aarmau divorce fever

elliott. they/he. gay aaron truther and shad the destroyer apologist. (about)

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it’s kind of sad the the period of time i care the least about mystreet is the time when the best show airing on hbo is m/m/f. the aarothmau aus i’d be making

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HAPPY DEATHIVERSARY AARON

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HAPPY 10 YEARS BABY GIVE IT UP FOR 10 YEARS!!!!!

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i was looking through my fiiiiiles¹ for reasons completely unrelated to mystreet and in between aaron xavier lolita au² and a lot of garron³ i found a really long outline of this fic i had for some reason completely forgotten i had written some of/tried to write but it all came rushing back when i read it. it was structured around the mountain goats' tallahassee album and the first half was aaron and aphmau's relationship kind of dissolving post-starlight in the faces of aaron's new disabilities/their new trauma/aphmau's revelations that all her friends are bad people and then she thinks he's going to break up with her but then it leads into the second half where they have to go on a road trip from seattle to florida to go to a starlight location where a pro-michael cult is trying to do a ritual and they have to stop it. and it had all these references to albert camus' myth of sisphyus (in this universe the 'myth of shad' relating endlessly breaking out of realms to endlessly rolling a boulder up a hill) and jean paul sartre's no exit and i was honestly kind of horrified to stumble across it not because i disagree with it or even think its THAT badly written (its ok) but because it was such a pure look into the psyche of my 2019-2020 brain that i had a moment about it

¹ https://youtu.be/LycxaMcbYHs?si=KEVoun1fbY5oU4Ag

² in a quite loose sense, their ages are unchanged from FCU and it is set during that era but it is a sexual-abuse-themed-road-trip-after-derek-is-killed au, and this was the obvious inspiration, so

³ i only ever published the two fics about them but i wrote A LOT. the one i got the closest to also publishing was a garroth pov of aphmau's year where he keeps hallucinating and shit

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did not remember that

what WAS up with that

i don’t know. it was completely baffling . just an interesting implication for his whole deal. i probably wouldn’t have remembered to this day if i hadn’t made this

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youre like dante in mystreet

dude do you remember when she did that one memes video or whatever and she had dante complain like “they RUINED it i can’t believe they made the cast all WOMEN” like what was up with that

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top ten ctier doctor who actors to ME. you were always my favorite aph blogger and I stand by that to this DAY.

AWWW omg this is so sweet thank u lol. I got a big ol smile on my face seeing this :) <- me

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out of curiosity wanted to see how many followers i still had on here (it’s too many) but more importantly i have 53 UNANSWERED ASKS dating back as far as 2018 and i just scrolled through them and some of them i know why i did not answer but a lot of these. Yeah sorry i can’t remember why i ignored you. i guess i just got so many asks. anons in 2025 get the privilege of always being answered i’m like an actor for a C tier doctor who character who is really easy to see at conventions now (realizes this is an irrelevant reference) (trying to translate it in aphmau terms) I’m like Laurence in Mystreet! (realizes this doesn’t work) I’m like a voice actor from a C tier anime who is really easy to see at conventions now?

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it’s always “why did you sacrifice yourself and leave me behind” and never How was the sacrifice Was sacrificing yourself fun it looked fun

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i don’t think about aphmau too often anymore except when i get notifications on this blog which is still kind of often so i guess i do.

anyways if i can do a little #retrospective here i think its still SO funny that s6 implied ein and aphmau were siblings, badly, and then years later she went back on it in the community tab. if u know me from my aphmau days i was incensed over this and argued with several people on tumblr over it including aphmau herself. while i didn’t think of myself with this term at the time this mcrp-induced rage was, really, because i am an incest survivor who had not processed that yet and was not ready to see it reflected in fucking mystreet. and though it by no means made me realize that it is an interesting thing to look back on because i don’t disagree with writing about incest. yet i was so mad. and i do maintain that it was a maddeningly stupid shock factor decision born out of a lack of respect for the audience/incest survivors who might be among this audience (something i’m sure she never thought about, because people rarely do) but now that i’m older it just makes me laugh. obviously we goofed on it here but it’s genuinely inspiring to me now badly mystreet is written. i love that this ostensibly kid’s roleplay introduces an evil mind controlling rapist in the 4th season. pretty much every oc universe i write now has some kind of corner that’s about the Horrors Of Incest, and it feels at least partially inspired by ein shalashaska. Or whatever the fuck his last name was

