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Hey guys. Long time no blog, im happier. Im medicated, i have a loving boyfriend. I think I'll change up this account :)
Boom
Everyday i just find more ways to get hurt when i stop certain things, not cutting myself? Burn myself with a cigarette. Not starving? Over eating and throwing up. Not sleeping? Staying up until my body can't handle standing up anymore. Not hurting myself at all? Wanting others to do it. Im never going to get better
Update im medicated
Whoops, I think I got the wrong Grayson
Derek Goffard comes home after a long, stressful day and is too tired to abuse you too severely, so he just ***** off on ur face instead. <3 :D
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[How was your day Derek?]
Aw, gee, thanks for asking. It was shit, just like every single other fuckin' day!
You have no idea how stressful it is to be part - Nevermind, why am I telling you this shit?
I'm frustrated. So you know what that means, right? That means I get to take out my aggression on my property. That's you sweetie.
[W-what are going to do?]
What am I gonna do? I'll tell you what I'm gonna fucking do I'm gonna take some pliers and⊠or maybe I could justâŠyou know what? I'm too tired to do much of anything.
Honestly, I just feel like jerking off and going to sleep, so why don't you get down on your knees and open your fucking mouth?
Good.
I didn't say that you could touch my dick or suck it.
Fucking dumb slut like you would like that too much.
I Said Open your mouth, and that's it.
Your job right now is to look up at me with your mouth open catch my semen when I come and look pretty, that's all! Understand?
Yeah, you had better. Fucking dumb bitch.
Uh⊠HmmâŠ
Yeah, you like that, bitch. Just my fucking property to jerk off on whenever I feel like it. Can't do shit.
Oh
(groaning)
(breathing)
Roll your eyes to the back of your head Like I'm strangling you and you're about to pass outâŠyeah like thatâŠ
FuckâŠ
Yeah, keep doing it,
Okay, stop now, look at me, look directly at me, yeah. Press your tits together.
Yeah, fucking stupid slut.
Ah, fuck, I'm gonnaâŠ
You had better catch it. Better catch it in your mouthâŠ
(groaning)
Lick it off the floor, you fucking stupid bitch, I shouldn't have to tell you that!
But Uh, yeah, you did a good job or whatever the fuck.
"Somebody misses their Daddy! Waaaah~"
JUST LIKE OLD TIMES â mohawk! mark grayson
WARNINGS: blood, death, property damage, kidnapping, dark themes, smut, virginity loss, McDonaldâs date.
The air was thick with smoke, the distant echoes of sirens wailing in the chaos. You had just stepped out of your car, the dull hum of anxiety settling in your chest as you prepared to visit your ex in prisonâwhen everything went to hell.
A deafening crash shook the ground beneath you. You gasped, spinning around just in time to see the prisonâs walls erupt in a brutal explosion of concrete and bodies. Screams filled the air, but your legs wouldnât move. A figure hovered in the smoke and dust, dressed in a blue and black suit, the fabric stained with fresh blood. He wasnât wearing a mask, and you could see the sharpness of his featuresâdark circles under his eyes, a smirk curving his lips. His hair was styled into a messy Mohawk, and his gaze locked onto you with unnerving familiarity.
âOh, oh, oh!! Youâre here.â
In an instant, he was right in front of you, his presence swallowing the space between you. One hand pressed against the car beside your head, his body leaning in close. His smirk deepened as he scanned your face, like he was drinking in every detail.
âYou have no idea how long Iâve missed you.â
Your heart pounded against your ribs. His voice was warm, teasing, as if he were greeting an old loverâbut you didnât recognize him.
âIâI think you have the wrong person,â you stammered, pressing yourself back against the car.
He chuckled. âOh, babe. Donât play coy. I know every inch of you.â His fingers traced down your arm, slow and deliberate. âAnd trust meâI canât wait to be inside you again.â
Your breath caught in your throat. âWhat?â
The confusion must have been plain on your face because his smirk faltered. He tilted his head, studying you like a puzzle with missing pieces. Then, a quiet, knowing tsk left his lips.
âYou donât know me,â he muttered, his amusement dimming just slightly. âWow. This universeâs me is lamer than I thought.â
Your stomach twisted at his words. This universeâs him? He sighed dramatically, shaking his head. âGuess I gotta woo you all over again.â Then, that smirk returnedâsharp, playful, and terrifying all at once. âWhat do you say, babe?â
âUhâ I, umââ
âLeft you speechless.â He grinned. âCome on, why donât we get to know each other again?â
Before you could even think of running, he scooped you up with effortless strength. A scream tore from your throat as the ground disappeared beneath you. The wind roared in your ears, and the world became a blur of destruction below.
