Your beautiful face, the way your eyes light up when you smile at him, the little crease between your brows when you’re concentrating, the way your lips part when you moan his name. Your lovely personality that somehow balances his perfectly. Your voice, especially when you laugh, when you tease him, when you whisper “I love you” against his skin in the middle of the night.
And your body.
He’s obsessed.
Ask him “ass or tits” and the man will genuinely start tearing up because how could you make him choose?
Your tits are perfect, so soft and warm in his big hands, so responsive when he squeezes them, when he leans down to suck marks into the soft flesh, when he slides his cock between them and fucks them eager and messy while you look up at him with those pretty eyes.
But your ass… fuck.
The way it jiggles when he has you bent over, hips snapping against you hard enough that the sound echoes. The way it recoils so beautifully when he slaps it, leaving his handprint glowing on your skin. He loves gripping it while he fucks you from behind, spreading you open so he can watch himself disappear inside you.
And don’t even get him started on your thighs.
He could live between them.
He loves biting them, leaving little marks that only he gets to see. Loves when you wrap them around his head while he’s eating you out, tongue buried deep as you squeeze and shake around him. Loves when they’re wrapped around his waist as he fucks into you, or when he props your legs up and slides his thick cock between them, groaning at how soft and warm they feel.
No matter what position you’re in, his hands are on you; grabbing, groping, squeezing, squishing. He can’t help it. He’s addicted.
One night he had you on your back, legs over his shoulders as he thrust into you. His hands were everywhere, kneading your tits, sliding down to grip your ass, then gripping your thighs so tight you knew you’d have bruises tomorrow.
“Fuck… I love every part of you,” he groaned, voice wrecked as he leaned down to bite the soft flesh of your thigh. “all mine.”
You were barely coherent, lost in how good he felt, how full he made you. “Valko- please-“
He growled softly, hips snapping harder as he buried his face in your neck, breathing you in.
“My beautiful mate,” he whispered, hands still roaming like he couldn’t get enough. “Every single inch of you… I love it all.”
No matter how you started, you always ended up like this.
Tonight it began with you on top, straddling Valko’s lap, hands braced on his broad chest as you rode him with vigour, savoring the way his eyes fluttered and his breath hitched every time you rolled your hips just right.
“Fuck, doll… you look so good like this,” he groaned, hands gripping your thighs, thumbs stroking the soft skin there. His tail thumped lazily against the bed, ears twitching with pleasure.
You leaned down to kiss him, smiling against his lips.
He hummed, clearly enjoying the view. For about five minutes.
Then his hands tightened on your hips. That familiar hungry glint appeared in his golden eyes. In one smooth, powerful motion he flipped you both, putting you on your hands and knees before you could even protest.
“Valko-!”
“Shh,” he murmured, voice already rough as he pressed against your back, lips brushing your ear. “Just feels good like this. Can’t help it.”
You tried to tease him even as he pushed back inside you with one smooth thrust. “You always say that.”
“Because it’s true,” he groaned, hips snapping forward in that perfect, mind melting rhythm. One big hand pressed between your shoulder blades, keeping your chest down while your ass stayed up exactly how he liked it. “You look so fucking pretty arched like this. All mine.”
His other hand grabbed your thigh, holding you in place as he fucked you harder, deeper, the wet sound of skin slapping skin filling the room. No matter if you started riding him, in missionary, or even spooning, somehow, some way, you always ended up right here.
Face down, ass up, with your boyfriend pounding into you like he was made for it.
You moaned into the pillow, pushing back to meet his thrusts. “Admit it… you’re just a dog at heart.”
He chuckled, leaning over you to bite gently at your shoulder. “Not like you mind it.”
If anyone else told you the big bad wolf Valko was a virgin, you would’ve laughed in their face.
But here he was, your Valko, hovering over you in his bed, ears twitching, tail thumping nervously against the mattress as he tried (and failed) to look collected.
“You’re sure?” he asked again, voice low and rough, one hand trembling slightly where it gripped your hip. His cock was heavy and flushed against your thigh, leaking steadily just from kissing and grinding. “We can stop anytime. I don’t… I don’t really know what I’m doing. I’ve never-“
You cupped his face, pulling him down into a slow, deep kiss until he melted against you with a soft rumble.
