Jane

21 | 5’6 | sw 197/89 | cw 173/78.5 | gw 145/66 | gw2 120/54.5 | ugw 115/52 ♡pro-recovery, minors dni plz♡

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Introduction.・。.・゜✭・.

This blog is just for myself, as a way to motivate and hold myself accountable:) hoping to reach my ugw by my next birthday (June 19th), but I'd be happy even getting down to 130. I was 109 from the ages of 14-16, so I know I can do it. I'll mostly be posting photos that motivate me and logging my meals so that I can track my progress. I don't encourage these eating habits, and I wish everyone a hopeful recovery❀

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8/18/23

Some skirt inspo

Today I went to a few garage sales and estate sales and got a couple nice things. I found some really pretty beaded scarves that I'm gonna drape in my room (I've been hoarding anything gold, unique, or jewel-toned since highschool so that I can recreate Howl's bedroom lmao). I also found some sugar-free lemonade powder, so I had that with my water and it was sooo good, I was so tired of only drinking plain water lol. I only went down .2 today, but that's still progress:)

3 Hard-Boiled Eggs (No Yolk)-- 51cal

Quaker Rice Crisps (Ranch)128g--120cal

Frozen Mixed Berries 126g--60cal

Sliced Turkey 56g-- 50cal

Total Cal--281

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8/17/23

some stomach inspo

Today was pretty good, I found my old beading stuff from when I was younger, so I made myself a necklace and an anklet for my mother. I actually got so distracted doing it that I forgot to have lunch, so I had a larger dinner to compensate. I'm still losing pretty steadily, so no complaints here! I need to go to the store but I keep procrastinating lol.

3 Hard Boiled Eggs (No Yolk)-- 51cal

Miso Soup (15g Miso Paste)-- 25cal

1 Can Tuna-- 200cal

Total Cal-- 276

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8/16/23

Some all-black outfits

Not much to say about today. I ran out of turkey lunchmeat and I don't eat ham, and I was craving carbs, so I kinda ate like shit ngl. I was supposed to hang out with my friends, but they cancelled on me like 20 minutes in advance for the fourth time in the past couple weeks. I'm a little bummed but it's whatever lol. I'm Probably just gonna curl up under some blankets and watch Coraline or otgw. Also, I've been finding it pretty hard to sleep lately, like it takes me almost six hours of actively trying to sleep before I'm able to-- any advice??

Rice 100g w/ Furikake and Umeboshi--150cal

Quaker Rice Crisps (Ranch) 28g-- 120cal

Total Cal-- 270

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8/15/23

some legspo

I had rice again today for breakfast, and it's really good for making me feel full/less hungry over the course of the day (plus rice with umeboshi is delicious lol). I went from 177.3 yesterday to 175.5 this morning, and I'm stoked. I got a few cute pieces of clothing for my trip, I figured I'd play it safe and get mostly mediums? I wore an xl and am now a large, and I don't leave until the end of November, so I should fit a medium by then.

Rice 100g w/ Umeboshi and Furikake-- 150cal

Cereal Mix-- 70cal

Sliced Turkey-- 50cal

Total Cal-- 270

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8/14/23

Some swimwear inspo

Today was pretty busy, I went out with a friend in the morning and then had to take my brother to his classroom open house (he starts 2nd grade tomorrow). I had some lawn work to do for my neighbor in the afternoon, then went out with my friends to watch Barbie (super good!). After that, I had to go scrub decks in the harbor, which is gross but pays great. I want to start shopping for swimsuits and clothes for my vacation at the end of November but idk what size I'll wear by then. Stuff takes a really long time to ship here, and we don't have any clothing stores in my town. I really want to be in the 150s by then, so fingers crossed! I'm down 20 from my sw as of today, which I'm super happy about:)

Rice 100g w/ Umeboshi and Furikake-- 150cal

Sliced Turkey 56g-- 50cal

Watermelon 200g-- 60cal

Total Cal-- 260

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8/13/23

some cute outfits

I couldn't fall asleep last night and felt a bit sick this morning. My little brother and cousin both have colds, so it could be that, but it could also be how much I'm eating. I lose weight like crazy when I'm sick, maybe I should have my brother cough on me or something (that's a joke, plz don't let people cough on you). My family is going up to a fair today, and I'd love to go, but I don't think I'd be able to resist fair food and don't want to tempt myself like that. I'll probably just end up going on a hike and then watching shark documentaries for the rest of the day, like the responsible and productive adult I am. I'm still on my quest to bring about the extinction of the Turkey species, one package of lunch meat at a time. My attempts are thus far unsuccessful, but I won't be so easily discouraged. (that's also a joke, plz don't plot the downfall of major poultry corporations).