Instinct took overâyou clung to him, pressing yourself against his chest, burying your face into the crook of his neck. He smelled like blood and smoke. His arms wrapped around you, securing you against him like you belonged there. âNow thatâs more like it,â he murmured, voice laced with satisfaction. âSee? Feels just like old times.â
Your breath came in short, panicked gasps as you squeezed your eyes shut, pressing yourself tighter against him. The wind whipped around you, your stomach twisting violently with every sudden shift in the air.
âPlease donât hurt me,â you choked out, your voice barely above a whisper.
He let out a soft shhh, the sound almost tender. âBabe,â he murmured, his lips dangerously close to your ear, âI wouldnât hurt you⊠at least, not in a way you wouldnât enjoy.â
Then, he laughedâa low, wicked sound that sent a chill down your spine.
You shuddered, gripping onto him for dear life. Every instinct screamed at you to fight, to push away, but what good would it do? You were helpless in his arms, held against a man who claimed to know you, to have had you before. A man who wasnât from here.
âSee? You fit so perfectly against me,â he mused, tightening his grip just enough to make you aware of the strength behind it. âItâs like your body remembers me, even if your little mind doesnât.â
Your nails dug into his suit as you whimpered. âI donât know you.â
He sighed, almost disappointed. âYeah, yeah, I got that the first time, sweetheart. But donât worry.â He tilted his head, pressing his nose into your hair, inhaling deeply. âWeâll fix that soon enough.â
A sob caught in your throat. âPleaseâjust let me go.â
He pulled back just enough to meet your eyes, his expression unreadable. Then, he smiled. âLet you go?â His grip loosened slightlyâjust enough to make your stomach drop in terror as the sensation of falling gripped you.
You screamed, clutching onto him harder, and he burst into laughter. âOh, babe, you really donât want that.â
He held you securely again, his smirk practically splitting his face. âSee? You want to be in my arms. You need me.â His fingers trailed up your back, slow and deliberate. âNow, letâs go somewhere private. Weâve got a lot of catching up to do.â
With that, he shot forward through the sky, carrying you away into the unknown.
The wind howled around you as he carried you higher, the world below shrinking into a mess of fire, wreckage, and screams. You had no idea where he was taking you, but the way he held youâlike you were something precious to himâonly made your fear grow.
Your hands trembled against his suit, nails digging into the fabric as you tried to keep yourself steady. âPlease,â you whispered again, desperate, voice breaking. âI donât know who you think I am, but Iâm not her.â
He hummed, almost thoughtful, before grinning down at you. âYou are her, babe. Just⊠not quite yet.â His fingers brushed your cheek, his touch unsettlingly gentle for someone who had just slaughtered hundreds without a second thought. âBut donât worry, Iâm nothing if not patient.â
The smirk on his lips told you he was lying.
Your heart pounded as you turned your head, trying to see where he was taking you. The city blurred past, the familiar skyline growing more distant. âWhereâwhere are we going?â
âSomewhere we wonât be interrupted,â he said simply, adjusting his grip as if you weighed nothing.
The way he spoke, so casual, so comfortable, sent a new wave of panic through you. He was acting like this was normal, like he had done this before. And maybe, in his world, he had.
Your mind raced. Maybe if you kept talking, if you kept him engaged, you could figure out a way to survive this.
âWhyââ you swallowed thickly, forcing yourself to meet his gaze, âwhy do you want me?â
His expression softened in a way that made your stomach churn. âBecause youâre mine.â
The words were simple. Final. Like an undeniable truth.
You shook your head, voice barely above a whisper. âI donât belong to you.â
His smirk widened. âYou will.â
You barely had time to process the words before he suddenly dropped, diving downward so fast your stomach lurched into your throat. You screamed, clinging to him as tightly as you could, your body trembling with sheer terror.
He only laughed, clearly enjoying your reaction.
Then, as suddenly as he had dropped, he slowed, coming to a steady stop just above the ground. You gasped, heart hammering against your ribs as you dared to open your eyes.
You were in the middle of nowhereâsome kind of abandoned industrial site, the buildings crumbling with age and neglect. It was isolated. Empty.
Trapped.