“I want this,” you whispered against his lips. “I want you. Right now.”
He made a broken sound and nodded, forehead pressed to yours as he lined himself up. The blunt head of his cock nudged against your entrance and your eyes widened.
Holy fuck.
You were just realising how big he was. Thicker and longer than you expected, the sheer size of him making your thighs tremble before he even pushed in.
Valko noticed your reaction immediately. “Too much?” he asked, voice tight with worry, ears flattening. “We can-“
“Don’t you dare stop,” you breathed, wrapping your legs around his waist. “Just… go slow.”
He swallowed hard and pushed forward.
The stretch had your eyes fluttering shut. You gasped as he sank in inch by inch, moving slowly and carefully, his jaw clenched like he was fighting every instinct to thrust hard. His hands gripped the sheets on either side of your head, trembling.
“Fuck… you’re so tight,” he groaned, voice cracking. “So warm… all mine…”
He bottomed out with a soft, trembling whimper, buried to the hilt. For a moment he just stayed there, shaking, breathing hard against your neck.
“Am I… am I doing okay?” he asked shakily, clearly unsure. “Tell me if it hurts. Please.”
“You’re perfect,” you moaned, nails digging into his shoulders. “Move, Valko- please.”
He started moving. Slow, experimental thrusts at first, learning your body with every roll of his hips. But the second he found the angle that made you cry out and clench around him, instinct took over.
His pace picked up, moving with more vigor and intent, hips snapping forward with growing confidence even as he kept checking in.
You could barely understand the question. Your mind was spinning, body burning with pleasure as he fucked you so deep you felt him in your stomach. He was so thick, stretching you open so perfectly, and every thrust made you see stars.
“So good- fuck, Valko- don’t stop-“ you babbled, head thrown back, completely cockdrunk. Your walls fluttered and clenched around him like you never wanted him to leave.
Valko groaned, the sound raw and desperate. He didn’t expect it to feel this good. So tight. So warm. Gripping him like your pussy was made for him.
“Shit- you feel incredible,” he growled, hips losing rhythm as instinct completely took over. “So wet… so perfect for me…”
Then he felt it.
Something swelling at the base of his cock. His knot.
His eyes widened in surprise. “Wait- wait- I’ve never-“ He tried to pull back slightly but your legs locked tighter around him.
“Don’t- inside,” you gasped, so far gone you could barely think. “Please, Valko-“
He couldn’t hold back. With a broken moan he pushed deep and let it happen. His knot swelled, locking him inside you as he came hard, pulsing hot and thick, filling you up more than you thought possible.
The feeling of his knot stretching you, locking you together, sent you over the edge again with a cry of his name.
Valko collapsed on top of you, careful even in his haze, arms wrapping tight around your body as he shuddered through the aftershocks. His tail curled around your leg. His face stayed buried in your neck, breathing you in like you were oxygen.
“Was that… okay?” he mumbled shyly after a long moment, ears still slightly lowered even as his knot kept you tied together. “I didn’t expect… that. I’ve never… fuck, you felt too good. I couldn’t stop.”
You laughed breathlessly, fingers threading through his hair as you kissed the top of his head.
“You were perfect,” you whispered, still trembling around him. “My good boy.”
He huffed softly, but the way he nuzzled deeper into you, rumbling happily, said everything.
Valko, of course, was being zero help and one hundred percent annoying.
“Need a hand, shortstack?” he asked, leaning against the counter with a shit eating grin, arms crossed over his broad chest.
You glared at him over your shoulder. “I’ve got it.”
“You’ve been on your tiptoes for a while now. It’s cute. Kinda sad, but cute.”
That was it. You turned around, marched over, and jabbed a finger into his chest. “Lift me up then, you giant walking ego.”
His ears perked. Tail started wagging. “Say please.”
“Valko.”
“Pretty please with me on top?”
You groaned and tried to climb him like a tree instead. He laughed all bright and warm and caught you effortlessly, hands sliding under your thighs to hoist you up. Suddenly you were straddling his waist, back pressed against the counter, faces inches apart.
