there were some people you trusted and cared for
then out of no where they ruin your life
hell they dont give the impression to care anymore
so you do some irrational things in hopes to at least get their attention, because no matter how hard you try it's always been a short conversation or you're just all out ignored or you feel like you're used only to vent and as an advice box
the reason i intended to kill daisuke was to show in a way how i felt, guess none of them picked it up.
maybe i shouldnt have joked that much about it.
i feel so replaced and honestly i have always been this person who would hope for the better but i cant even do that anymore. i feel so useless and replaced and no fucking empty as fuck words are gonna help me.
those people ruined me, i gave everything to them and they didnt do shit for me.
maybe i should have just stopped talking to them back when i almost died.
i shouldnt have been so stupid.
im sorry everyone, but as i said there are certain people i'll continue to talk to. i'm sorry to my new followers, i would have loved to rp with you all but i sadly cant. maybe we'll meet in a group.