Content: rated M, complicated relationships, fluff, humour, complicated feelings, potentially older man/younger woman (the situation is complicated), morally grey fic, leaning yandere! Jing Yuan, minors dni
This is really long, like really long. Iâve been writing this for like a week or two (mightâve been two). Also as mentioned in the contents, itâs quite a weird situation (which makes it fun). I donât recommend minors reading this because (no offence) it takes a bit of discretion. ćšćżèćšćżæ may also be a series (not chronological), so if you liked this one, there may be potentially more in the future.
I actually lost my 50/50 to Clara at 85 pulls which pained me greatly to the point where I swore off gacha games for a bit. Then I decided to swipe and got him in around 65. I also pulled for his lightcone and got it in 1 ten pull, so Iâll take that as his apology ahahaha. Anyways, I hope you enjoy!
âAmidst the falling golden light of the Arbor
Glowing roots spread across the ship
Conflict blooming from its branches, the pale aurora flames.
Where gingko leaves fall and dance in the wind
Blood and despair follows
Halls of humanity, forgotten in the pride bred from our bones.Â
Thus sings our short history
Where legends live and never dieâŠâ
Your brush draws out the last stroke of the character onto your scroll, the golden paint appearing on the brown reflective surface just in time for you to meet the matching irises of the Divine Foresight.Â
âLate. Again.â The scroll is rolled and snapped shutâpoem incompleteâand tucked into your bag. Its red tassel hangs out teasingly. âGeneral, after many centuries I expect you to be less tardy.â
He plops down on the stool of the teahouse in front of you, making himself comfortable by crossing his leg and leaning his elbows on the table. âOh?â He says with playful amusement. He reaches over to pinch your cheek which you immediately dodge. âIf youâve known me for so long, why still call me âgeneral,â hm?â
You huff. âFirstly, youâre my superior, I must address you as such. Secondly, I know you, not in heart, but in mind. If everything written in my past selfâs journal is true, then you have hardly changed.â
As soon as Jing Yuan confirms an order of two Immortalâs Delight, he chuckles. âSo youâve finished reading all the journals?â
âOf course not, thereâs so much to read! If you told me I was a writer in my past life I wouldnât be surprised. I just finished reading volume twelve.â You cross your arms.Â
âOh? Youâve finished all twelve already?â
âNo, I started from the most recent years. The information seems the most relevant, like recent developments in my job and instructions on how to deal with them. That being said, youâre not keeping anything from me arenât you?â You eyed him suspiciously.Â
He feigned hurt, wincing and throwing a dramatic hand to clutch his heart. âDid your past self write such terrible things about me? I miss when you acted carefreely, especially when you would rush into my arms without care.â
âIâm old enough to not be doing that!â You exclaimed, hiding your face behind your hand in embarrassment. After taking a quick second to compose yourself (wisely covered up with a fed-up groan), you clarify your pointed suspicion in a hushed tone. âThe journal mentions how I was supposed to begin working as soon as I reached five years old. Iâm fifteen now and Iâve only started.âÂ
Itâs true. You were supposed to start when you were five. If everything had gone according to your past selfâs plan, you would master literacy by three and finish most of your studies by five like âhow you always didâ as you had told him. However, Jing Yuan had different plans. You were catching on quickly that he wasnât honouring your wishes as you had wanted them exactly. But it would take more deduction and action than merely suspicion to nail him in his sins.Â
âIf I were as wise as my past self seemed to have been, then I would not trust my reincarnation to solely one person, even if he was the Divine Foresight. It puts me in too much a vulnerable position.â
Jing Yuan sighs, but not of discontent. Returning to his leisurely posture, he stares at you from beneath his lashes lazily, saying. âYouâre so cute in your caution.â
If any Outworlders were nearby to witness the mild flirt, they would have shot a concerned look at Jing Yuan. Was this middle-aged man making passive moves on a young girl?! If they tried looking around at other passersby, they would find no such reaction. With one glance at the girl in question, locals would notice the Vidyadhara horns and the red Erudition eye painted on the middle of her forehead, then continue on their day. Afterall, the Sky-Faring Logistics Master could take care of herself.Â
The Dozing General always kept alertness just below the shallows of ease. You were a big deal in the Sky-Faring Commision, handling everything that involved the movement of goods of any kind. The seven Luofu Sky-Faring Commision Guilds imported and exported all sorts of products, but you arranged the receiving and releasing of said products. Suffice it to say, without you, the flow of hundred thousands of containers moving through the Luofu would be clashing in a blinding chaos. Much of the laymen didnât realise that the ever-capable Logistics Master had not been at her post for the past ten years. Merely seeing you led them to assume you were doing your job as usual. As for admin and employees within the Commision⊠the temporary Masterâs term had to be extended with the additional request (read: order) that any concerns were put to rest assuringly. Now, he had been relieved with good compensation and you were put in your proper position, everything would continue as normal.