“Better?” he asked, voice dropping into a dangerously teasing register. His grip on your thighs tightened.
You swallowed. “The snacks are still up there.”
“Uh huh.” He didn’t move. Just kept holding you there, thumbs stroking lazy circles on your skin where your shorts had ridden up. “You’re really committed to getting those, huh?”
Your hands were on his shoulders for balance. His face was right there. The tension thickened in half a second.
You leaned in like you were going for a kiss, then at the last moment licked a stripe up his cheek.
Valko froze.
Then groaned, forehead dropping to your shoulder. “You’re evil.”
“You started it,” you responded back, grinning.
He pulled back just enough to look at you, eyes dark and playful. “Lick me like that again and you’re not gonna need those snacks tonight.”
You licked his other cheek just for good measure.
He huffed out a laugh and spun you around, pressing you against the counter properly.
“Brat,” he muttered fondly, nose brushing yours. “My favorite kind.”
Safe to say, he was the real snack at the end the night.
Twenty one days of radio silence, cryptic updates, and you checking your phone every five minutes like a lovesick idiot.
When Valko finally walked through the door, suitcase in hand and looking exhausted but whole, you didn’t even let him set it down. You launched yourself at him, arms wrapping tight around his neck as you buried your face in his chest.
He caught you easily, like always, a low rumble vibrating through him as his tail curled around your waist.
“I’m back, sweetheart,” he murmured into your hair, nose pressing against your scalp to breathe you in. “Missed you so much.”
You pulled back just enough for him to see the tears clinging to your lashes. “I hated every second you were gone.”
Valko’s eyes lowered instantly. He hated seeing you cry… but there was something warm and pleased in his eyes too. The knowledge that you’d missed him that badly. That you needed him just as fiercely as he needed you.
He wiped your tears with his thumbs, then kissed your forehead, your cheeks, the tip of your nose. “I’m here now. Not going anywhere for a long time.”
Dinner was quick and simple. You barely let him out of arm’s reach the whole time, clinging to his side like a koala. He didn’t complain once, if anything, he was overjoyed every time you touched him.
But after dinner, when the dishes were done and the lights were low, you disappeared into the bedroom for a moment and came back with… items.
Valko raised an eyebrow at the collar in your hands. Sleek black leather with a little silver ring. Then you pulled out a handful of AirTags.
He sat up straight “Uh… babe?”
You didn’t answer right away. Instead, you stepped close, reached up, and fastened the collar around his neck with a soft click. It fit perfectly.
“You’re not leaving my sight again,” you told him seriously, fingers tracing the leather. “Not for three weeks. Not for three days. Not even for three hours if I can help it.”
Before he could respond, you hooked a finger into the waistband of his pants and boxers, pulling them forward just enough to drop one AirTag inside. It landed with a soft thud against fabric.
Valko’s eyes widened, mouth falling agape but not moving to remove it.
You moved on like it was completely normal, taking his phone from his pocket, popping the case off, sliding another AirTag inside, then snapping it back on.
He just stared, mouth slightly open, a crooked, slightly concerned smile tugging at his lips.
“Sweetheart… what are you-”
“Shh.” You patted his chest sweetly and walked straight toward the garage where his car was parked.
Valko stood frozen in the kitchen for three full seconds before following you, collar still snug around his neck, one AirTag already nestled somewhere very personal.
He found you leaning into the driver’s side of his car, dropping yet another AirTag into the center console like it was the most reasonable thing in the world.
When you straightened up and turned around, he was leaning in the doorway, arms crossed, tail that had just popped out swishing slowly behind him.
“You’re insane,” he said, but his voice was warm, fond, and just a little breathless.
You walked over and hooked a finger into the ring of his new collar, tugging him down until your foreheads touched.
“Insane about you,” you corrected. “Three weeks was too long. So now I’m keeping track of my little wolf. Deal with it.”
Valko let out a soft laugh, ears flicking as he wrapped his arms around you and pulled you flush against him.
“…Fine,” he murmured, nuzzling into your neck. “But if you’re tracking me, I’m tracking you right back.”
