feels like hell in here
every moving i can never wake up happy. i have no motovation to live... because everymorning something is wrong in your life. i have to fix it because you don t know how. when your at work i finally feel safe. does everyone feel like this? cause i feel like no on cares. im supposed to take this like a punishment. and im not allowed to leave. its my fault your angry. its my fault that your coworkers pissed you off and you take your anger at me. maybe if i was dead you would realize your life is worth more then the drama you put yourself in. cause i feel like if i died id just ended up back here. cause im in hell every day. i dont know what a smile is. i dont know what peace is.
life would be better off with out me in it... or so you say. im so fat im so stupid....you wish all hawaiians were dead. im scared and hate myself so much that i m might just hang myself.