luvsugu luvs suguru

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[luvsugu]

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date updated ;; aug 25 2025

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[luvsugu]

gojo is the fucked up kind of "i'm scared of commitment" and it is a HEADACHE.

he likes you, he's been liking you since second year high school after he got to know you for a year (to make SURE he does like you); but for some reason, he just can't seem to settle himself down. his heart still races nervously like it did years ago, he still gets oddly scared, and he still believes you would never like a guy like him.

it's only worse now because he knows he's changed plenty since highschool. and what's he gonna do when he keeps going out with all these random girls? how in the world are you going to like him after hearing about all his dates and stupid one night stands???

suguru and shoko think the same thing, yet you still go to them to dreamily sigh about a nice thing gojo did for you. some days, though, you aren't dreamily sighing and are instead yelling at the top of your lungs about how much of a dickwad loser face the guy is.

like that one time you coincidentally saw him at the same casual restaurant after your mission. he had the day off, you had an assignment, and while he was there with a pretty (and oblivious that the man in front of her is not staying for long) girl, you were there to congratulate yourself for completing a hard assignment.

you gave him a small wave and a rather bright smile, happy to see him nonetheless and he ignored you, obviously. of course you made sure you were sat away from him and with your back towards him after that. the entire time you were texting suguru about how annoying it was that you tried to discretely wave at gojo and he ignored you. him and his stupid pretty blue eyes!!

not surprisingly, though, he actually paid for your meal LOL (as in, when his date went to the bathroom, he quickly called over a server to tell him he was going to cover their bill and also yours. this confused the fuck out of the server but she asked no questions and gave him both bills he asked for)

he didn't say bye to you or anything, but he did get the server to give you something for when you'd ask for the bill. lo and behold, when you asked, you were given the receipt and a cute (annoying, actually) note

"loner!!! hahahahaha !!!!!! i paid for your meal because you deserve it ;-) come over for dessert i will heat frozen taiyaki ♡"

and because you're a hopeless (and kinda silly) romantic, you actually go to gojo's apartment (SOB EMOJI x23848377)

"y/n!!!" gojo beams as he opens the door. he still has his sunglasses on, but he's in home clothes—a baggy shirt and cotton shorts. he gives you a smile and motions you in excitedly to which you try your best to remain neutral about.

the way you scrunch your nose is enough for gojo to know you're trying to hold back a smile and your excitement. he was certain you'd be coming so the taiyaki had already been prepared—he was just in the process of making you a milkshake.

"so how was the mission?" he asks, guiding you to the kitchen which isn't far from the entrance. still, his hands rest on your shoulder as he gently pushes you where he wants. "you looked tired at the restaurant."

you scoff, as always, and he laughs.

"it was fine," you tell him anyway, "harder than others i've taken, but it was alright. i mean, i'm here... alive."

the lack of enthusiasm doesn't bother gojo—at the end of the day, you being alive is all he needed. after all, you were gone for almost a week. you may not think it's a big deal, but it is to gojo as he wasn’t sure where you were and how you were. of course he knows you can take care of yourself, but he can never ease his worries and his anxious heart when it comes to you.

at the kitchen, he tells you to sit up on the counter. without needing an explanation, you oblige and the two of you end up in a comfortable silence; though, perhaps it's because the blender is just so damn loud.

when he hands you a basic vanilla milkshake with a blue twisty straw, your fingers brush against one another's and you two smile. it's almost as if he never went on that date.

another time you weren't dreamily sighing about the "blue-eyed freak!" was when he was a mission and pretended to be dead. you had no idea how he managed to get shoko in on it (you know for sure how he got meimei in on it), and it all happened so fast.

you were at the brink of a panic attack, trying to hold in the disgusting sob that if you let out you wouldn't be able to stop yourself from crying. you wouldn't believe, of course, and you shouldn't have believed shoko's terrible acting, but who could blame you when your mind was now only focused on gojo no longer coming home.

you're mid frenzy, having been denying all explanations yet begging for answers, before a hand is placed on your head. you thought it'd be suguru to comfort you, but when you turn you see gojo with his stupid smile, his stupid glasses, and a stupid gift bag.

