☆. 𝓌𝒶𝒾𝓁𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓌𝑜𝓂𝒶𝓃

Are you deranged like me? Are you strange like me? Lighting matches just to swallow up the flame like me? Do you call yourself a fucking hurricane like me? Pointing fingers cause you’ll never take the blame like me? And all the people say, “You can’t wake up, this is not a dream, You’re part of a machine, you are not a human being, With your face all made up, living on a screen Low on self esteem, so you run on gasoline.” Oh, oh, oh, oh, I think there’s a flaw in my code, Oh, oh, oh, oh, These voices won’t leave me alone, Well my

[lydisms]

someone please give me all of the obx ships and things. i will write any and all characters if i can write kiara against a jj. like a small mumu where we take on the characters to write the ships, friendships, everything?? yes please

right now i am looking for someone who is active as well or at least communicative.

it's nothing personal and real life always comes first but i just lose interest if there's weeks of no communication at all!

so if you write on discord and you're 18+ and interested, please give this a like and i'll reach out asap !

(but also i’d love more discord writing partners in general so if you just want to write ocs and plot some stuff feel free to like this as well!)

[lydisms]

call-me-stiles​:

“My girlfriend is the smartest,” he replied, grinning at her. He was glad that she seemed to be really happy that she knew most of the words. “Your so smart…I could kiss you,” he told her, leaning down and doing exactly what he said he would do. Stiles knew that she would never tell him no unless something really, really bad happened. Her comment made him frown a bit. Stiles knew that neither one of them liked to be alone. Sure, they liked their quiet moments, but they had both been through so much trauma that being alone was almost suffocating. He honestly felt that way with a lot of people, too, which was why their were times during training where it was almost too much. “Uh…probably,” he replied, almost not hearing what she said at first. “But…so…Lydia, before we do all that…what do you think of us maybe adopting? Not a kid…I mean, in case you were thinking that’s what I meant…I mean like…an animal. A pet. Maye a dog?”

Lydia couldn’t help but grin at the compliment. She’d come a long way from being the girl who used to pretend she was dumb. Now, getting called smart was probably the best thing you could say to Lydia. The strawberry blonde could tell Stiles had something else on his mind while she was talking. It was written on his face that he was only half-listening, but before Lydia could ask what was up he told her. Her eyes widened immediately in a bit of shock when he mentioned adopting. “Thank you for the clarification.” Lydia chuckled lightly. Eventually she knew she was going to start a family with Stiles, but she definitely wanted to at least be married to him before they started having children. A pet, however, was totally doable. “Yeah?” Lydia began, a smile growing wider on her face the more she thought about the idea. She hadn’t had a dog since Prada passed away a few years ago, and Lydia was certainly interested. “I actually love that idea.” She finally said. “Okay, forget the movie.” Lydia shook her head. “We’re getting my laptop and looking up dogs that are available for adoption.” It was no secret that Lydia could be a bit of an impatient person.

[lydisms]

i don’t feel well today at all so im gonna go to bed early and be around tomorrow!

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skylcrfallon​:

“Honestly, it’s okay, I really should have waited until at least it was morning, but why were you awake?” She finally focuses up on her and notices that she didn’t look like she had just woken up, a look of worry forming in her expression as her eyebrows crinkle together. Following Lydia inside, she sits herself down on the couch and keeps her arms around herself. “Can I get a drink, please?” She already knew the answer but wanted to ask anyways. “Do you remember..when my parents passed away? I had just turned fourteen and pushed myself away from…everyone.”

“You can come to me no matter what time it is, Sky.” Lydia made sure to look Skylar directly in the eyes at her words. The strawberry blonde would do anything for her friends, especially someone she’d known as long as Skylar. It meant a lot that the other girl decided to come to her, it didn’t matter what time it was. “Honestly, just some trouble sleeping. It happens sometimes. I’ve gotten better with it.” That shouldn’t be surprising given everything Lydia had been through, but she really did make a lot of progress. Lack of sleep every once in awhile as opposed to every night was something Lydia would take. “Of course.” Lydia immediately grabbed a water for Skylar and handed it to her before meeting the other girl on the couch. “If you want something else, feel free to grab it. Whatever you need.” She offered. “Y-yeah. I remember.” Lydia nodded her head, encouraging Sky to continue.

[tim-lucy]

endless list of otps: stiles stilinski & lydia martin (teen wolf) “Remember how you’re the first girl I ever danced with? Remember how I had a crush on you freshman year? Sophomore year? Junior year? Remember how you saved my life? You saved my life too. Just remember…remember I love you.”