No harm done.
Jing Yuanâs lips twitched when you scoff at his comment. âStill saying such things?â You say. âHmph, my past self might have tolerated it, but I wonât. If you like her so much, then show me the same respect!â
âWhy not act as casually as I treat you? Even the staff at the Seat call me Jing Yuan.â He leaned forward with a blossoming innocent smile. âYouâre already acting so haughty and youâve only just received your journals, have you forgotten who your official guardian is?â
âI knew it! My previous incarnation was a fool to put me in your hands!â You whined.
Mengming comes over just in time to stop your pouting fest with two refreshingly cold Immortalâs Delight. As you drag the drink closer, the expertly swirled fluffy whipped cream hardly bobs on top of the blended milk tea drink. A tiny hum of approval leaves your now grinning lips. That meant the drink was freshly blended, ice crystals still solid in the ideally near-frozen treat. Sprinkled on top is a generous cluster of brown sugar bits, glistening in what light sneaks into the shaded tea shop, as if the sweet syrupy goodness layered at the bottom of the same ingredient wasnât enough. It forms a murky fog that swirls cloudily with the liquid, just waiting to be stirred and messed about inside the cup. Hiding amidst the murk are bouncy and chewy pearls, treasures you canât wait to hunt with the red straw.Â
You waste no time taking a big gulp, uncaring of how the freeze travels straight to your brain. A sugary explosion bursts in your mouth, accompanied by the slight bitterness of the tea in the most uplifting manner. Unaware of how the bliss draws happy hum after hum, you chew on the pearls. Your hair sways side to side with your head, hands gripping the drink tightly like the magical treat it was.Â
The general takes a sip of his own, and savours the taste with you with closed eyes. Your past self was not here for the drinkâs creation, and your go-to refreshment was a personally brewed pot of Whale-Tide Spring tea. Your present self, however, was less interested in the archaic drink and preferred the more modern one. What a shock it was to him when you refused another sip of the tea, letting out a small âblehâ after only the first. In contrast, your love for Immortalâs Delight was as strong as your past love for Whale-Tide Spring (which was saying quite a lot, you always had a porcelain jar full of the leaves).Â
Ever since its introduction, Immortalâs Delight has been a hit with the Luofu locals, but especially with you. His original intention was to reintroduce you to your favourite tea, but with how sideways that went, he tried something else. Yes, he received weird looks from others as he ushered a toddler to take a sip of the chilly thick drink, but you loved it in the end so that was that. It was also of great amusement to him how you cried and grabbed for it when he threatened to finish the rest of it. And yes, he gave you an extra sip because you learnt how to ask nicely that day.Â
His eyes open to return to your form. Visions of the past overlaid themselves with the present. Past you was elegant, dignified with that slight tinge of whimsy. Present you was excitable, childish, bursting with a starlight that shone from your eyesâsomething he supposed could be called âyouthful innocence.â He wonders if this is what you were like in your younger days⊠thousands of years ago. You had mentioned how millenia of diligent journaling has maintained your wisdomâs edge no matter how many times youâve moulted. Itâs a well-known fact in the Xianzhou Luofu that the Sky-Faring Logistics Master never changes. Same name, same personality, somehow youâve managed to create a unique sense of immortalityâŠÂ Â
âIâll be moulting soon. I must ensure that all my knowledge and character are well-documented for my next reincarnation,â you told him one day. Back then, he was a young apprentice under Jingliu, helping to move boxes of journals to your new residence. It was sunny that day, and he had just finished another exercise of 10,000 sword strokes, but he was eager to help as soon as he caught a glimpse of you in the distance. He had asked why you kept so many records, refusing to admit his struggle with the weight yet still feeling the strain of them all the same.Â
âWhy does your reincarnation need to know all this?â
You tilt your head over your shoulder to smile at him, long horns extending gracefully in an arch against the bright sky. âI have been master over the Luofuâs goods flow for longer than you can ever imagine. Whether it be the receiving of commercial goods for residents or sending military supplies to our Cloud Knights, the hand that draws lanes and guides starskiffs must be an experienced one. The history of trade is great and the eyes that witness are the eyes that must be preserved.âÂ
You wave a hand lightly at the box he carries. ââhence my records.â