"hey cutie! ya missed me?!" he asked with a cheeky grin. his hand moves to your cheek so he could pinch at and he laughs at your shocked expression. "jeez, ya look like you've seen a ghost! don't tell me you actua--"

he didn't get to finish his sentence before you hugged him so tight that it winded him. he stumbled back, dropped the gift bag and stared down at you in shock. his hands were awkwardly hanging in the air and he couldn't believe how quick you were to embrace him.

he expected you to yell at him, be angry, and tell him to fuck off for playing such a cruel prank—that's what he thought he needed from you to at least know you care that he's gone—but, instead, you're holding onto him so tightly, violently shaking as you sob into his chest. he can feel your tears, having had his infinity off, and his heartaches.

both meimei and shoko give him eyerolls before he awkwardly smiles at them and teleports the two of you into his apartment. not once did you let go of him, continuing to sob into his body when he sat down on the couch to get comfy. he could only comfort you through gentle back rubs and soft kneading of your muscles.

nothing was said that night, the both of you just so embarrassed, but there was a mutual understanding of what was happening. especially when you actually take gojo's offer to sleep by his side.

he says sorry to you, of fucking course, and when you just hum in response and snuggle closer to his body, he knows how serious your relationship truly could be. how serious it's BEEN, actually.

after that, gojo's dates stop. his one night stands stop. and he no longer flirts with anyone but you. sure he seems a bit more focused on your relationship, but he still doesn't actually say anything at all. those commitment issues aren't going anywhere!!

but you knew him well enough to know what it meant when he was coming home to your apartment instead of his after missions, when he was pestering you for assignment details to know where you'd be and what you'd be doing, when he was giving you souvenirs that catered to anything and everything you like. especially when he started leaving his things at your place and bringing your things into his.

he's so in love (SIGH)

"you love me?" he asks gingerly one night when the two of you are on his couch watching reruns of your favourite tv show as teenagers over takeout. he was zoned out the entire time, barely having touched his food, but you never bugged him about it since it seemed like he was thinking through it.

you definitely didn't expect the question he asked, but you answer it like you did. "i do," you tell him, eyes still on the tv.

gojo watches as you take a bite out of your food. he thinks it's cute how you fill your cheeks and how happy you look to be eating. "and you know... i love you, right?" he adds on shyly.

you nod and this time you turn to him. there's a smile on your face and he can't help but laugh shyly and turn away.

you laugh, shaking your head before tugging him to turn to you. "come on, satoru. you're not in grade school."

"i know!" he playfully protests, following the way you tug at his shirt. he gives you a smile, his eyes squinting up as he did so, and leans in to your face. "im just... feeling a little shy."

"you? of all people? shy?" you snicker. "my ass. quit being a drama queen. you've been loving me since that stupid prank."

he chuckles. "way before, actually," he corrects lightly. his eyes seem to study yours for a moment before he lets them wander on your face. "i just... didn't think you'd like a guy like me, i guess... we're different."

you smile. "you mean different as in i don't have commitment issues and you do?"

he cringes and pulls away. "okay! anyways!" he exclaims, grabbing the remote from your side, "let's skip to the good part. i hate fillers! actually, you know what?! let's skip to the end so you can go home."

you laugh loudly and eventually he does too.

"i'm teasing you, satoru. i know what you mean." you giggle as you wrap an arm around his. "but i'm here now, right? i waited."

he smiles softly. "you did, yeah."

"so? don't worry about it. i love you."

he hums, savouring the gentle buzz your words give him. "yeah. i love you, too."

[luvsugu]

see you later

(ch78/s2e5)suguru x reader, angst (nah i fucking hate myself for this), so much hurt and absolutely no comfort

suguru asks you, with the soft voice that he’s always had, one that is gentle, warm and loving, “do you think i’m a terrible person?” 

he knows he is—at least, he himself believes that he is—but he doesn’t blame himself, not when he just wants to live in a world where he and others just like him don’t have to continue to suffer. isn’t it fair to want to truly live? not to be stuck in a world where the lines between justice and immorality are so blurred people no longer know which is which? a world where maybe, just maybe, he could catch a glimpse of truly being able to be happy from the bottom of his heart? 

maybe you don’t understand. he doesn’t expect you to. he’s grown up, not needing everyone to understand him or even be there for him. times have just simply changed and if you tell him he’s stupid, he’s horrible, he doesn’t deserve to say goodbye to you, then so be it. 

but, even still, his shoulders relax when you sniffle and shake your head. 