Sliced Turkey 56g-- 50cal

Watermelon 200g-- 60cal

Sliced Turkey 56g-- 50cal

Quaker Rice Crisps (Ranch) 14g-- 60cal

Total Cal-- 220

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My newest tattoo is finally healed enough for me to go swimming again, so I'm headed to the gym at 5am for an hour of lap swim on Monday, I'm so excited!! I've been going on walks and using my family's home gym but I've missed swimming so much, it's like the only exercise that doesn't feel like exercise, you know? I'm gonna try to go every day, although my gym closes on Sundays so I'll have to do a peloton workout or go hiking instead:) hoping to hit 145 before winter break since it'll be the first time seeing all my friends this year, and the last time they saw me, I was 197 :0 Down 18lbs, only 34 more to go! Is it bad that I want to shock them with my appearance? lol I usually avoid attention, but it would be nice to surprise them.

I'd also love to get some mutuals on here, over 18 since I'm 21:) It would be awesome to have people to talk to who are in similar situations and such.

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this user has an ED but supports and encourages recovery

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8/12/23

Some cute fashion inspo☆

I felt SO tired today and I had to clean 7 Airbnb cabins, so I had some coffee with sugar-free creamer. I hate liquid calories, but I hate the taste of black coffee even more. Not too worried, since scrubbing floors and making beds certainly burned off the extra cals. I only dropped .2lbs today, so hopefully I'll do better tomorrow:) I think I may be singlehandedly carrying the Deli Sliced Turkey Breast Industry on my back with how much I buy, but what can I say? it's tasty and cheap (well, as cheap as anything can be in rural Alaska. Honestly with the price of groceries up here, ☆v!ng myself is almost preferable lmao). Hope everyone is having a good day, stay safe:)

Cereal Mix 20g-- 70cal

Coffee w/ Sugar-Free Creamer-- 10cal

Sliced Turkey 56g-- 50cal

Watermelon 100g-- 30cal

Pickle 28g-- 0 cal

Quaker Rice Crisps (Ranch) 28g-- 120cal

Total Cal-- 280

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8/11/23

lower-stomach inspo? lol

Today I was super productive-- I replaced the pads on my headphones, patched up my xtra tuffs with a bike tire repair kit, bought my textbooks for the semester, fixed my glasses, and helped my grandmother with the chores she has trouble completing herself (hopefully climbing ladders, cleaning windows, scrubbing floorboards, and mowing her front and back yard burned off some calories lol). I mixed Cheerios, Gerber puffs, yogurt melts, and freeze-dried strawberries together for a yummy breakfast mix, and it was pretty filling. I'm feeling good today, I was a bit hungry after lunch but I distracted myself with some Animal Crossing until it went away. I leave for Hawaii at the very end of November, so I look forward to ordering some new clothes. I'm mainly going to be diving with sharks and going on hikes, and I really want to wear my wetsuit without being mistaken for a migratory Humpback.

Cereal Mix 20g-- 70cal

Sliced Turkey 56g-- 50cal

Sharp White Cheddar 28g-- 110cal

Raw Cabbage 100g-- 25cal

Sliced Turkey 56g-- 50cal

Total Cal-- 305

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8/10/23

some waist inspo

I had a family dinner tonight, so I ate a bit more than normal, but I've been staying under 500cal for the past two weeks so I'm feeling good:) I prepped a cereal mix for tomorrow's breakfast, and I can't wait to have something a bit sweeter. Also, did you know that chewing raw cabbage can have a similar spice sensation to wasabi, due to the Thiocyanates found in both? I'm not one to typically munch on uncooked cabbage, but It's served as a side dish in Japan, so I started eating it more after spending most of June in Hachioji and Osaka.

Sliced Turkey 56g-- 50cal

Raw Cabbage 200g--50cal

Sliced Turkey 56g-- 50cal

Cherries-- 63g-- 40cal

Sharp White Cheddar 28g-- 110cal

Pickle 28g-- 0cal

Total Cal-- 290