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just a little look into my,, dark and,,,, TWISTED,, mind.......😈 (they/he/it)

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side blog of @cosmicvenison

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I miss banjo kazooie :^(

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Thinking about the concept of using a name similar to my last chosen name legally ?? Rather than my current one

I think using the same name for my social life and school/healthcare/etc made me uncomfortable last time? For some reason?

I dont like my casual social identity being tied to serious shit like that so

Idk ive just been thinking if i legally change it i might vhange it to somethibg else maybe?? Very on the fence about it all though

Theres still time 🙂‍↕️ ofc im just thinking about it conceptually and wanted to TOSS it out there ig

(Wont change it to my exact last chosen name though bc that version of me was actually dire but its still a part of who i am yk ? Ig thats also another part of it, i think i have tried too hard to distance myself from That and thats kinda harmed me in the long run a bit, it felt necessary in the short term but ??? probably? wasnt very helpful actually lol idk)

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cherry peel by of montreal is good album. Very fond of this album 👍 5 star s

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Feel the need to go to bournemouth and listen to cherry peel by of montreal in full on repeat again. Hated that trip last year but it gave me a lot of time to think about things, it felt profoundly important in a way i dont really understand tbh 🤨🤨 idk

Want to do it again but with more freedom this time (ie not forced to stay in 1 room for most of it by my parents bc of their shitty trip planning. lol)

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Worlds most uncoordinated man tries go karting for the first time! What happens next will SHOCK you 😨😨😨😨 (crashed)

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as said to me by someone who i met outside a femtanyl concert (felt fitting), i CANNOT be sitting about waiting until all of deltarune releases until i start playing it because i will be about 40 by the time that happens. and so many spoilers

after i never ended up playing undertale in full bc i ended up consuming so much spoiler content that i knew the whole plot of every route before i got the game (LMAO) i think we all see where this is going......................................................😨

i have told everyone that i will only play it through all the way all at once ,but i think after being enlightened by this individual and opening my deltarune third eye i might have to take that one back and play the first 5 chapters..........maybe.......... soon....

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rpg with fighting game mechanics would be yummers :p

stupid irrelevant tumblr artist with no coding knowledge getting a bit too big for its boots? whatever lol

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Hollow knight ref?!??!??!?!?! oh my god

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Plan for character design for fighting game is to make them look like old anime characters but like theyre robot aliens and have something wrong with them

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okay

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the strange greeting is really adorable so i tried to recreate it in pixels

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AAAAAAAAAAAAaa

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My mum saw that my deadname wasnt on my door anymore and just looked so sad and asked me "why???" and i just stared at her blankly for like ages until she left bro tf do you mean "why" i came out FIVE YEARS AGO?? Fuck OFF

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You know that thing would eat you if you died, right? *pointing to the false image of you that others perceive*

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I think i have a personality disorder of some sort but i dont wanna larp that shit

my head just really doesnt work right and i hate the way i think about everything and about the people around me lol

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Normal girl by doefriends 😁😁😁😄 normal girl

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I wanna feel guilty

I wanna feel that its wrong

Im pushin it down and prayin

Etc.