living paradox

lee jongsuk０９１４８９ itaewon, sk uni student aspiring game designer “Painting is the silence of thought and the music of sight.” - Orhan Pamuk, My Name is Red

[jjonqsuk]

[stopstalkinx-blog]

(`—her lips purse slightly, eyes blinking at his words because she couldn’t for the life of her remember what happened.) Erm…. (`—she lifted her index finger to her cheek, her eyes shirting away from him for but a moment as she thought of her next statement.) Ah…. (`—she turned to look back at him.) I don’t remember what happened actually. (`—she rubs the back of her hair with a nervous smile.) I mean, I don’t think it has anything to do with butt touching right? (`—her head tilts, eyes glaring at his suggestion that she meant herself.) … I may have cosplayed Ace but only because I couldn’t talk anyone else into it and I wanted to experience it for once. (`—her eyes soften slightly.) I wasn’t going to ask you to be naked! (`—she looks away for a moment mutters.) Not like anyone wants to see that. (`—she looks over to him her eyes still slightly narrowed while she sported a small pout.) I think you’d be a good Sinbad, okay?! (`—she looked back to him confident with the most serious of expressions.)

[lxjngsuk]

It's better that it stay that way. {` he sighs, more in relief than anything. at least he's spared of being constantly reminded of the time he cross-dressed for a convention, which he swore to himself to never give in to peer pressure and agree on anything because of annoyance from continuous pleading} Butt touching is on a different note since it was crowded-- though, I don't appreciate it one bit. {` quirks a brow at her statement, giving her a once-over} Ace? Please tell me you wore a fake toned shirt and didn't actually strolled around half-naked. {` his brow raised upon hearing her grumble, scoffing} Excuse me? I take offense to that.  {` he squints at her, flicking her forehead} Apologize-- and don't pout. That's not going to work and it never will. Not on me, at least. I'm fine with Sinbad, but who are you going to be? Morgiana?

[chutorro]

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[chutorro]

"Ah wait wait wait- I beg to differ. If you commit suicide in the first place you’re out of the running for becoming the protagonist unless it’s to save someone’s life or something to that extent. His reasoning was just insane. To think hate and misery could extend to such lengths is quite frightening." Playing with the Open & Closed sign that hung on the door, she flipped it over as soon as the words left him. "Well you can’t take it back now sir so you’re stuck with me." Grabbing a bottle of cleaning spray she went to clean the windows as she listened to his thoughts and smiled at his rambles. She couldn’t help but laugh at the mention of psychopaths and wondered what she got herself into? Maybe a free plate of sushi would be worth getting him out of here for the night, but at the same time, this was the most fun she had cleaning in days. "Of course it’s not a kink," she said in the most sarcastic tone she could conjure up, Despite knowing what he meant, she found herself joking with him.

[lxjngsuk]

"I think you're leaving out his reasons behind it. He wanted to frame the mastermind of murdering him, so they could all escape back to reality, but the protagonist had to be such a smartass and figure out the tactic behind everything" He sighs, still and will forever be disappointed of how that one scene turned out. Jongsuk's the type to stop reading a book when something doesn't go the way he thought and wanted it to go. This book, however, was an exception to his usual habit. With one elbow resting on the table and his chin propped on the bad of his palm, he watched as the person keeping him company cleaned the windows. "You know, I never caught your name." His laughter filled the quiet, and still atmosphere inside the closed shop, the reason behind it being how their process seems to be messed up. He's already blurted out about his attraction towards psychopathic characters and babbled out their contrasting opinions to each other and they still haven't introduced themselves. "It's not" He followed up, hinting sarcasm from the tone of her voice. "It's an attraction, a...something that isn't a kink"

[stopstalkinx-blog]

Usually, I’m really that type to deny people of such a thing but with that game, your friend’s victory is your own and that’s a fact. Take what you can get with that game. Limbo is my element honestly. All the puzzles and surviving. It looks like a Tim Burton movie that takes place in a nightmare and that’s my thing. There’s another game that happened and I can’t remember the name. It’s got a 1930s feel. That also reminds me that I need to play Child of Light. But! I accept your challenge and knew that we will fail but alas, we tried and we will go down in history for it. Yes, yes we will. I have a good feeling about this.

[lxjngsuk]

I'm glad we're on the same page on that. I usually leave that part out and receive praise and the credit that I don't deserve but fully accepts, because why not, right? It's good for my image and ego. So it's a win-win situation for myself and...myself. I'm no fan of horror, but I do enjoy mysteries and psychological themed games- take Alice: Madness Returns, for example. That's my type of coffee. Oh! I've heard of it, though I never played it before. It reminds me of Rayman Legends, only it focuses on a more mature audience. You know what they say, "try and try until you die", and I'm sure we'll set a record for most deaths in a span of a minute.

[theyangyura]

... (`eyebrows raise up and down a few times as eyes shift side to side in a devious fashion but her act was broken as his facade did as well, causing her to giggle briefly.) Alright, Picasso, go for it. (`she handed over the marker then outstretched her arms before him, giving them a little wiggle before settling.)

