placebo feelings

colleen | bi | 21 | hopelessly in love with Lynn Gunn

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Feeling very small in my life these days, on the verge of invisible

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Someone help me loose 40 pounds immediately it’s time to get skinny skinny again

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I just want to stop feeling for a little bit

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Sometimes I want to rip my heart out of my chest and light it on fire

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do you have twitter or anywhere else I can contact you? I really want to be there to help if possible :|

I have an Instagram, @mullin.colleen

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Been struggling w PTSD on top of really high anxiety over everything that’s going on rn, honestly don’t have anyone to talk to about it irl so I’m throwing this thought on here in hopes that saying it to the internet might help 🤷🏼‍♀️

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Sometimes I have to mourn my old life, the old me

It’s not that I miss it, I just hurt for the girl who I once was and I break when I think of how broken I used to be

Tonight is a sad night, but a happy night

I no longer have to be that girl anymore

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thinking about creating content again, anyone interested in seeing more from me??

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A little update for @dyingtoliv (& maybe anyone else that cares) Babygirl comes March 26th 💖

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4 months pregnant, but you know ya girl still got it 💋

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Hello!!! I am resurrecting myself from the dead!!

In case you've been wondering "huh where did Colleen go?? She's been gone so long 🤔" let me let you in on the deets: I've been in rehab 👻 working on myself, getting my life together, and getting clean

I'm going to start posting on my person blog here so please check it out if you'd like to get a glimpse into my life now

I am 14 months sober, have a lowkey dream job, and things are mostly good on almost all of my days

I've missed you all, I'm so happy to be back

Thank you

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the nigga i was talking to said he just wanna be friends n i was like yea we could be friends but i didn't think that he would actually be texting me n snapping me more than he did when we talked. i want him as my own not my friend but he claims he not ready for that even tho we talked for 3 months and we wasn't having sex for most of that so that wasn't what was keeping him anyway lol so i should stop talking to him completely or?

This boy be fronting and you know it, if he doesn't get his act together and drop the other girls fast love on he's not worth it, you're too good to be played w boo//drunk question time!!!//

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I'm drunk ask me things lol

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You're back!

maybe, idk yet, life has been weird lately my friends

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living w an ednos diagnosis is so hard sometimes bc no one really believes you have an eating disorder yet you constantly deal w feelings of not being disordered enough while also struggling w the same disordered thoughts and habits as people with full eds

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The CVLT pop up shop is now live.  All items limited.  www.cvltshop.com

Due to the custom manufacturing & production involved w/ crew + jacket those items will be avail 12/14 @ 12pm EST.