He landed with ease, his boots crunching against the gravel as he finally released you. Your legs nearly gave out beneath you, and you stumbled back, pressing yourself against the nearest wall in a desperate attempt to put distance between you.
He only watched, amused. âOh, babe,â he sighed, shaking his head. âRunning wonât do you any good.â
You swallowed hard, hands pressing against the cold brick behind you. âWhy are you doing this?â
His smirk faltered just slightly. âBecause I love you.â
Your breath hitched. The words sent a shiver down your spineânot because they felt genuine, but because they felt wrong. Twisted.
âYou donât love me,â you whispered, shaking your head.
His jaw tensed for the briefest moment before his smirk returned, but this time, there was something darker behind it. âGuess Iâll just have to make you believe it.â
Before you could react, he was in front of you again, caging you in with his arms, his presence suffocating.
âNow,â he murmured, his voice low, dangerous, âwhy donât we start properly getting reacquainted?â
Your hands pressed against his chest, trying to create space, but he didnât budge. His body was solid, unmoving, his warmth seeping through the fabric of his suit. His presence was overwhelming, swallowing up every inch of your personal space until all you could feel was him.
âUmââ your voice wavered, your mind scrambling for something, anything to slow him down. âIf weâre going to do thisâwhat I think youâre implyingââ you swallowed hard, âcanât you at least tell me your name?â
His smirk widened, amusement flickering in his dark eyes. âMark.â
The name sent a jolt through you. It was familiarâof course, it was. Mark Grayson. Invincible. But this Mark⊠he was wrong. Corrupted. You knew Mark, you went to high school with him years ago.
He leaned in closer, his breath hot against your ear as he murmured, âTry to remember it when I have you screaming, yeah?â
Your breath hitched, your entire body going rigid. Every alarm in your brain screamed at you to run, but you were trapped between his arms, caged in against the cold brick wall.
Your fingers curled into fists against his chest, and you shovedâhard. It was like pushing against a wall of steel. He barely even swayed, but his smirk twitched in amusement.
âOh?â he chuckled, tilting his head. âStill got some fight in you? Good.â His hands trailed down your sides, slow, teasing. âI always liked you better when you struggled first.â
A shudder ran through you, panic clawing up your throat. âPlease,â you whispered, trying to keep your voice steady, âyou donât have to do this.â His smirk faltered for a fraction of a second, something unreadable flickering in his gaze. Then, just as quickly, it was gone.
âOh, but I do,â he murmured, tilting his head. âI lost you once already. Do you know what that did to me?â His fingers traced the line of your jaw, slow, almost reverent. âI wonât lose you again.â
Your heart pounded, fear and confusion twisting in your gut. You had to thinkâfast. You forced yourself to meet his gaze, your hands still trembling against his chest. âThenâthen prove it.â
His brows raised, intrigued. âOh?â You swallowed hard. âIf you really love me,â you whispered, forcing steel into your voice, âthen prove it. Give me a choice.â
His expression flickeredâjust for a second, just enough doubt to crack through that arrogant smirk. A pause. A long, tense silence. Then, finally, he exhaled, stepping back just slightlyâstill close, still dangerous, but giving you that inch of space.
His smirk softened, his eyes dark and unreadable. âFine,â he murmured. âIâll play along.â But the way he looked at you, possessive and unwavering, told you one thingâ He wasnât letting you go.
The moment you felt his lips against your neck, a shiver ran through your entire body. His grip on your waist tightened, pulling you flush against him, his warmth swallowing you whole.
You sucked in a sharp breath, your fingers twitching where they rested against his chest. He was so closeâhis suit-clad body pressed firmly against yours, his hands burning through the fabric of your clothes as he held you in place.
âSee?â he murmured against your skin, his lips brushing just below your jaw. âFeels familiar, doesnât it?â Your breath hitched. âNoââ
He chuckled, a deep, satisfied sound that made your stomach twist with fear. âLiar,â he teased, his teeth grazing your pulse. âYour bodyâs remembering me, babe. Even if your headâs still catching up.â You trembled, your hands pressing weakly against him. âMark, pleaseââ
He hummed, pleased by the way his name left your lips. âGod, I missed hearing that,â he murmured, placing another slow, lingering kiss against your throat. âYou used to say it so much more, though. Usually louder.â
Your face burned with a mix of fear and helplessness. His confidence was unshakableâhe truly believed that you belonged to him, that this was just some twisted reunion rather than a nightmare.