[lydisms]

skylcrfallon​:

Nightmares had been a part of Skylar’s life for as long as she could remember so the fact that she couldn’t sleep had been no surprise. The surprise had been when she had impulsively decided to go and visit Lydia, usually she dealt with her nightmares by herself, but with a close friend here, she had decided to try and ask for help, despite how much it would pain her to do so. “Hi..I’m kind of realizing how silly this was and that I really shouldn’t have bothered you this late at night, I’m sorry.” She shakes her head and makes a face, arms wrapped around herself nervously. “I couldn’t sleep and just..wanted to talk to someone, if that’s alright?”

“Hey, no.” Lydia immediately shook her head at Skylar’s words. “It’s totally fine. I was awake anyway.” The strawberry blonde said softly. She had helped Stiles with his nightmares for a long time, and even had a couple of her own. So Lydia knew exactly what this was about and she didn’t mind that Skylar had shown up. She’d known the other girl since childhood and would do anything for her. “I’m glad you came here. Seriously, Sky. Come inside.” Lydia stepped out of the way to let the darker haired girl inside the apartment. “If you need to talk, I’m all ears.” Lydia could be a harsh person, and come off kind of cold. But as soon as someone she cared about was hurting, she immediately went soft. Almost like she went into protective mode within seconds. “Take a seat on the couch. I can get you a blanket, sweatshirt, a drink, anything you need.” Lydia offered. “Or I can just sit and listen.”

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call-me-stiles​:

Stiles plopped down on the couch next to Lydia once he was comfortable after his trip. He was glad to be back in their apartment with her by his side. The other people he was with at training had people they loved back home - whether it was significant others or family members - but some of them didn’t quite understand how much Stiles missed being with Lydia. Then again, he knew that none of them had been through the trauma he had been through with Lydia and his pack. They just couldn’t understand because they hadn’t almost lost the ones they loved the most multiple times. “Eight books? Damn, Lyds….were they textbooks or novels or a mix?” he asked her. Stiles knew Lydia tended to gravitate towards textbooks but novels could be fun, too. At least he heard that. His ADHD made it hard for him to concentrate so he tended to read graphic novels, comic books, and manga when he had the time.

“A mix. One book was in French, I wanted to see how much I understood. Only needed to use a translator a couple of times.” Lydia shrugged her shoulders. She did tend to gravitate towards textbooks just because she enjoyed the knowledge it contained, but Lydia occasionally loved a good novel as well. A guilty pleasure of hers would easily be cheesy romance novels. Of course no one except Stiles knew that. “The apartment was quiet without you though.” Lydia was still getting used to having her powers back after going a couple of months without it. The quiet bothered her with the voices in her head, and now that she was relearning control, it was rough. Alas, the banshee would much rather be going through that than not have her powers at all. She was beyond thankful and genuinely happy to have them back. “You want to watch a movie or a show? I’m sure there’s a couple you need to catch up on.”

[scottstiles]

@ljcovensky asked: Sassy Lydia or Nurturing Lydia?

[lydisms]

call-me-stiles​:

“I’ve never been cooler than you and I seriously doubt that I ever could be. As for too good for you…yeah, that will never happen. I think you are seriously underappreciating how truly lame I am.” Stiles was just happy to be back with Lydia. He knew that after he graduated college he would go for full training that would last months and months before joining the FBI but for now he was done for a little while at least. Stiles nodded his head and was about to head that way when her voice stopped him. He leaned back in and kiss her lips before placing two or three kisses on random spots on her face. “I think I can handle waiting for a joint shower.” Stiles sent a wink her direction and headed to their bedroom. He definitely missed their bed. After changing to a pair of sweats and a t-shirt, Stiles went back to the living room. “What were you up to before I got here?”

Lydia rolled her eyes playfully in response. She certainly didn’t think Stiles was lame. Well, maybe back in her earlier years of high school that thought had crossed her mind. But over the years, and after everything they had been through together, Lydia began to see Stiles in a different light. And now he was her absolute favorite person in the world. Even being separated from him for a few weeks was torture. “Looking forward to it.” Lydia said with a grin before getting everything settled on the couch and waiting for Stiles to return. “Just reading, and counting down until you got home. It was honestly kind of pathetic.” Lydia scrunched up her nose before laughing. She moved over to make room for him to sit next to her on the couch. “It’s been uneventful, as you know.” Stiles may have been gone but they did video chat every second they were able to. They both kept each other pretty in the loop. “But I managed to read eight new books in two weeks, which is a record for me.”