“i don’t,” you whisper to him, voice so constrained as you try your hardest not to let it crack or let a sob escape past your lips. you’re scared that once it happens, your last conversation with suguru would just be you sobbing, wishing you got to say everything on your chest. it still seems likely, though, since you can’t even face him or find a way to put things together so that he’d maybe understand why you don’t and won’t ever hate him. 

the way suguru let’s out a breathy “really?” is almost comical. he lets out a small chuckle, one that would make anyone wince as it sounded so painful; but suguru’s never been great at trying to make heavy topics into something lighter even when you are. he’s always taken things as they are, seen situations for what they are, and maybe that’s why he’s where he is now. 

it’s ironic how this same attitude, simply accepting and seeing the truth and value of the strong having to protect the weak, that because he was gifted with an ability he’s to save those who aren’t, is now applied to needing to build a world where the weak he used to protect no longer exists. how can you blame him when it’s those same people needing to be protected that left him a mess, unsure where his morals are, unsure of his own path. it’s easier said than done not to lose your way, and suguru knows that first hand. 

he doesn’t explain anything to you, he’s certain that the others back at the school probably told you already. he’s just here to say goodbye, anyway. 

maybe, too, he’s here to hear your voice one last time. 

“this is where i’m headed now,” he continues, voice still gentle, warm and loving, “and… all i can do now is give it my all.” 

“i know,” you hurriedly tell him, nodding as you wipe away your tears desperately. there’s a part of you that’s you wishing he was saying something else—that he isn’t saying goodbye without actually saying it because the both of you know it’s always been ‘see you later’—but you know better than to wish and hope away things like this in your life. that there is no later, and this is it. you’re left with no options but to cherish this last moment and it just hurts. still, you can’t say anything else but, “i know, suguru… i know.” 

he gives you time, patient as ever, and watches you from where he stands. he’s farther than he usually is, no longer keeping your feet between his own, and now needing more than just a whisper to let you hear his words. he stands at an unfamiliar distance, but he doesn’t allow himself to cherish familiarity with you anymore since he convinces himself that it’s better to just say goodbye. it’s cruel, though, that the hug you two shared two weeks ago became the last one without you two knowing. 

“y/n,” he finally calls out—he realizes he no longer has all the time in the world with you. 

“i know,” you repeat, this time unable to hold back a sob, “i know, suguru! and i’m so sorry! i didn’t— i didn’t—“ you inhale sharply and cover your mouth with both your hands. now is not the time, you tell yourself, you need to say something to make this worth while. “i just wish i was there,” you whisper, looking towards suguru with your brows furrowed upwards and your expression twisted in a way that suguru sees a pain that he never wished to see you in. 

he nods to let you know he heard you, though, never looking away as you had finally looked him in the eyes since he got here. “remember to eat and take your vitamins, okay?” he tells you, taking a step back as he clenches his fists in his pockets, “and make sure you set a timer on your fan at night so you don’t wake up all cold in the mornings, okay?” 

you nod as he speaks. “okay—“ you sob out, “i will— i’ll— i'll remember.” 

he nods again, forcing the smile on his face. “okay. then...” he couldn’t bring himself to do what he came to you for. he lets out a small laugh and turns away, not wanting to ever let you see that this was hurting him as much as it was hurting you. “see you later.” 

[luvsugu]

if gojo worked at starbucks, i'd budget to go see him often

cafe!AU where gojo is a cute barista that everyone just loves, definitely smth i'll continue later too LOL, not so heavy on the x reader but eventually it will be shjdjdhsdjfjsjshdjdj, also uni!AU,,, and AU in general bc no curses

barista!gojo who always begs to stay at the drivethru because it's so fun. he always changes up how he greets customers and he genuinely enjoys flirting with all the older women that come by. it's so fucking cringe but at least they're always in a good mood and they all started getting more tips.

barista!gojo who wears his silly little sunglasses even on cloudy days because his eyes are sensitive. sometimes he gets teased through the drivethru, but they always seem to ask why he does it and customers always melt when he tells them why. he ends up being told they're still cool anyway.

barista!gojo who also loves the drivethru because he gets to see the dogs that come with their owner for a pupcup. he loveslovesloves being able to reach over to say hello not to the customer but to the dog LOL!! (customers definitely wish he'd talk to them the way he talks to their dog). his favourite type of dogs are the smaller ones.

barista!gojo who often hums to himself while he's working. sometimes it's with the song playing on their store speakers, sometimes it's a completely different tune and he's in his own world. it's pretty endearing and other workers find it cute.