âIââ Your voice wavered as you tried to think, to stall, to survive. âIfâIf I was really yours, then youâd wait.â
His movements stilled for a second. His breath was hot against your skin, his fingers twitching at your waist. You felt the tension ripple through him, a hesitation that you werenât sure was a good sign or a very bad one. Then, slowly, he leaned back just enough to meet your eyes, his smirk still in placeâbut there was something darker beneath it.
âYou really like testing me, donât you?â His tone was light, playful, but there was an unmistakable edge to it.
You swallowed hard. âIâIâm just saying, if you love me like you say you do⊠you wouldnât force me into anything. Youâd want me to want you back.â
For a long moment, he just looked at you, his eyes flickering with unreadable emotion. Then, to your surprise, he sighedâalmost dramaticallyâbefore letting his grip on your waist loosen just slightly.
âFine,â he muttered, tilting his head as he studied you. âIâll wait.â
Relief flooded through youâbut it was short-lived. His smirk returned, sharp and dangerous. âBut donât think for a second that means Iâm letting you go.â His fingers brushed against your lips, lingering there as he murmured, âBecause one way or another, babe⊠youâre gonna remember me.â
And something in his voice told you that no matter how much you fought, no matter how much you ranâ He wouldnât stop until he made that happen. âYou should take me on a date firstâ yknow, get to know each other?â She suggested. âBut I already know you.â he replied, crossing his arms, unconvinced.
âLookââ she sighed, âok, this is embarrassing but.. Iâm a virgin.. and, umâ I should lose it to someone I like, yknow?â
Mark blinked. Then, slowly, his smirk faded, replaced by something unreadable. His arms remained crossed, his eyes scanning your face like he was trying to decide whether or not to believe you.
âA virgin?â he echoed, tilting his head slightly.
You swallowed hard, nodding. âY-Yeah. And I just⊠I think I should lose it to someone I actually like, you know?â
Silence.
For the first time since this nightmare began, he looked genuinely thrown off. His eyes flickered with something you couldnât quite placeâcontemplation? Annoyance? Amusement?
Then, after a long pause, he laughed.
It wasnât his usual, mocking chuckle. This was something deeper, more entertained. Like he had just heard the most ridiculous thing in the world.
âOh, babe,â he sighed, shaking his head. âYouâre good. Really, you almost got me with that one.â
Your stomach dropped. âIâIâm serious.â
He smirked. âNah. My girl? Virgin?â He scoffed. âNot a chance.â
You clenched your fists. âI am.â
He took a step closer, amusement flickering in his dark eyes. âSo what, you just forgot all the times Iâve had you screaming for me?â
Your breath hitched, heat rushing to your face. âI donât remember, Mark,â you shot back, forcing steel into your voice. âThat wasnât me. It was her. Your version of me.â
His smirk twitched, his jaw tightening for just a second before he covered it with another cocky grin.
âFine,â he said after a moment, tilting his head. âLetâs say I believe you.â He placed a finger under your chin, tilting your face up toward him. âThat just means I get to be your first all over again.â
Your stomach twisted. âMarkââ
He exhaled dramatically, stepping back and running a hand through his messy Mohawk. âBut, since you insist on playing hard to get, sure. Weâll do it your way.â
Your brows furrowed. âMy way?â
His smirk widened. âYou said you want a date, right?â He shrugged. âFine. Iâll take you on a date.â
Your pulse quickened. You had only said that to stall, to buy yourself timeâbut now he was actually agreeing to it? âR-Really?â you asked hesitantly.
âYeah.â His eyes gleamed with something dangerous, something possessive. âBut just so you know, babe⊠I always get what I want in the end.â And the way he looked at you told you exactly whatâor whoâhe meant.
Your breath caught in your throat as Markâs smirk widened, his eyes locked onto you like a predator toying with its prey.
âA date,â he repeated, rolling the word around like it was something foreign to him. âGuess I can woo you a little before I take whatâs mine.â
Your stomach twisted. He agreed too easily, like he knew the game was already rigged in his favor.
Still, this was something. A delay. A chance to think, to figure out what the hell to do.
You forced a small nod. âRight. So, um⊠where are we going?â
Mark hummed, rubbing his chin like he was deep in thought. Then, with a snap of his fingers, he grinned. âMcDonaldâs.â
You blinked. âWhat?â
He raised a brow. âWhat, you thought Iâd take you somewhere fancy? Babe, you are lucky Iâm even humoring this little game.â
Your lips parted, stunned into silence. Of all the things you expectedâ Mark laughed at your expression, clearly enjoying himself. âCâmon, babe,â he said, stepping closer again, his hands sliding down to rest on your hips. âThink of it as nostalgic. We used to go there all the time.â You stiffened. Not me. Her. But before you could argue, the world lurched.