He wonders just how much youâve changed under his care. Letting you develop with hardly any direct influence from your past self mustâve affected you somehow. Not that he wanted you to change, Lan forbid. He loved you dearly, and heâs seen you be reborn over and over. He still dreams of every life you've lived and every moment you shared with him. As a good friend of his parents who worked in the Realm-Keeping Commision, heâs known you even before joining the Cloud Knights. Respect turned into admiration, then adoration, and further still in his adolescent years, a boyish crush which developed into an intimate love (and the lust that accompanies it) that he disguises under a close and familiar friendship.Â
Qingzu likes to say âwhen the Sky-Faring Logistics Master steps into the Seat of Divine Foresight, the Dozing General dozes no longer.â So perhaps he isnât subtle about his feelings at all.Â
Jing Yuan finds himself enjoying you enjoy your drink rather than enjoying the drink itself. Youâre adorable, unbearably so. Heâs met you in this age before but youâre always trying so hard to maintain your poise that he hasnât seen you act this way. Really, youâre quite different now. As a kid you would quite literally jump for joy when he bought your favourite food or read you your favourite books. Pouting wasnât a strange occurrence either. Sometimes he indulges in a little bullying to rile you up, have you stomping all over the place before giving you what you wanted. He watches you happily sip away, practically able to see warmth blossoming around you from joy.Â
Your past selves never pouted nor showed excessive joy, and you had grown into it. He had noticed how the pressure to continue the legacy of your first life strained you, whether it be in the tired narrow of your eyes or the hollow sigh you let spill out. You may be the same in biological make-up, but really, you were successors of someone with very high standards and ambition⊠or were possibly part of a social experiment (he vocalised that joke at some point and you only shrugged, saying you could understand the intrigue which only makes it more plausible).Â
The idea that he had ruined you somehow sent excited tingles zipping around in his brain. He had not only yourself in his grasp, but your very personality. When he made the decision to be your guardian, he wasnât thinking of this indirect consequence. Clutching your bloody egg in his arms, the scene of your head getting cleaved off replaying countlessly in his mind, all he could think about was how he had to protect you and keep you close.Â
So now you were his adorable little charge, and in the future, hopefully, his beautiful wife. Heâs made sure to keep his hands off you, it was distasteful to even attempt and would dishonour you and your past incarnations. But his feelings were very true and well⊠you were still you. Regardless of how different you acted.Â
âWhy are you suddenly looking so happyâŠâ you asked, nudging the empty cup away. âYou havenât touched your drink, if you donât want it, can I?â
Just as you say that he takes a huge sip of his Immortalâs Delight, causing a considerable amount to disappear. And much to his delight, you frown a little and keep your eyes on him albeit with an unimpressed expression.Â
âNow now, no need to make that face,â he mellowly drawls. âIâve been so distracted by the beauty in front of me that my drink has become watery, how will you compensate?â
âGeneral, I will throw my bag at you!â
He chuckles and continues to languidly sip, watching your face turn red. âHow satisfying,â he thinks. Long ago such teasing would only warrant a polite dismissal from you, even if you were blushing. Now he wonders what other expressions he could draw from youâŠ
Two empty cups are left on the table as the both of you leave for a stroll. Jing Yuan had arranged for this lunch break meeting since he hardly sees you anymore. He missed when he could take you with him to his office, it certainly made those boring days go by a lot faster. On days where heâs forced to stay up late signing documents or going over a deployment plan, youâre there sleeping soundly on his lap. It only takes a single glance down to restore his energy. Now that youâre working he only ever gets to see you in the mornings and evenings, not quite enough time.Â
Thereâs a pleasant breeze in the air and civilians are moving about peacefully. He allows himself to be lost in the atmosphere until he hears you mutter something. He looks down at you inquisitively with a small âhm?â and you blink up.Â
âOh! Itâs nothing!â You exclaim, waving your hands. âI was just wondering where Yanqing is.â
Yanqing. Your past self has never met him, he took in the boy not long ago and youâve happily adopted him as your younger brother. The boy is usually at the training grounds with other Cloud Knights or at home studying (thatâs what he tells him, but most likely he was distracted 80% of the time). Jing Yuan did ponder over whether to invite the boy, but decided that he could another time. Just like with you in the past, he brought Yanqing with him almost everywhere, but for today he just wanted to be alone with you.
