All I do is yearn for someone I cannot have
I have so much love for friends that have lost their way, a brother who’s scars have turned angry, the nice old lady in the store who doesn’t know the sales, little kids who want to play kickball, even a god that has forsaken me.
but only you hold my heart captive in a heaven I can never reach
My attempts to create a new heart only end in a pale imitation of the original. Only a few carefully molded parts show the smallest resemblance to the love we had.
and yet we are never over, as the endless prayer of my existence

