A scream tore from your throat as Mark suddenly launched into the sky, holding you tightly against his chest. The wind roared in your ears, your stomach flipping violently as the ground became a distant blur. Mark just laughed. âRelax, babe,â he cooed. âI got you.â
You barely heard him over your own frantic heartbeat. Your fingers clutched at his suit on instinct, your body trembling from the rush of fear. When he finally slowed, hovering above the glowing skyline, your breath came in short, uneven gasps.
âSee?â he murmured against your ear, voice smug. âYou trust me already.â
You didnât. You never would. But clinging to him was the only thing keeping you from plummeting to your death. Mark smirked down at you, clearly enjoying how tightly you held onto him. âAlright, babe. Letâs get this date over with.â And before you could respond, he shot forwardâtaking you toward the most surreal, nightmare-fueled McDonaldâs trip of your life.
The world blurred around you as Mark rocketed toward the city, his grip on you firm, unwavering. The sheer speed made your stomach lurch, but all you could do was cling to him, your heart hammering in your chest.
Then, just as suddenly as he had taken off, he came to an abrupt stop, hovering above the glowing golden arches of a McDonaldâs.
You barely had a second to process where you were before he dropped, landing effortlessly in the parking lot. The impact cracked the pavement beneath his feet, but Mark didnât seem to care.
âAlright, babe,â he said, setting you down but keeping his arm locked around your waist. âHere we are. Fancy enough for you?â
You wobbled, legs still unsteady from the flight, and had to grab onto his arm to keep from falling. âYou really brought me to a McDonaldâs?â
Mark grinned. âWhat? You want a steakhouse? Maybe a candlelit dinner?â He snorted. âBe real. You love this place.â
Your stomach twisted. She did.
Before you could argue, he was already pulling you toward the entrance, completely unbothered by the massive cracks he had left in the pavement. People inside turned to stare the moment he stepped through the door, conversations dying mid-sentence. It wasnât every day a super-powered war criminal in a tattered blue-and-black suit strolled into a fast-food restaurant like he owned the place.
The cashier, a teenager who looked like he really didnât get paid enough for this, blinked rapidly as Mark sauntered up to the counter.
âUhâW-Welcome to McDonaldâsââ
Mark grinned, slamming a hand down on the counter. âTwo cheeseburger meals. Large. Extra fries.â
You flinched at the sudden movement, your body tensed like a tightly wound spring. The cashier gulped, his eyes darting between Markâs very recognizable face and your visibly shaken expression. Mark sighed, tilting his head. âDude. I just ordered.â
The cashier swallowed thickly. âR-Right! Coming right up!â As the poor kid scrambled to punch in the order, you turned your gaze up to Mark, your throat dry. âSo⊠this is a date, huh?â
Mark smirked down at you, tightening his arm around your waist. âYeah. Romantic, right?â
You forced a stiff smile. âOh, totally. Nothing screams romance like fear-induced fast food.â
He chuckled, clearly amused. âSee? You do remember how much fun we have together.â
Your fingers twitched at your sides. This isnât fun. This is survival. You had to thinkâfast. If he was actually playing along with this âdateâ idea, then maybe, maybe you had a chance to gain some control. For now, though, you had no choice but to sit through the most horrifying McDonaldâs dinner of your life.
Once the food was ready, Mark grabbed the paper bag in one hand and, without a word, wrapped his other arm around your waist.
âWaitââ you started, but the world lurched before you could finish.
Your stomach flipped as he shot into the sky, the wind whipping against your skin. The glowing city lights blurred beneath you, fading into darkness as he carried you further and further away.
When he finally slowed, you dared to crack your eyes open. The city was nothing more than a distant sparkle now, far below the towering cliffs where he landed. A single bench sat near the edge, worn but sturdy, overlooking the vast, open night. The air was crisp, quietâeerily peaceful, considering the absolute insanity of your current situation.
Mark set you down gently, but before you could pull away, he grabbed your wrist and tugged you toward the bench. âCâmon, babe,â he said, plopping down and patting the seat beside him. âDateâs not over yet.â
Your legs wobbled from the sudden flight, but you hesitated. Running wasnât an optionânot unless you wanted to see how good you were at surviving a several-hundred-foot drop.