[lydisms]

@skylcrfallon​

Being up in the middle of the night wasn’t unusual for Lydia. The weird part on this particular night was the fact that someone was knocking on her apartment door. Her eyebrows furrowed together as she looked at her phone, wondering if she missed a text from Talia saying she was coming over. There was no message so after a moment Lydia cautiously got out of bed- doing her best not to wake Stiles- and headed to answer. She peered out the hole and exhaled when she saw it was just Skylar. However, that relief didn’t last long once she realized there must have been an issue for the other girl to show up like this. “Sky?” Lydia said softly after answering the door. “hey, is everything alright?”

[optional]

HOLLAND RODEN as ERIN — No Escape, 2020

[eizagonzalezs]

comedy meme:[1/?] banter: → Stiles and Lydia banter about finding dead bodies.  ‘’guys i found the dead body.’’

[dacutiehart]

endless list of favorite female characters: lydia martin [teen wolf]

“Sweetheart, my last boyfriend was a homicidal lizard, so I think I can handle a werewolf.”

[hollandrooden]

[lydisms]

call-me-stiles​:

“I am not going to object to you checking in on my six-pack, obviously. I would be more than happy for you to judge it.” Stiles winked at the strawberry-blond in front of him. Being with her in person again made everything feel right again. “I’m a little tired. Not too bad, though. The drive back is the hardest part of the whole thing though. I was trying really hard not to get a ticket for speeding back to you.” As Lydia grabbed his suitcase, he shuffled his workout bag over his shoulder better and followed her to the bedroom. “We can grab takeout. I don’t even know what I feel like, honestly. Maybe Chinese. Does that sound okay to you?” 

“Thank God the FBI didn’t change you too much. At least you still allow me to check in on your six-pack. You know, I was starting to get worried that you’d come back way cooler than me and too good for me.” Lydia quipped with a grin. She was proud of Stiles for following what he really wanted to do. She knew how hard he worked, and also how he finally was able to make the time to go to the training. In the past, the timing just never added up. Lydia was happy this was done now. “Chinese is perfect.” Lydia nodded. “You want to go get settled and I’ll order the usual? Meet me back in the living room when you’re done?” The banshee offered. She figured Stiles would want to change into different clothes before relaxing for the night. “But I do have to ask that if you want to take a shower you at least wait until later for me to join you.” She added playfully.

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kole-richards​:

The last person Kole expected to see was Lydia. She was pretty important when he first came to Beacon Hills but she had gone through some things and had retreated into herself. Kole didn’t blame her. Trauma was real and it was something he was coming to terms with for himself. He wasn’t going to put her trauma down in anyway. “Hey,” he told her, a smile on his face. He was just glad that she seemed to be in a good place now. “I’ve been good. How about you? How are things?” Kole was a bit awkward but he was trying his best.

Lydia genuinely was happy to see Kole. It had been awhile since they spoke, but of course she still cared about him. Once you earned Lydia’s loyalty, it was honestly hard to ever lose that. She just needed some time to heal. “Things are better.” Lydia added with a nod. It was the first time in a long time she could say those words without feeling like she was lying. She really was feeling better, after months of working through some serious trauma. “I’m glad to hear you’ve been good.” She offered him a friendly smile. “How’s Faye doing?” For awhile Lydia still checked in on Kole’s sister, but after some time she learned she needed to just work on herself and stop worrying about other people as much. It was Stiles who helped her learn that she wouldn’t be any good to anyone else if she wasn’t good to herself.

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call-me-stiles·:

Once he had Lydia back in his arms he finally felt like everything was right in the world again. It wasn’t that things were wrong while he was gone. He just felt like he was missing a huge part of himself. It was hard to imagine a time where Lydia was not his girlfriend. Thankfully he did not have to worry about that anymore. “I missed you, too,” he told her, rubbing her back as he hugged her. “Maybe after I kiss you first,” he told her, grinning before leaning down to place a kiss on her lips. “Much better. It was good…I mean, you know much of what happened already. I’m honestly tired but my six pack is definitely better than it was when I left.” Stiles chuckled as he let his suitcase fall out of his hands and hit the floor.

lydia gratefully accepted the kiss. it hadn’t been that long since she’d kissed stiles, but truthfully it felt like ages. it was true that distance made the heart grow fonder- as if being even more fond of stiles could even be possible. “i think i’ll have to be the judge of whether or not your six pack is better.” the banshee added with a grin. she kept her hand intertwined with stiles’ even though they had stopped hugging now. the two of them were always connected with one another, each feeling the need to be constantly touching. and being away from stiles for a few weeks just further fueled that need. “i’m sure you are tired, though. we can just relax for the night. want to order in some food?” of course, lydia was no chef. and she didn’t want stiles cooking anything when he was probably exhausted. she reached for his things to help him bring them to the bedroom. lydia would officially help him unpack later, but for now that would do. “what do you feel like eating? i’ll be nice and let you pick.”