I had a dream last night that a guy I used to have a crush on told me he used to have a crush on me. His friends knew and he wrote a confession and never sent it. They picked at him and let me read it. It was super corny and I ended up falling out of my chair laughing. He got embarrassed lol. I told him it was cute and that it was a long time ago so it didn’t matter. Then he asked me for my snap. I kinda stood there shocked and repeated the question. I’m not the type to be asked out or at least not outright so I was kinda surprised. He said me and I said okay. In the dream I forgot to give it to him but I had his friends. His friend invited me to his birthday party. So we could get closer. I get to the party at this big house. A bunch of people outside in the pool and he sat on the couch inside playing a video game with some of his buddies. I went to him and he hugged me which was new cause it’s not like we were together. I sat and talked with them while they played. I like video games so we had fun. Later my mom’s gf(weird transition) called me and said I needed to go home and she was coming to get me. By the way my mom has a boyfriend but in my dream it made sense she had a girlfriend. Anyways I said okay and started to gather my things. The guy I was crushing on starts hugging my waist and asking me to stay and trying to get me to sit on his lap. He rubbed my legs and held me to him. He was usually a super nerdy guy and affection seemed to not be something he was into. Just video games and good grades. I’d never heard him say anything affectionate ever. Maybe towards his dad and sister but never girls. The way he was so outwardly touchy made my stomach flutter. I tried to keep it cool idk why but I did. He was making me weak in the knees. I didn’t want his friends to see the effect he had on me. I grabbed his hand and told him I had to leave. He is very tall so he bent down to bury his head in my neck to give me a hug. I remember hearing my heart beating in my ears. We stood there for what seemed like forever and I felt so safe. Then my ride came and he struggled to let me go. I didnt want my mom’s gf to see me with anyone but for him I didn’t care and I held his hand as he walked me to the door and I left.
I have very long vivid dreams. Sometimes they feel like lifetimes. I remember most of them. I have had dreams like this since I was little. Ive been writing them down since I was little. If my dreams seem a little long and detailed thats because they are. I usually don’t write all of it down just the parts that made me feel the most.