[lxjngsuk]

{` takes the marker from her, taking the cap off with his teeth and keeps it between his lips as he holds her arm in place, drawing one arm on her skin before he decides to keep the cap at the other end of the pen, leaving him the opportunity to babble } After this I'll need to have you sign a contract stating that I'm involved in no way whatsoever if and when you get skin cancer. {` he jokes, knowing writing on skin has no relations to the mentioned disease} How about we settle for four arms? Like that one dude in Ben Ten? He's pretty cool too. {`grins, putting the cap on the pen and hands it back to her} 

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[theyangyura]

Wait, what? No, no... It's not a what? (`scrunches her nose.) But I wanna be awesome and twist my arm around and join a circus and make people pay to see it and stuff.

[lxjngsuk]

It's nothing. That is, in fact, an arm. You just want to jack money off of people... {` squints at, taking a step away from her} My parents told me not to get myself involved with people like you. {` he says playfully, breaking into a grin seconds later, not able to hold the flat expression he intended to have } Alright. Here, give me the marker and I'll draw four more of this.

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[chutorro]

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[chutorro]

"Oh him- I never really liked him anyway honestly. I felt as if it was karma, but either way, it was unjust. Personally I like, Jaehyun. He’s very…determined in a sort of crazed psychological way." She found her words strange and wanted to stop herself before she said more; at the moment, she sounded just like her mother. Interested in pages and books that she read only once, her passions still laid in her restaurant, but he seemed to bring out the bookworm in her. Setting the glass on the table, she checked the clock on the wall as she walked towards the door. "Are you sure want to be here for another hour or two? I’m about to lock the door," laughing softly she counted down the offer, "going once, going twice-"

[lxjngsuk]

"You weren't a fan of the way he chained himself, left a knife stabbed his stomach and inhaled poisonous gas to frame the protagonist of murder when it's actually suicide? I think it was great and he should have been the protagonist instead." He grinned at the recollection of the scene he mentioned, noting to himself that he should go back and reread it. "Psychopaths are attractive." He raised both hands as if he's caught with murder and is being accused- which he isn't. "I mean in books, okay? It's no kink, or anything. The presence of character flaw tends to hook me up on a book, is all-- Though, I'm not saying being psycho is a flaw-- I'll stop there" A light chuckle leaves his lips, taking a sip from the newly filled glass afterwards. "Call. I have no plans for today, so I don't mind staying." He quirks a brow at the other "Unless you want me to go, then that'll cost you a free plate the next time I come here." He said with a grin, as if he's doing her a favor by staying.

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[stopstalkinx-blog]

I know people would call it n00b but dude, that’s impressive considering how hard that game is. It’s nothing like Limbo. I got through the game with only minor annoyances but I had to think about those but in Cloudberry it’s like “LOOK AT ALL THESE THINGS THAT WILL KILL YOU. GOOD LUCK” Every…. single…. level with minor random handicaps. Like, being chained to a little wheel and stuff.  ………………………. I better stop with the achievements. I might pass out trophies.

[lxjngsuk]

I might have left out the part that my friend helped me throughout those stages and I usually died halfway through the co-op-- but it doesn't matter. His victory is my victory. Limbo creeps me out. Although, it does seem like you're part of some Tim Burton movie, and it's cool in that sense. That's true! We should play a custom map together sometime with everything in max and see how it goes for us.

[stopstalkinx-blog]

(`—crosses her eyes moment at the pat, closing her eyes to relax them and shakes her head before clearing her throat, her eyes opening to see his squint, mouth opening to speak right before  she hears him basically kill her dreams with a single statement.) …….. BUT YOU WOULD BE SO CUTE AS ALADDIN! (`—she whined ever so loudly, her feet stomping on the ground childishly for a second.) Oh my god, you would be so cute as Aladdin though! All the chicks would want to hug you even more than they do usually. (`—she mutters that last bit, her eyes shifting off to the side, knowing just how much of an attraction he brought.) I was going to suggest Sinbad…. but—

[lxjngsuk]

I knew it. {` he felt a mix of pride at having guessed correctly, and the tiniest drop of guilt from having to oppose what she wanted. The guilt, however, disappeared completely after hearing her statement, making him scoff} That's what I'm avoiding, if you haven't realized from the last time that happened-- it was traumatizing. {` pauses} Sinbad? ...for you, or for me? Also, it better be with his actual clothes, and not just a leaf like from that one scene!

[lxjngsuk]

 jongsuk  @pyonamin    Aug 18

One second in P.T. and I'm greeted by a cockroach. I'll take it as a sign not to continue. 

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[stopstalkinx-blog]

I just watched people play it and cried a lot about it. Like, how does one get through that game? It’s MURDER. It’s so cruel. It’s 100G. You may have it.

[lxjngsuk]

I don't know either. I only made it as far as stage 20. I'm 260 levels away from defeating that game. Aren't I great? Ah, that's a lot. If I collect enough achievements from you, will that benefit me in any way? Say, if I reach 2kG, that could open up one request from me that you're obliged to follow. 

[stopstalkinx-blog]

I—

I mean, you’re talented, I cry at that game. I suck at it.

[lxjngsuk]

Please, I missed the very first jump. I take it that achievement's worth more? I'd take 75G if you offer it. 

[stopstalkinx-blog]

50G. Standard but helpful. I think— I mean, I got like 25G for using a Apple Gel in Vesperia.

[lxjngsuk]

I'll take it. Better than the Noob in Cloudberry Kingdom- which, I may add, was the first achievement I got in that game.

[stopstalkinx-blog]

I'm here for an achievement.