So, slowly, you sat down, keeping as much distance between you as the bench allowed. Mark didnât seem to care. He opened the McDonaldâs bag, pulling out the food and handing you one of the wrapped burgers.
You stared at it. Eat. Keep him entertained. Keep him calm. With a shaky breath, you unwrapped the burger and took a small bite. Mark watched you, smirking as he casually bit into his own food. âSee?â he said, talking with his mouth full. âTold you Iâd treat you right.â
You forced a tight-lipped smile, trying not to let your hands tremble. âYeah. Real gentlemanly.â
He chuckled, leaning back against the bench. âYou used to love this,â he mused, staring out at the skyline. âLate-night McDonaldâs, just us, talking about dumb shit.â His smirk faded slightly, his fingers twitching against his knee. âFeels just like old times.â
You swallowed, your throat dry. But if he was reminiscing, maybe you could use that. Maybe if you kept him talking, kept him comfortable, you could figure out a way to get out of this. So you forced a small, hesitant smile. âYeah? Then⊠tell me about it.â Mark raised a brow. âWhat?â You gestured vaguely. âThe old times. Your version of me. What was she like?â
For a moment, he just looked at you. Then, his smirk softenedâjust a little. âOh, babe,â he murmured, shaking his head. âYou were everything.â And the way he said it, the weight behind those words, sent a shiver down your spine.
Mark leaned back against the bench, stretching his arms out along the backrestâcasually, like this was just a normal conversation. Like you werenât trapped on a secluded cliffside with a psychotic version of a hero you once trusted.
âYou were everything,â he repeated, his voice lower now, almost reverent. âSmart. Funny. You had this way of calling me out on my bullshit but still making me feel like the most important person in the world.â
He sighed, his smirk twitching at the edges. âWe were good together. You used to hold my face like I was the only thing that mattered.â His gaze flicked toward you, sharp and expectant. âYou loved me.â Your fingers tightened around the burger in your hands, the paper crinkling.
That wasnât me.
But if you said thatâif you shattered whatever illusion he was clinging toâwho knew what heâd do? So you swallowed hard and kept your voice careful. âWhat⊠what happened to her?â
Mark went quiet. The easy smirk on his lips twitched, faltering for the first time. His fingers curled into fists against his knees.
Then, slowly, he exhaled through his nose. âI lost you.â Your breath hitched. His voice was different nowâthicker, laced with something raw.
âYou were the only thing keeping me sane,â he muttered, his jaw tightening. âWhen everything else was going to shit, I had you.â His fingers twitched, like he wanted to reach for you but was holding himself back. âAnd then one day⊠I didnât.â
You swallowed, your heart pounding. âHow?â His eyes darkened. âI killed you.â A chill ran down your spine.
Mark let out a bitter, humorless chuckle, shaking his head. âWasnât on purpose. I was fightingâhimââ his lip curled in disgust, ââsome dumbass hero. You got in the way.â
His fingers clenched. âI caught you too late. Held you while youâŠâ He trailed off, his jaw tightening, his gaze flicking away.
Your heart achedânot for him, but for the woman he had lost. The version of you that had died in his arms. And suddenly, you understood. He wasnât just obsessed with you. He was grieving you. Replacing her with you. Your stomach twisted, fear and unease tangling in your gut. Because if he had already lost you onceâ He wasnât going to let it happen again.
The silence between you both stretched out as you finished the last of your food, the faint crinkle of the wrappers the only sound breaking the stillness. Mark didnât seem to mind the quietâhe was lost in his thoughts, his eyes scanning the dark horizon with that faraway look again.
You, on the other hand, couldnât stop thinking about what heâd said. The way heâd described losing you, how it affected him⊠it almost felt like you were being used as a replacementâas a way for him to keep the pieces of that version of you intact.
And while that made your stomach churn, it also made you feel like you were nothing to him. You were just a shadow of the woman he really wanted.
Finally, Mark broke the silence, his voice low and almost soft. âYou ready to go?â
You nodded slowly, not trusting yourself to speak without betraying how rattled you were.
He didnât give you much time to process before standing up and holding out a hand to you. âCâmon, babe. Letâs fly.â
His tone was deceptively casual, as if this was just a normal night, just a normal date, and not a terrifying, forced reunion.
