's obvious

Tonight is gonna be the loneliest

You're still the oxygen I breathe

I see your face when I close my eyes

It's torturous

Tonight is gonna be the loneliest

#spotify #music #the loneliest #maneskin

People You Know // Selena Gomez

You were running through me like water

Now the feeling's leaving me dry

These days we couldn't be farther

So how's it feel to be on the other side?

So many wasted (wasted)

Nights with (nights with) you (you)

I still could taste it (taste it)

I hate it, wish I could take it back, 'cause

We used to be close, but people can go

From people you know to people you don't

And what hurts the most is people can go

From people you know to people you don't

We used to be close, but people can go

From people you know to people you don't

And what hurts the most is people can go

From people you know to people you don't

When it was good, we were on fire

Now I'm breathing ashes and dust

I always wanna get higher

I never know when enough is enough

So many wasted (wasted)

Nights with (nights with) you (you)

I still could taste it (taste it)

I hate it, wish I could take it back, 'cause

We used to be close, but people can go

From people you know to people you don't

And what hurts the most is people can go

From people you know to people you don't

We used to be close, but people can go

From people you know to people you don't

And what hurts the most is people can go

From people you know to people you don't

Dum-dum-dum, da-da-dum-dum-dum

Da-da-dum-dum, da-da-da-dum

(People you don't)

Dum-dum-dum, da-da-dum-dum-dum

Da-da-dum-dum, da-da-da-dum

(People you don't)

From people you know to people you don't

We used to be close, but people can go

From people you know to people you don't

And what hurts the most is people can go

From people you know to people you don't

We used to be close, but people can go

From people you know to people you don't

And what hurts the most is people can go

From people you know to people you don't

Dum-dum-dum, da-da-dum-dum-dum

Da-da-dum-dum, da-da-da-dum

From people you know to people you don't

Dum-dum-dum, da-da-dum-dum-dum

Da-da-dum-dum, da-da-da-dum

From people you know to people you don't

Dum-dum-dum, da-da-dum-dum-dum

Da-da-dum-dum, da-da-da-dum

From people you know to people you don't

Dum-dum-dum, da-da-dum-dum-dum

Da-da-dum-dum, da-da-da-dum

From people you know to people you don't

#spotify #music #people you know #selena gomez #rare

Intrusive Thoughts // Natalie Jane

I'm historically heartbroken

Drownin' in my own emotions

One minute away from the breakin' down, down, down

I'm always leavin' empty-handed

No one wants a heart that's damaged

Only know a love that lets me down, down, down

Oh, starin' contest with the walls

I'm givin' in to my intrusive thoughts

What if I never find anybody to love

Or I finally get the chance and I fuck it all up?

'Cause I can't get hurt if I'm the first one to leave

Woah, what if I get to heaven and it's not even real

And I die before tellin' you how I really feel?

'Cause it feels like hell and I just can't help but think

That maybe love's not for me

If you don't look too closely

You can't even tell I'm lonely

Even though it keeps me up at night, night, night

I try to keep myself distracted

But I got all these awful habits

Of listenin' to voices in my mind, mind, mind

Oh, starin' contest with the walls

I'm givin' in to my intrusive thoughts, oh

What if I never find anybody to love

Or I finally get the chance and I fuck it all up?

'Cause I can't get hurt if I'm the first one to leave

Woah-oh, woah-oh, oh

What if I get to heaven and it's not even real

And I die before tellin' you how I really feel?

'Cause it feels like hell and I just can't help but think

Maybe love's not for me, oh-oh

Maybe love's not for me, oh-oh-oh

Maybe love's not for me

For me, for me, for me

Maybe love's not for me

#spotify #music #love #intrusive thoughts

Confetti // Charlotte Cardin

Always been loud in a quiet way

I always feel alone in a crowded place

I always wanna stay, wanna go, wanna stay, wanna go

I don't know

I get sad on my birthday

I wanna talk back in the worst way

I always wanna stay, wanna go, wanna stay, wanna go

I don't know what to say

I wanna throw it all away

I feel like a zombie, I'll die at the party

Yeah, you'll find my body fully covered in confetti

I tried calling somebody to tell them come get me

But you'll find my body fully covered in confetti

Singing la da da da da

La da da da da

Find me in the club looking golden

I know everyone, I got no friends

I always wanna stay, wanna go, wanna stay, wanna go

I don't know

And I never know what to say

'Til I'm already walking away

Wanna punch you in the face

But I won't, but I might, but I won't

And I don't wanna play

I wanna throw it all away

I feel like a zombie, I'll die at the party

Yeah, you'll find my body fully covered in confetti

I tried calling somebody to tell them come get me

But you'll find my body fully covered in confetti

Singing la da da da da

La da da da da

Look at the people, they're crazy

Look at their pupils dilating

Look at the people, they're crazy (crazy)

