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just full of unsaid thoughts and a lot of random things ~20~

[m1n4muse]

im craving some sweet treats....(⁠ ⁠；⁠∀⁠；⁠)

[m1n4muse]

peach tea... (⁠ ⁠´⁠◡⁠‿⁠ゝ⁠◡⁠`⁠)

[m1n4muse]

what was i on last night....i should probably sleep early

[m1n4muse]

i try my hardest to not gaf BUT DAMMIT!!! i truly, wholeheartedly gaf

[m1n4muse]

maybe I'll miss my friend more than she ever miss me, maybe i refer to her as my best friend but she never refer to me as such, maybe i talk a lot about her but she stayed quiet about me.....maybe im just not that important in her life as she are to me

[m1n4muse]

i have a problem in me which i couldn't stfu :⁠0 i couldn't even lie for my life if i have to... you just have to push me a bit and then I'll spill everything, i just really like talking bruv

[m1n4muse]

maybe i should get both ? eheh yeahhh. i should indulge in my greed

[m1n4muse]

too much pretty pics, dont know which one to post ┐⁠(⁠´⁠ー⁠｀⁠)⁠┌

[m1n4muse]

i want to buy new clothes, makeup and jewelry but ughhhhh i dont have enough coins ｡⁠:ﾟ⁠(⁠;⁠´⁠∩⁠`⁠;⁠)ﾟ⁠:⁠｡

[m1n4muse]

i haven't bake anything in a hot minute (⁠๑⁠•⁠﹏⁠•⁠) but im soooo lazyyyyy to prepare all the ingredients and also people in my house are greedy (⁠╯⁠°⁠□⁠°⁠）⁠╯⁠︵⁠ ⁠┻⁠━⁠┻ They eat my food before i can even process it but hey !!! i love it when people eat the food that i made uhuhuh made me feel love (⁠≧⁠▽⁠≦⁠) i miss my fudgy brownies with choco chips (⁠╯⁠︵⁠╰⁠,⁠)

[lovelylizette]

[m1n4muse]

bro i never truly let go of everyone that has come into my life (⁠╯⁠︵⁠╰⁠,⁠) i truly am inlove with everyone. My friends, the people that i was inlove with, my classmates and even the stranger that i had a brief chat with. They all shape me into who i am today. I love sunflower because the guy that i was inlove with picked sunflower as his choice in a game because there's a sunflower garden right beside our class and i always talk to him about it, we're so inlove with each other but both of us cowards, i love the song "firasat" because its a song that me and my ex used to sing and it kind of describe our relationship in someway,i love watching sunrise and sunset because my house can see the progression of sunrise and sunset, i love tiramisu because my best friend love it,i love mango because it reminds me of my hometown that always grows them, i love love love everything because it reminds me of everyone and im sad that i cant never let go of them. I truly want to be with them forever, they always have a piece of my heart and my mind.

[whimsylilou]

[m1n4muse]

i still kept letters of everyone that used to be in my life. Like damn, you really thought we'll be getting married and now here i am reading your letters with your favourite flower right beside me and your handcrafted sunflower that still smell like your perfume but now you have another girl in your life 3 months after we broke up. But i understand we're not good for each other, you're too much for me and im too less for you. Just to be clear, my feelings for you were genuine, i love you with all my hearts and i still have more paragraphs to send to you at 2 am whenever you fall asleep.

[m1n4muse]

building something in Minecraft took years out of my life and its on creative mode, imagined if i did it in survival mode. i would rage quit

[m1n4muse]

i have a lot of thought in my mind and I can't seem to keep my mouth shuts, i turn on my phone and type it out then send it to the void O⁠_⁠o but anyhow, i can't seem to the the formal way of blogging but at the same time i would like to do it, i just dont have the energy in me to keep in all in one space and then send it out at some fixed time ಥ⁠‿⁠ಥ i just really like talking to myself just like i do irl so the fact i have this platform to keep my thoughts in line is pretty dope yknow. ngl it kinda reminds me of that one post of like "Did the journal factory explode ?" uhuhu ಡ⁠ ͜⁠ ⁠ʖ⁠ ⁠ಡ

[m1n4muse]

i love seeing pretty girls, they're my source of motivation. i always think "would wonyoung be proud of me ?" and then i immediately lock in. i also look at myself in the mirror for motivation and say "this is the baddie that i have to take care of and feed good food and treat herself to whatever she wants" (⁠っ⁠˘⁠з⁠(⁠˘⁠⌣⁠˘⁠ ⁠)