between rage and serenity

mankind has always feared what it doesn’t understand. erik ● he/him ● read links

[lxvrir]

logging in after a long amount of time away…..again. why do i always do this specifically in the dead of night when i have work to do

[lxvrir]

here we are yet again

[lxvrir]

logging in after a long amount of time away.....again. why do i always do this specifically in the dead of night when i have work to do

[lxvrir]

i cant believe i forgot to post this terrible meme i made for tiktok (i know) on here. good night from a sexy bitch

[lxvrir]

i was reminiscing about being on this account while pulling an all nighter in my tiny immensely depressing dorm room (because i am pulling an all nighter now in much less depressing living situations). also im realizing had the same icon nearly since ive made this icon, even though its not accurate to my Self as erik. at this point it seems ridiculous to change it

[cargifs]

[loveamongthesailors]

legit excited to see this come around again

[coquetrys-blog]

remember when dash drama looked like this

[ratzenbeco]

[baaulp]

*holding both hands to the sides of my temple, struggling and sweating. A hotdog (no bun) levitates in front of my face*

Aaaaaaauuuuuuugggghhhh-

*The hotdog rockets forward past my face, splattering on the wall behind me*

[rnavka]

*places another hotdog in front of you*

Again.

[lxvrir]

is the xmen kin community truly so dry nowadays or are we all just painfully quiet

[lxvrir]

its very funny to me (read: it is tiresome) how both watson & bones shifts give me similar amounts of anger bc of my irrepressible annoyance with the aggravating people i decided to devote myself to/deal with out of circumstance

[sweatyfbiprofiler]

[persimmonns]

The Lathe of Heaven by Ursula K. Le Guin / @lobotomybarbie / ? / @citrusflowers / fermentation night by Molly Cheang illustration & painting / 8th to 6th century BCE figurine of a woman baking, Akhzib / @3-ducks-in-a-trenchcoat​ / @moss-is-nice​ / ? / Everything Leads to You by Nina Lacour 

[smalltownboymp3]

[amanda-oaks]

“Heart, feral. Heart always getting carried away. Heart, delirious. Heart, blotto. Heart always out of its fuckin’ mind. Heart on a two-week bender too sad to stop. Heart on blast. Heart always on blast. Heart full of screws, all loose. Heart full of love, all spent. Heart, tight. Heart, packed suitcase. Heart, standing room only. Heart watches the room hold its breath, hold in its gut, hold it all. Heart a beast with too many teeth, all bite & tongue sharp. Heart, gorge. Heart, canyon. Heart cram it all in its mouth. Heart birdcage & coffin. Heart hollow out everything that loves it. Heart take & take & take until it’s too full to beat. Heart love until there is no love left.”

— Bullet With Butterfly Wings ✮ Amanda Oaks, published in decomP magazine (with audio)

[lxvrir]

the way i havent logged in in like…forever

[lxvrir]

update on me if anyone who doesnt have tabs on me elsewhere is reading + cares, ive had many epiphanies in the past year, we’ve been holed up for months because of the plague ofc, i spent last night reading cherik fanfiction from the late 90s/early 2000s. many things have changed and still others have stayed the same

[lxvrir]

the way i havent logged in in like...forever

[mwagneto]

done ™

[nepofledgling]

That scene where Charles tells storm she can’t come on the mission is so fucking funny like 1. it’s dumb, 2. he’s literally like “sorry storm ive lost enough people I love already and I care about you too much to let you come along. Scott, lets go” like Scott is RIGHT THERE dhjfkfkng

[nepofledgling]

[lxvrir]

canon call moment

im erik lehnsherr (magneto) and im looking for...well. anyone xmcu-wise, and specifically lorna or pietro re: 616. i've already found my charles (all canons), wanda (616+), and hank (xmcu) so not looking to connect on that particular front

my memories page and whole byf spiel are linked on my blog

feel free to like/rb/follow/message me if you'd like to talk!