barista!gojo who, when asked what his favourite drink is, always laughs and warns the customer playfully that he has a massive sweet tooth. they always say it can't be that bad... but it truly is. a lot of customers don't actually get the drink, but gojo's had some girls say it sounds great (only for their faces to twist after one sip).

barista!gojo who always greets customers right as they enter the door when he can. he smiles and waves, saying something along the lines of "welcome in! how's it going!" (and people enjoy it so much that they actually leave good reviews LOL)

barista!gojo who comes into work even when he's not scheduled so he could study. he finds studying and doing homework there just stimulates his brain better—he doesn't like how quiet his apartment is sometimes. plus, he likes looking like a productive university student.

barista!gojo who referred geto when the store was hiring and put in a GREAT word for him to make sure he got the job. geto isn't as "passionate" as gojo and just wanted out of the mall job he was currently at. eventually though, geto ends up being yet another tip bringing and reason for 5-star reviews.

(i'll continue this later, but) barista!gojo who gives you at least one drink on the house (aka he buys it) when you're studying at his store for more than an hour. he writes silly notes and doodles on a napkin before he gives them to you. he does this to nobody but you!!! UGH!!!!!

[luvsugu]

housemate suguru (sighs dreamily)

geto suguru x reader fluff!!!! housemate!AU </3, kinda canon divergence (as in, geto doesnt die and is happy with his best buddies), lots of domestic themes!!, will also probably expand on this idea later hehe

housemate!suguru who moves out of the bigger bedroom when you move in with him because he wants you to have enough space for all your things (aka your cute trinkets n collectibles)

housemate!suguru who always asks if you want him to include your clothes in his load of laundry so that you don't have to worry about it for later. he even folds your clothes neatly into a basket so they don't get wrinky if you wanted to deal with putting them away later.

housemate!suguru who always wants to eat meals together because he enjoys your company (he'd never admit it and refuses to acknowledge the pout you point out when you once came home just before midnight and he ate by himself). eating meals together is just good for the soul!!!!!!!

housemate!suguru who does the dishes whenever you cook because he says it's only fair. he really really likes when you decide to help him out anyway or just stick around him to give him company (like sit on the counter and continuing the conversation from your shared meal)

housemate!suguru who also reassures you that you don't have to worry about any of the dishes when you want to bake (for whatever reason, whether its for the two of you or for others). THIS always makes your knees weak because!!! he's lingering around, just waiting and eagerly helping you and being a total sweetheart. he also loves taste testing!!!

housemate!suguru who cleans the apartment with you every sunday like you two are some married couple. the sun is shining!! music is playing in the background!! and you two are giggling with each other!!! he loveslovesloves having sunday resets with you because it's just so calming and it also is a way that you two bond. he's a very tidy person so he appreciates you joining him and putting in the effort to make sure you guys' home stays tidy and cozy.

housemate!suguru who (if you didn't know already) teaches you how to care for houseplants. it's a little hobby of his and he says that it makes the house look and feel more alive. that and he just enjoys the aesthetic (which goes hard for the tiktoks/vids that he's post??? this dude lives and breathes plant girl aesthetic)

housemate!suguru who pushes the cart when you two go grocery shopping so you can oogle as much as you want in the aisles. he always physically writes down stuff that he needs and, more often than not, you're the one who holds that list. it's sosososo cute seeing your thinking face when you look for stuff on the shelves. he also knows the thinking face you have for when you're trying to put things you both don't need in the cart--what doodoo excuse are you going to give him that he'll pretend to believe because he can't say no to you?

housemate!suguru who makes you carry the lightest grocery bags because you deserve no less. yes help him, but let him inflate his own ego by helping YOU (just pretend you don't see him telling his curses to help bring groceries inside). he also is the one to put things in the fridge away while you take care of all the pantry stuff. it just became routine at this point and suguru mentally giggles and kicks his feet at how domestic it is

housemate!suguru who rolls his eyes at gojo whenever gojo teases him about you, saying that "suguru's playing family with y/nnnn~" and "they always eat together, do groceries together, and even clean the apartment on sundays together!" and OF COURSE shoko is entertained because "omg? i thought you said you liked living alone?"

housemate!suguru who truly can't escape satoru and shoko, begrudgingly lets them into your guys' shared apartment after coming UNANNOUNCED!!!!! and you are of course thrilled to actually meet them and happily invite them for dinner. suguru is pouting and sulking the entire time because your "y/n and suguru" weekend plan to take a day trip to mt. fuji turned into a "y/n, suguru, satoru and shoko" weekend plan

[luvsugu]

hii el it’s nice to see you back here again! missed ur writing xoxo

hi!!! thank u!!!!!!