I absolutely love your ot5 headcanons. Please do make more!!!
Well, they’ll be ot6 from now on! But I’ll get back to those soon enough :) letting the Valko-only brainworm run loose some more, after that we’ll be back to the usual program !
I just found ur blog I just wanted to let you know how delicious everything you write is Oml thank you so much!!! Im like squealing and kicking my feet reading the stories aksjdjdjkfdokd
Thank you for the kind words!!! These are the exact reactions I’d like to invoke(unless im posting angst heh)
You're willing to write for Valko??!!!! THANK YOU FOR LOVING HIM AS HE DESERVES IT (≧▽≦)
I hope everyone involved in creating Valko knows that he does have fans 🥹
I’m telling you right now, I will continue to write for him no matter what. I will make sure he haunts the narrative of the game even IF ITS THE LAST THING I DO!!! I’m not letting anyone forget the hot sexy buff researcher stem nerd loser guy.
I figured you might like to see this alleged list of valko quirks for your writing on twitter :3 https://x.com/superlucky4u/status/2075129965121867943?s=46
I love you oh mein gott- HE’D STILL LOVE US IF WE WERE A WORM!!!!!! HES A TEASING, HOT NERD WHOS KIND OF A LOSER!!!!!!! HE GREW UP WITH WOMEN!!!!! HES NOT GOOD AT SWEET TALKING!!!!!!!! I need him so bad I will die if we don’t get him INFOLD DO YOU HEAR ME HAND HIM OVER
There are some things and facts regarding what is happening with PPG/Infold right now that I’d like to share; I am half chinese and while my mandarin isn’t very good and I have never lived in China myself, I do know a little bit about how the CCP operates and how censorship, blacklisting, etc. works in China. This is a pretty long read and a huge info dump AND IT’S MY OPINION! Please do not take it as fact —
I’ve seen a lot of people claim that Valko was blacklisted; that is not true. The blacklisting of a character in China does not look like this. If he were truly blacklisted, you’d be unable to find a single trace about him on Chinese socmed. The CCP does not blacklist singular characters from games from what I know. They could demand for the character to be banned but I’ll get into that more in a second, otherwise characters will be demanded to go under heavy censorship but that does not seem to be the case here, either.
Something that a lot of people believe is that the CCP are the ones who demanded for Valko to be taken down or that they’re the ones currently restricting Infold/PPG but I honestly do not believe that, at least not when it comes to Valko, I’ll explain:
I’ve been going through Chinese social media all day and the general consensus from fellow Valko lovers that I’ve noticed is that a lot of them also do not think it was the CCP who “forced” them to remove Valko.
When it comes to the 731 issue(which is very serious and I am very, very surprised something like this was missed by PPG’s team, that really isn’t a mistake that a Chinese company should or honestly even would make but at the end of the day they’re human and we don’t know how thoroughly they go through everything they release) they already issued (multiple) apologies, removed the entire WU chapter and promised to do better and go through rectification regarding national sensitivity. For a game as big as LaDs and with the amount of tax paying money they bring into Shanghai, the government would be willing to let this go. Now, the issue regarding his bond story also is not something the CCP would step in over; as much as it sucks, issues regarding feminism and women’s safety in that form aren’t taken that seriously by the government. There is simply no way they would threaten a game that makes this much money and does promote Chinese culture globally over the issue of “what’s so wrong with letting a wolf enter your house”. While I personally also do not believe that line was put in with malicious intent, the CCP would in no way care about this to the point they’d make them take down the character.
The reason the CCP stepped in, was over the (partially fabricated) outrage on social media that happened. The CCP cares about peace amongst the people and that no disturbance to daily life happens. It was about the public opinion and dispute over the game. When the haters were sending cow dung, rice grains and funeral flowers while actively blowing the issue out of proportion, but even then what we’re seeing now simply doesn’t feel right, it honestly doesn’t make sense to me. Perhaps it’s the reason they’re rerunning the WiW banner now, to show how they promote Chinese culture globally but that would seem like enough to appease them currently. From what I know, any talks with the government are already over.
