I am miserable. I got my first apartment and I have been nothing but lonely. No one has asked to come over. I've praticaly had to beg my S.O. to come over the two times he has been here. I just wish someone would want to spend time with me. I know I don't have much to offer, but it would be nice to know that I'm wanted. And if anyone does want to see me, I have to go to them and if I don't want to do that then I am just alone for the day again. I'm sinking back into a depression that I never thought I would return to. I just want to feel wanted.