âHe said he would be at the training grounds mastering his sword strokes. Why?â Jing Yuan replied. He leans down closer until you can feel his breath ghost over your cheek. âAre you missing your little brother already?â
He pulls away as you jump in place and stumble back, slapping a hand on the afflicted cheek. He chuckles with an innocent expression at your fluster.Â
âS-so? Iâm just concerned for him! Heâs usually with you and as his big sister, I have responsibilities, y-you know!â You sputter. âDonât get close like that!â
The general quirks an eyebrow and your nervous sweating increases as his smile grows wider. âOh no, what did I sayâŠâ
Like you anticipated, he walks closer, backing you up to the railings of the starskiff way.Â
âWhatâs wrong with me being close, hm?â He teases, heâs hovering over you now and you lean further back to create more space between you. âAre you getting shy? Is this why you havenât been giving me any hugs lately?â
Your head began to spin with how hot your face was getting. The truth was youâve developed a bit of a crush for your superior. Your caretakers have always told you how attached you were to the general, and that hasnât really changed until you read your past selfâs journal. You wrote a lot about the general, like things he said or memories of older days (with exact journal entry numbersâŠ). Sometimes you wrote descriptions of him with comments sprinkled in and it gave you a larger sense of familiarity beyond Jing Yuan just being your mentor. When you read an entry of a time Jing Yuan flirted (that word was nowhere to be found in the entry, but probably because your past self seemed to lack the recognition prowess for romance. You, who has read countless novels in your spare time, was well-acquainted) with your past self, you had to shut the book and almost threw it from your bed in second-hand embarrassment.Â
That was not the only entry to have contained such contents. And for the entire time, your wise past incarnation assumed it was the generalâs usual playfulness and your shared closeness. âWiseâ! What âwiseâ?! How dense could a person possibly be! A man caresses your hair and says sweet words as the sun sets in front of youâhow can it be anything but romantic! You had banged your head against your bed frame, going through multiple revelations at once, which alerted Jing Yuan who came into the room and asked âis something wrong?â To which you quickly hid under the covers and shouted ânothing!â as if that was less suspicious than just telling him you read something embarrassing from a novel.Â
Anyways, you could never look at the general the same way again. How easy it was to make those memories your own, the way you wrote those entries were very personable. Again, if you were a writer in your past life, you would not be surprised!Â
He leaned closely and gently ran his hand through some of my hair. The sun was beginning to set and our tea was cold from our lengthy conversation. It was cooling in the balcony of my flat but with Jing Yuan so close, I could not feel the chill.Â
âAnd yet another day has passed,â he says, clearly referring to the increasing rosiness of the sky. He has not taken his eyes off me. âMany more are to come. But none of them will be as special as those I spend with you. You are more beautiful than any sunset or celestial phenomena.â
I watched curiously as he lifted the lock of hair to his nose and breathed in softly before kissing it. This made me laugh slightly and I waved him off. âDonât hold me in such high regard, general. If I were to disappear, the rest of your days would become bleak.â
He looked at me seriously, gold irises glinting in the dying light. Somehow, it always manages to freeze me in place. Perhaps because Iâm not used to that kind of emotion on him in moments like these. He took my hand and grips it tightly.
He said, âif you disappeared, the sun in my days would never rise again.â
He loved your past self. You donât know if that sentiment was the same for your other incarnations, but he loved you deeply. When a young girl witnesses such tenderness and intimacy, even secondhand, how can she not develop feelings?! What made it even worse was the biting awareness that the both of you werenât the same person. Maybe in body, but not in spirit. You seemed so different from her! And it was all because you didnât start reading the journals early enough. A late bloomer, thatâs what you were. Did he still love you the same way?Â
âWhatâs on your mind?â Jing Yuanâs arms trapped you in between them, hands on the rails. âYouâre staring so vacantly at me as if youâre thinking about something else.â
That snaps you from the tangled mess of hot wires of your mind. Immediately, you attempt to push him away, glancing nervously at passersby who are beginning to take notice.