And lastly, I saw a post on Weibo about someone saying they contacted the 12315 hotline in Shanghai. That is the number for the Shanghai Intellectual Property Administration and they apparently, directly asked if the government stepped in to take down Valko and the response they received was, that it wasn’t the CCP. Which means the decision to take down Valko came from PPG themselves. Obviously, there’s no way to verify whether or not this really happened and if what they’re saying is true. But to me, this seems completely plausible.
I truly do believe it was PPG’s own decision to make Valko take the fall for all the negative media attention they were receiving. There have been similar posts of people claiming to have talked to insiders and what not and they’re all saying that this decision came from PPG’s higher ups with no regard for their dev team. This makes everything significantly worse in my eyes because not only does it mean that they truly do not care about their own creatives on the team and the amount of effort they put into this character but they’re a company that is very willing to sacrifice the easiest target to get themselves out of hot waters with the public instead of standing up for the story they’re trying to tell AND that they’ve simply been stringing protesting players along for the past week. This would mean that their silence is entirely chosen and they cannot be bothered to fix something that their players want because it is simply easier to ignore it.
I have said it before, them not utilising their legal department when they should’ve and fought for their own intellectual property speaks volumes about what kind of company this is. I am incredibly disappointed in their seeming cowardice and the awful standard and precedent this sets for the game. And I cannot imagine how low on morale the workers at PPG are now. How would you feel if you spent years creating a beautiful character whom you love as your creation, just to have it ripped away by uncaring higher ups?
Again, none of this is confirmed, at the end of the day all we can do right now is speculate but there’s always past experiences and knowledge to learn from to pinpoint what might be going on. The only good thing that this might point to is the fact that if it truly is a decision they made themselves, it is entirely reversible and if they take some accountability alongside actually moving with intent and protecting their creations and staff and show actual care for their players, this might be resolved.
This is a lot of information to take in😭 these are mostly just my thoughts after being on Weibo and XHS all day and talking to some of my Chinese friends. I just wanted to share and maybe see if someone else has any relevant takes!
I’m happy to announce that Valko Ao is now my OC who I will continue to write for<3 at least everything we write for him will be canon I guess…
Sigh, I don’t want to doompost so I won’t but my disappointment is immeasurable and I can only really describe this feeling as heartbreak. This is what happens when a corporation makes the wrong decision time and time again and doesn’t listen to their playerbase. Instead of immediately mobilising their legal team when all that slander started, they sat and waited, they released empty statements and backtracked and in the end, the creatives are the ones who got the short end of the stick. My heart goes out to his team, his VAs, his mocap actors and anyone who spent hours pouring love and passion into bringing life into this beautiful character who has resonated with many💗
I will no longer play Love and Deepspace because the company behind them has shown that they do not care for the integrity of their creative team and they do not care about the story they are putting out. Censorship has already started and the future content of the other five will also be jeopardised now.
No one is happy with this outcome, PPG has shot themselves in the foot and disappointed not only their global fans but also their domestic ones; seeing the unconditional support many Chinese players spent days on giving even in the face of harassment breaks my heart even more, I don’t believe all these efforts were in vain, everyone showed how strong the love for your interests can be!
I don’t want to tell anyone what to do, boycott if you want to, don’t if you don’t; however I do believe anyone who spends money in this game going forward should truly think about if they want to support a game that does not care for their own players and workers. In the end, none of our other concerns were fixed either. The lighting issues that dark skinned players have addressed numerous times in the past, the implementation of new ways to farm for diamonds, the timely reset of rewards for UO and AC or a main story update — none of it has come to fruition and it seems like going forward this game will simply be a gacha banner simulator where the only thing left to do, is paying money to obtain cards.
Valko truly did bring in a wave of fresh air and I was so excited to see where they’d go with his character. His base content such as his cards and orbits would’ve offered new means of gaining diamonds as well, so this is an even bigger F-you to the players.
I have a lot of love in my heart for this character who we never even got to officially meet and his cancellation has simply robbed me of any joy I had left to feel about this game. Even looking at the cards of the other characters I have, can’t invoke any feelings in me now because all I can think of is the disrespect towards the real people who were behind the creation of Valko. If they ever bring him back in the future, I might come back to the game but even then, the basic trust between a gaming company and their players has been broken.
