A letter for my little princess <3
(yes, luvriina is bi now!)
My precious angel, today you've finally come out and I have got to know real you <3
Was it shocking? Not really, my love, since I've been noticing all those little signs, but anyway, I'm the luckiest to be the person, maybe the first one, who was introduced to your real self.
First of all, I want you to know that I'm indescribably proud of you. It was so heartbreaking to look into your beautiful eyes and see tears there today, but I'm so proud. My little girl has finally come out as her real self. I want this day, the 30th of January, to be our special day, your special day, like a second birthday. Do you agree?
You know, I'm not the best at saying words and expressing feelings, but I'm typing this text and my eyes are teary just because I do feel so happy for you and for being your girlfriend for life. You're my best partner in crime and partner for life, please remember it.
Today was rough. I don't know how scared you was, but the way you were sobbing and the way your body was trembling have spoken much louder than any words. You were scared and you were so afraid of losing me. You were ready to hide yourself from me just to stay with me, and you know, this is when I realised how much I actually love you. Just because you were ready to sacrifice yourself just for me.
I mean, I'd sacrifice myself too, because all I need in this life is your smile and the sound of your laughter.
You're the purest soul, the nicest person I have ever met, and I'm the luckiest to call you mine. You've made me the luckiest.
As for preferences and orientations.. I don't care now. Really. My orientation is you and you only. As long as you are you, I do feel fulfilled and I have nothing more to ask for. You're my light within the dark.
I know I can't change your past life, protect you from childhood bullies or save you from all those traumas, but now, having you, so broken and scared in my arms, I do feel so much will to protect you and help you to heal. I'm sorry I can't afford you much, I don't have a lot of money or anything else, but I have so much love for you, I wish you could feel it all.
I just want to love you the way you are: when you're sad, when you're happy, when you're debating yourself, when you're sure, and I do want to spend every single moment of my life with you. You mean the world to me.
I want to draw stars over your scars.
I'm still getting used to your correct pronouns and the way you want to be but be sure I love you no matter what. I'll get used to it since my heart already loves your heart and you shouldn't and don't have to walk this pace alone anymore. You have me and I'll always stay by your side.
You're my little princess, my miracle, my everything, and I'd do anything for you, my precious. If the whole world will be against you, I'll stay with you and I'll protect you no matter what because there's nothing more important than love and family, and you know, you're my love and you're my family. And it's set in stone.