Reluctantly, you took his hand, feeling the familiar electric pulse of his energy crackling in your palm. Without another word, he lifted you up with ease, and in an instant, you were soaring back into the night sky, the cliffside disappearing below you.
The wind rushed past you, and you pressed yourself closer to him instinctively, despite your fear. The ground became a blur beneath you, the only sensation being the firm grip Mark had on you, holding you as if you were his own once again.
As you flew, you couldnât help but feel the weight of everything heâd said. His loss. His obsession. The twisted, unsettling way he saw you.
And deep down, you realized that, no matter how much you tried to fight it, this wasnât just some date. This was a warâone that Mark had already lost, and now you were the one paying the price for his broken version of love.
âSo can we fuck now?â He asked. You gasped at his bluntness, You felt his lips graze the side of your neck, his breath warm against your skin. A shiver ran down your spine, a mix of fear and something else that you couldnât quite identify.
âMark, seriously,â you gasped, trying to pull away slightly. You were already too close to him, your heart pounding as your mind scrambled to keep itself together. âWeâre in the air. Are you out of your mind?â
He chuckled, the sound dark and smooth, like he was enjoying every second of this power dynamic. âThe other you didnât mind,â he repeated, his voice low and teasing. âIn fact, you came up with the idea. You really were a little freak.â
Your face burned, both from his words and the realization that this was not the first time heâd tried to force you into this twisted game. The fact that he was so confident in his assumptions about you, about what you used to be, made your skin crawl.
âYouâre insane,â you shot back, trying to sound defiant, but the vulnerability in your voice betrayed you.
Markâs grip tightened around you, his presence overwhelming, and you knew there was no escaping itânot unless you wanted to be thrown into the night sky, left to fall. âOnly for you, babe,â he whispered, his lips brushing your neck once more.
Your pulse raced at the contact. The sensation, the closeness, everything about it felt wrongâso wrongâbut a part of you couldnât help but react, your body betraying your mindâs desperate protests.
You squeezed your eyes shut, fighting to regain control of your thoughts. This is not me. This is not me. âStop,â you said, your voice shaking. âI donât know you. Not like this.â
Mark pulled back slightly, but his face was still inches from yours. His expression softened, though there was still something dangerous in his gaze, something possessive. âDonât get all shy on me now,â
And before you could respond, he pulled you closer again, his lips crashing against yours with an intensity that took your breath away.
He ripped your shirt off and you gasped, covering your chest, âMark! Itâs cold!â You shiver, Mark groaned, clearly annoyed, but he stopped his advances. Instead, he adjusted his hold on you, pulling you tighter against his chest as you shivered.
âFine,â he muttered. âYouâre such a pain, babe.â
You turned your face away from him, arms still locked around his shoulders as the cold air bit at your skin. Your heart was still hammering, but at least he stopped. At least he listened.
You felt the shift in the air as he changed direction, flying lower, angling toward the city again.
âWhere are we going?â you asked, your voice still trembling. Mark didnât answer immediately. He just smirked, glancing down at you. âYouâll see.â
A pit formed in your stomach. When he finally slowed, you blinked in surprise. Heâd brought you to the rooftop of a hotel. A fancy oneâglowing windows, sleek design, the kind of place you could never afford. Mark landed on the balcony of one of the top-floor suites, pushing open the glass doors like he owned the place. And maybe he didâin the sense that nobody was going to stop him from doing whatever he wanted. He stepped inside, still holding you against him. The warmth of the room hit you instantly, and you exhaled, the shivers fading from your body.
âThere,â Mark said smugly. âBetter?â You hesitated, then nodded stiffly. âYeah. Thanks.â
His smirk widened. âSee? I can be nice.â You swallowed hard, taking in your surroundings. The hotel suite was luxuriousâmassive bed, fireplace crackling in the corner, dim lighting that made everything feel⊠intimate. Your pulse quickened again. Mark watched you carefully, his eyes dark, unreadable. âSo,â he murmured, tilting his head. âNo more excuses, right?â
Your breath caught. You were alone with him now. No freezing air, no excuses to stall. He stepped closer, fingers grazing your bare shoulder. âSay the word, babe.â
Markâs fingers brushed against your cheek, his touch surprisingly light for someone so overwhelmingly strong. His eyes were locked onto yours, searching, waiting.
You swallowed hard. Every instinct screamed at you to run, to fightâbut you knew better. You had seen the kind of destruction he was capable of. If you pushed him too far, if you made him feel denied, there was no telling what heâd do.