[luvsugu]

gojo's the clingy kind of guy that just NEEDS to have some part of his body touching you.

fluff!!! all fluff!!!!!! supppper clingy gojo x reader, reader has their nails done sometimes, general blurb tbh (not rly a one shot or anything like that), lots of physical touching bc thats what clingy gojo needs,

it truly doesn't matter what, but as long as you two are actually physically connected, he's satisfied. it's obviously horrendous at home when he has unlimited access to you, whining about the most absurd way he needs to have physical contact with you. he likes napping on his stomach with you on top of him in whatever way you please, just wanting to feel your weight against him and have your hand carressing the back of his neck; he also likes sitting side by side at the dinner table so that he could eat with one of his legs just casually stretched out behind yours or even eating with one hand so he can have the other draped around your shoulder or your wasit; and he most definitely likes taking showers together, washing each other's backs and especially having you wash his hair (and of course having you blowdry it afterwards).

he's just a clingy guy because, well, he's lost too much and sometimes he can't be home. this is something you truly need to understand about him and see it as a vulnerability. all he needs is love and it gives him so much reassurance when you let him be as close as he needs.

and he always compromises in public. he knows how annoying extreme pda could be, and he never wants you to feel embarrassed. so he has his own little quirky ways of keeping in touch. when you both are at school and attending meetings, he's always seated beside you, manspreading like a whore but to make sure his knee touched yours. or he brings an arm behind your seat to gently fiddled with the collar of your uniform. sometimes, he's got his pinky linked with yours under the conference table or massging your hand while yaga yapayapayapas about whatever it is (you need to reexplain it all to gojo later).

at restaurants, when it's just the two of you, he opts to sit in front of you. this way he can stretch his legs out on either side of yours and keep you caged in, occasionally giving you a squeeze by bringing his legs together. sometimes he's even reaching for your hand over the table, letting his fingers fiddle with yours when you tell him about stuff he's missed since he was gone. whenever you two are out with friends, however, he always sits beside you and he's got a hand on your thigh. sometimes it's just resting on top of your thigh, sometimes he's holding you by the inner side of your thigh, sometimes he's got his hand across your lap to pull you closer by your thigh that's farthest from him. if not your thigh, sometimes his arm is behind your seat, or he has you sit up a little farther up so that he could rest a hand on your lower back (maybe even around your waist or on your hip). it's not unusual to also have a hand on his lap where he's got both of his own giving yours a massage. he's interlocking your fingers, giving you squeezes, kneading at the muscles on your palm. he's letting your nails gently glide across the length of his fingers down to his palm, and when you've got charms on them, he's gently tracing them with his thumb.

all in all, gojo's just a clingy guy whose love language juuuuust might be physical touch.

[luvsugu]

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DO's

feel free to send in a suggestion about any character! there are a few characters i'm not incredibly familiar with, however, i do want to try to be able to write for almost everyone. i hope to be able to write it :]

fluff, angst, AUs (soulmate/coffee shops/etc), headcanons, scenarios/imagines/one shots are all welcome in suggestions!!

3 character limit for shorter pieces and 1 character limit for anything longer

feel free to also just send in a random prompt without a character!

DONT's

do not suggest anything nsfw, i will not write it.

do not suggest anything with heavy triggers (suicide, self-harm, abuse, cheating, etc), pairings like romantic student x teacher, incest, friend's dad x friend, etc, yandere, or any dark content.

there are some topics i'm not familiar with so it'd be better not to suggest them anyway: poly relationships, anything extremely niche (like having a reader explain coding to another character), tiktok trends

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ABOUT !!

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PERSONAL

my name is el and and i write here and there whenever i'm free. my favourite colours are neutrals and soft (not so saturated??? deep, maybe???) greens, and my favourite jujutsu kaisen characters are the sashisu trio, nanami and panda!!

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this blog will be sfw!! i really enjoy writing AUs and more often than not i'm writing a uni!AU hahaha,, i think i'll always be tagging whether or not it'll be along the canonical storyline or an AU! i won't be writing explicit nsfw nonetheless!

i will not be taking formal requests but instead be taking suggestions! reason being, i can't guarantee that i can write for every idea and i don't want to be stuck with something i can't or don't want to write for.

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