moonlightdoll

Lost in wonderland 𖣂︎

[m0onlightdoll]

And everytime I wanted to slide the blade against my skin, I reminded myself how bad it messed you up.

I wish you remembered me too when you pushed your fingers down your throat.

(Pinterest pic)

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There’s just this pain that no matter what, won’t go away. It’s stuck on my skin, it goes through my veins. And when I try to hide it it scares the hope away.

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I felt like a bird with powerful and agitated wings who was made to fly around for eternity but was trapped in a cage and suffocated with toxic air.

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May this guilt leave me before it takes me.

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Tumblr is kinda like my twitter tbh

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Take me to the rooftop

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I have no idea how I survived this long and I don’t think I’ll be able to survive any longer.

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This anger is beyond my control. Like a bug that creeps into your house and no matter what you try you can’t get it out. It just flies under your nose taunting you.

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There’s this constant feeling of waiting and waiting and because the present doesn’t feel right. But is it not right because I said it wasn’t ?

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It feels like a curse has been put upon me and there’s no cure to save me from my misery.

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I’ve been feeling this way for so long I’m not sure my brain is growing up anymore

[kissmebeforecourt]

[m0onlightdoll]

I searched for peace everywhere but then I realised that I am peace. I smile at strangers. My friends come to me when they feel upset because they know I can help them carry their burden. Not only friends, stranger or people I just met even. Everytime I go outside I meet a new friend, a cat or a butterfly. They follow me around and show me the path of a life that loves me. That wants me to realise that all this time I’ve been stuck in my head needs to come to an end. A whole world is waiting for me to realise my potential. Imagine how great I would be if I wasn’t just peace to others, but to myself.

[xxdeadlydollxx]

I'm starting to think I'm stuck in a dream

[juliasbored]

[m0onlightdoll]

I can be anything. I’m a blank canvas. Brand new.

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And when my brain gets quiet, that’s when I feel the most alive.