Chaotic Gayness™

he/they, grayromantic/ bi/nonbinary/agender/demiboy. NCT&Blackpink stan

[jamausis]

what if i….. never said a single word ever again 

[m-arkh-eis]

I want to choke in my sleep.

[phoebebridgerspdf]

i wish i could google search my own mind like "whats my favourite movie?" or like "who am i?"or "tell me about myself"

[jennyhoelzer-deactivated2016120]

[bloodytoothcavity]

My downfall began after learning you could take the blades out of sharpeners.

[worthless-misery]

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

[depression-took-over-my-liiife]

[secret-mind]

If you need someone to talk to, message me ❤️

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

[broken-depressed-hearts]

I know I've said it a thousand times but I'm so lonely that it hurts. The kind of alone that weights on your chest and makes you wanna cry even though you have no energy to cry anymore so you just lay in bed and wonder how can your life mean so little to everyone and even to yourself

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

[depression-took-over-my-liiife]

[depresseddisneyprincess]

[betyourefine]

I'm strongly starting to believe that life isn't meant for me.

[self--destruction]

i just want someone to notice that i haven’t been okay for months now

[worthless-misery]

"And then I found out how hard it is to really change. Even hell can get comfy once you've settled in".

Bring Me The Horizon, "Hospital For Souls"