I will continue to write for the little wolf :) and my heart goes out to anyone who is feeling down and heartbroken over this turn of events.
I was trying to be hopeful, and I think part of me was still in a heavy state of denial throughout this whole experience. The "coming soon" has officially been removed from the love interest selection screen.
I understand there is a lot more going on than what meets the eye. This is more than infold just "ignoring us" because they are under heavy fire right now not only from fans but from their own government. In that sense, I doubt they are able to be on social media the way they were before this entire smear campaign ruined LaDs image.
But let's be real, Infold gave them everything they needed for that campaign to succeed. And then still had the audacity to kneel when enough pressure was forced down upon them.
I have not logged into Love and Deepspace since the "message to all players" notice was posted on their socials. I am someone who has been playing this game for nearly 2 years - I am just a week shy of my 2 year anniversary - and over these two years I think I have only missed logging in a total of 5 times. It's upsetting to see a game I have dedicated so much time and money into just... burst into flames?
Especially since I truly love the characters they created - despite all of the games very obvious flaws. Not only with farming and updates, but with their blatant ignorance in the color selection for darker skinned players and the shadow and lighting issues for darker skinned players.
I hope those of you who wanted Valko removed are very happy with this outcome. Because you have truly ruined the game, perhaps all Otome games in general because they are cracking down so severely not just on LaDs but on censorship overall.
It is very likely we will never get another spicy banner or secret time. I mean they are already fucking with the rerun schedule, they skipped no defense zone and misty invasion and leapt to wander in wonder??
Gee I wonder why... I hope all you "we won!" people are happy with your fucking prizes. Dumb asses, was this really worth it?
If this is truly our outcome moving forward, the game is ruined. The main story is fucked, the plot is all screwed up, they can't even run their rerun schedule the way they were supposed to, and now all we got is this fucking 3000 gb house no one asked for. You sure won alright.
I'm being so pessimistic rn y'all but I'm so fucking pissed, we should be getting Valko tomorrow. We should be getting new poses, new interactions, a new main story branch. We should be getting a free four star, free five star, free diamonds, free crates with new myths. Instead we're getting the biggest fucking nothing burger update.
You sat on the edge of the bed, staring at the small wrapped gift in your hands, a simple silver chain with a wolf pendant you’d had custom made ages ago. The kind of thing he’d pretend to find silly but secretly wear every day under his shirt. Today was supposed to be special. Today was Valko’s birthday.
But he wasn’t here.
He’d been gone for three weeks now. A “temporary reassignment,” they called it. Some classified operation involving Ever. The kind of mission they only sent someone like him on when the stakes were too high for anyone else. He couldn’t even tell you the details. Couldn’t even tell you when he’d be back.
The last time you saw him, he’d held you so tight it almost hurt, forehead pressed to yours, hands wrapped around your waist like he never wanted to let go.
“I’ll come back,” he’d whispered, voice rough. “I promise. Wait for me.”
You’d kissed him like it might be the last time, tasting salt from tears you both refused to acknowledge. Then he was gone.
And today, his birthday, the silence in your apartment was deafening.
You hadn’t slept properly in days. Every notification on your phone made your heart leap, only to crash when it wasn’t him. Tara and Simone had tried to distract you, dragging you out for coffee and reminding you that he was strong, that he’d come back. But they didn’t understand. They didn’t know how empty everything felt without your giant wolf taking up space in your home and your heart.
You clutched the gift tighter, thumb running over the wrapping paper. “Happy birthday, you big idiot,” you whispered to the empty room, voice cracking. “I miss you so much it hurts.”
The tears came then, hot and unstoppable. You curled up on his side of the bed and let yourself break. The kind of ugly, gasping sobs you’d been holding back for weeks. Because today was supposed to be his day. He was supposed to be here, laughing as you tried (and failed) to cook his favorite meal, tail wagging as you gave him the gift, pulling you into his lap and kissing you until you were both breathless.
Instead, he was somewhere out there, probably exhausted, probably hurting, and you couldn’t even tell him how much you loved him.
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