I feel like a zombie, I'll die at the party

Yeah, you'll find my body fully covered in confetti

I tried calling somebody to tell them come get me

But you'll find my body fully covered in confetti

Singing la da da da da

#spotify #music #lyrics #confetti #charlotte #cardin

Lonely // Noah Cyrus

I'm slowly killin' myself

I'm trying so hard at the back of the shelf

It's just the same every day

I'm writing these songs that will never get played

I get told what's wrong and what's right

I don't have a romantic life

And everyone's dying, so I keep on trying

To make 'em proud before they are gone

But can't someone help me?

Oh, please, someone help me

I don't care, anyone, anything

'Cause I'm so sick of being so lonely

Miss all my family

I don't care, anyone, anything

'Cause I'm so sick of being so lonely

I'm spending more than I earn

Drink all the time to forget I'm not her

'Cause I go to parties sometimes

And I'll kiss a boy and pretend for the night

'Cause I don't know much about me

I'm still ashamed of who I used to be

So I try way too hard

But I still miss the mark to fit in

Fit in, woah!

Help me

Oh, please, someone help me

I don't care, anyone, anything

'Cause I'm so sick of being so lonely

I miss all my family

I don't care, anyone, anything

'Cause I'm so sick of being so lonely

I don't care, anyone, anything

'Cause I'm so sick of being so lonely

#spotify #music #joker

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All I want // Kodaline 💔

All I want is nothing more

To hear you knocking at my door

'Cause if I could see your face once more

I could die as a happy man I'm sure

When you said your last goodbye

I died a little bit inside

I lay in tears in bed all night

Alone without you by my side

But if you loved me

Why did you leave me

Take my body

All I want is

All I need is

To find somebody

I'll find somebody

Ooh oh

'Cause you brought out the best of me

A part of me I'd never seen

You took my soul wiped it clean

Our love was made for movie screens

But if you loved me

Why did you leave me

Take my body

All I want is

All I need is

To find somebody

I'll find somebody

Ooh oh

Ooh ah

Ooh oh

Ooh, if you loved me

Why did you leave me

Take my body

All I want is

All I need is

To find somebody

I'll find somebody

Like you, ooh

#Spotify

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P.S.: I LOVE WAY MORE THAN JUST 5 BUT YEAH

Pick your favorite BTS songs to share with the world.

#spotify #bts

The let go // Elle King

Cold as it was for a winter's day

The sun came out 'cause the sky was grey

The wolves are back, they've come to play

I thought I heard your father say

Go down to the tunnel where the Devil wants ya

Out to the street where the people hunt ya

It hurt more than it was supposed to

I was waiting for the let go

I swore I wouldn't 'til you said so

I put the pieces back together

So thank you or whatever

Nothing lasts forever, man, I guess so

Waiting for the let go

Out of the grey, into the woods

I take my chances, I know I should

When the light comes, listen closely

Follow my shadow to the old me

Mother of the moon, tell me what to do

Shit is scary, shit is new

The tide is calling out for changes

Oh, what an ocean of time that we wasted

I was waiting for the let go

I swore I wouldn't 'til you said so

I put the pieces back together

So thank you or whatever

Nothing lasts forever, man, I guess so

Waiting for the let go

I had to pay for all of your bad behavior

But expensive lessons are always the best to know

I'm not waiting for the let go

Don't need any of your say so

I put the pieces back together

So thank you or whatever

Nothing lasts forever, man, I guess so

Waiting for the let go

I was waiting for the let go

I swore I wouldn't 'til you said so

I put the pieces back together

So thank you or whatever

Nothing lasts forever, man, I guess so

Waiting for the let go

#Spotify

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