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my Might Draw Things idea for you is anything to do with kim and ghost. because i like them

you all know me so well<3

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spare an aaron. or garroth. Or both #pridemonth?

your wish is my command anon. #pridemonth

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i haven’t seen anything aphmau related or drawn anything related to it in… i wanna say about 4 years. i don’t feel like checking. However i’m desperate for attention and in need of warming up as i prepare for art fight. send me ideas and i might draw them. Keyword might. but i’m feeling crazy

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hiii im the anon who sent the message about relooking into your old analyses on mystreet content from years and form my opinion on them. I didnt realize me brining up yellowjackets would cause whole different discussion on it, and i agree with you. it’s becoming cartoonishly riverdale, but i fuck with the concept and i support women’s wrongs,,,for the most part. I never catched up season 3 bc i knew it was gonna disappoint me like crazy ever since older nat died.

i would be down to know you’re thoughts on current media you’re into like movies or shows, you seem pretty cool despite me having slightly different opinions on aphmau stuff ( mcrps suck anyway, yolo)

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i feel bad the other yellowjackets anon sent me another ask and i was like "oh i'll answer it when i catch up" and i just. HAVE NOT CAUGHT UP. so if you're reading this the other person im sorry. Anyways on to you anon. i appreciate the compliment having different opinions on mcrp is all kosher here (because of course it all sucks anyway)

i get u like i do need to clarify even if im comparing it negatively to riverdale I REALLY LIKE RIVERDALE like i think its hilarious and i think it has a grasp on tone that is very intentionally absurder and campier as it goes on which i just dont think yellowjackets has been pulling off as much but it is similar we just need like a yellowjackets musical episode or something idk. also i totally support women's wrongs misty is lowkey my fav

i'm trying to think if i have any like. Relevant opinions that aren't related to movies (i absolutely loved Sinners recently and i have complicated feelings on The Shrouds... here's my letterboxd if anyone gaf) my boyfriend and i have been reading Blue Lock which is funny and enjoyable i love high stakes sports. been watching my friend stream The Hundred Line -Last Defense Academy- lately (the new game by kodaka the danganronpa guy. and the zero escape guy! whose name i dont remember) which is completely irredeemably terrible but also the most fun thing ever kind of (in part cause there's 4 of us playing/watching so we're in this together) i also posted like 15k words of fallout 4 fanfiction like a week ago. So that's something

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holy moly didn't see you replied but oh my god yeah literally from the affair-murder subplot my partner will confirm i was RANTING about that. like . the adult plot does have good shining moments but its getting sooo let down by its shittest . riverdale ass. but similar to a riverdale type show i can't stop watching its like a mild train wreck but i'm in the train and i've had the free will to jump off about 27 stops ago and have refused to because yay<3 train<3. obsessed with the way this show is grinning at me like omg im gonna subvert expectations teehee i'm so cheeky look its a red herring! plot twist! but then the plot twist sucks and i'm like y'know i really liked that red herring better actually

i was waiting to answer this until my boyfriend and i caught up a bit more cause maybe then i’d have something new to say but i just saw this article on twitter

BE SERIOUS. like having a writers room where that’s your main objective is one thing but on S3 OF YELLOWJACKETS? Kind of unbelievable. and we still need to catch up. Ugh

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HAPPY DEATHIVERSARY AARON

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9 Years Baby. Give it up for 9 Years

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Omg imagine people’s reaction to that video 9 years ago. I wonder how many of them thought it was the April fool’s prank.

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imagine? don’t make me feel old. I Was There.

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HAPPY DEATHIVERSARY AARON

the first assisted suicide minecraft boy

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9 Years Baby. Give it up for 9 Years