âG-general⊠not here⊠people are lookingâŠ!â
He hums and leans closer, striking gold eyes mere inches away from yours, lips smiling mere fractions away from yours. His white hair falling over your face like a curtain.Â
âThis wonât do,â he whispers. âI canât have your attention stolen away from me, can I?â
He takes a hand away from the rails to cup your head, tilting it stiffly so youâre angled to face him properly. âA kiss,â you think dumbly. Was he really going to? Did you want him to? Your mind scrambled to sort the complexities of the situation. Technically, you were younger than him, incredibly so. And you were only fifteen! No matter how you looked at it, this was quite illegal wasnât it?! You tried so hard to ignore this strange circumstance you found yourself in with the general. If only your past self was smarter about it! That stupid journal!
Just as you begin to feel dizzy and light-headed, Jing Yuan pulls away and pats your shoulder casually. âItâs quite rude for your mind to wander off while having a conversation, try to improve next time,â he says before continuing his stroll, leaving you flushed against the rails.
Upon processing his statement, your cheeks heat up further, no longer from embarrassment, but from anger.Â
âAs if you donât do the same! General!â you shout, charging after him with the intent of giving him a good shove.Â
Jing Yuan laughs as he accepts your shove, hardly affected. Heâs seen enough to ascertain the future of his relationship with this new youâenough to grant him clear foresight. Now all he had to do was play his moves carefully.
In your office, you stare at the poem you were attempting earlier this afternoon. Remembering Jing Yuan turns you red, hastily you scribble down the last line before focusing on the rest of your work.
âAmidst the falling golden light of the Arbor
Glowing roots spread across the ship
Conflict blooming from its branches, the pale aurora flames.
Where gingko leaves fall and dance in the wind
Blood and despair follows
Halls of humanity, forgotten in the pride bred from our bones.Â
Thus sings our short history
Where legends live and never die
In heart and in mind.â
15. This character is sent a scam email by the fae requesting they type in their name for a free prize. Do they fall for it?
I don't know which one so I'm going to go with the lot:
Gremlin #1 Black Sails Silver
CLICKS IMMEDIATELY. Loses his name, but the joke's on those tiny sparkly bastards because it wasn't his name to give away in the first place! Net-zero damage because they can't take it since the deal only covered his name.
He takes this to Flint, bragging and plotting how they could possibly set up a similar scam, Vane (I don't care when this takes place, this scenario doesn't make sense at all in the first place) is nodding along "You might have an idea there,"
Eleanor shrugs in a 'yeah he might be right' gesture.
Jack looks around at the four of them "This is a joke right?" he turns to Anne "Anne, they're fucking with me, aren't they?" She doesn't know and gives a tiny little pat-pat/there-there on his shoulder and he sits back down.
Max just: "Let him do it, either nothing happens or something funny will happen." Anne actually thinks that's the most sensible thing anyone has said.
Flint shakes his head "Wait a minute. How did you type your name? Because even if John Silver isn't your name, Long John Silver is."
"....shit." and he immediately turns into a parrot.
Gremlin #2 Book Silver
He's seen so much shit, he doesn't even give the scam the time of day. He does, however, save the email for possible use later. Most likely going to send it to a local lord for giggles because running the Spy-Glass isn't exactly boring, but for an ex-pirate it can be a bit of a drag. Accidentally forwards the email to Jim while trying to send it to one of the Gentlemen, and has a moral crisis over it.
Gremlin #3 Muppet's Silver
Deletes it on sight; he might have been defeated by felt and a tween, but that was only because his army was also made of felt and not a reflection . This guy would have murdered any other Silver, stone cold, if you dropped him in Black Sails he'd have been a nightmare. Luckily for all parties he's a) trapped in a Muppet movie, and b) has a soft spot for the kid he wanted to make his pirate son.
Gremlin # 4 National Theatre's Silver
Impulsive as fuck, brain cell count drops to zero when money is on the line. Types in the first name he thinks of, which is Jim's, tries to click back so he can use Trelawney's name instead but it's too late. Fae show up and he tries to argue it doesn't count because the deal was HIS name. He offers the nickname Barbecue and gladly loses it. Thinks he got away with it but the prize they fae left him with is just a random skill, like cooking or something else he's already good at.
Gremlin #5 Treasure Planet's Silver
Sees email and lets out a whistle of glee. Immediately types in his name. Gets faced with fae who tell him the name is no longer his. He shrugs it off, he can come up with a new name but where's his prize, because they can't lie and now they owe him. Morph immediately befriends a handful of them and swaps places with one, which leads to an entire subplot.
April 16, 2023 - Weekend reward! I decided to focus on Lee Jong Sukâs presence instead of diverting my attention to the organizers that ruined the night for the fans.
I also won a signed poster which made my night more bearable.