So you forced yourself to soften, just enough to make him believe you were hesitantânot rejecting him, just⊠nervous.
âBe gentle,â you whispered, barely audible. âGo slow.â
Markâs expression shifted, his smirk easing into something more smugâsatisfied, like he had won. Like you were finally giving in.
âI can do that,â he murmured, his lips barely an inch from yours. âI like hearing you ask for it.â
You forced yourself to stay still as he leaned in, pressing his lips to yours. It was softer than you expectedâalmost careful. But you could feel the restraint in him, the way his fingers twitched against your skin, like he was holding back something darker.
You let him kiss you. Didnât fight when he unclasped your bra, tossing it aside, didnât fight when he undressed you completely. You gave in, and he laid you down on the bed. You sat up a bit, âitâs not fair Iâm the only one naked.â He blinked and in an instant he was naked as well, your jaw dropped seeing his cock. âHowâ thatâs not gonna fit!â
âFlattered, but it will. It has before.â He kissed you again. He stuck two fingers in your warmth, and grinned, âwow, youâre so wet I donât even need to do foreplay.â You felt your face heat up, âdoesnât mean I wont though,â he continued to pump his fingers in and out, watching as you squirmed. Your legs clenched on his hand, and you gripped at the sheets, turning away from him. âUh-uh, look at me.â He forced you to look at him, and his other hand came to play with your clit, rubbing in circles.
You squirmed, moaning his name, panting as you felt yourself going to finish soon. He took notice, âyou gonna cum baby? Make a big âol mess?â He teases. Your pussy clamps down on his fingers as you cum with a cry. He grins and pulls his hands away. âYou did good, now you gotta handle me,â he smirked as he slowly sank inside you. Stopping when he notices your face twist in pain, he kisses you again, and pulls out, thrusting back in again. He looks down at where you two are connected, noticing the small amount of blood that now coated his cock. âFuckâ I guess you werenât lying about being a virgin, lucky me.â He was slow, gentle as he promised. But he was also holding back, he waited until he heard you beg for more to continue. And when you did, he stopped holding back completely. Your legs wrapped around his waist as he thrusted into you, your stomach having a small bump from how deep he travelled inside you.
You screamed his name, the walls shaking from the mere force of his thrusts. At this point he will break the bed, you thought. Still, you didnât want it to stop. Your eyes rolled in the back of your head, and you could feel yourself going to cum again. âCum.â At command you did, moaning desperately. âMarkâ oh that feels good! Donât stop!â
He smirked against your neck. âI donât plan to.â He put you in every position you could imagine. Each one pulling orgasm after orgasmâ your thighs were soaked in cum, and soon he grew desperate, the wall cracked as the headboard slammed into it. He thrusted as deep as he could and came, filling you to the brim. His breathing was shaky, and he flopped down beside you, pulling you to his chest. He laughed, panting, âIâll be surprised if you can elk tomorrow,â you rolled your eyes, âoh shut up!â Slapping his chest.
TPOF Derek
âyouâd better fucking⊠kill me.â
Hello, You
(Invincible Variants x Reader) Of course he would come to see you. Youâre the reason heâs here, after all.
After hearing the news to stay inside as the attack of Invincible copycats decimated cities across the globe, you hid under your blanket, the light from your phone illuminating your face as you watched the broadcast for any sign of your Mark.
You could only hope that he was alright, that he wasnât blaming himself, that he knew you were waiting for him to come back safe. He already has enough problems as is.
Your distress is momentarily tempered when you hear your window slide open and your floorboards creek. When you donât hear Mark immediately greet you or tease you for being bundled up, any concern you felt for Mark becomes overshadowed by fear for yourself as you hear footsteps near your prone form.
You can only tremble, clutching your blanket close to your body until the room goes silent. You shakily exhale, becoming confused when another quiet beat passes. When your breath returns to normal, the blanket is ripped off of you, eliciting a scared yelp.
For a moment you only stare in confusion at the sight of your boyfriendâs estranged father before realizing itâs not Nolan Grayson that stands before you, but Mark clad in a costume similar to his fatherâs. His face is impassive, mouth a firm line, so unlike the expressive nature of your Mark.
He calls your name. Quietly, yet there was something heavy in his tone. Something you could almost delude yourself into thinking was longing.
His hand brushes against your cheek, moving down your face before resting on your shoulder, a finger pressed against your pulse.
âYou sound healthy,â he comments, deceptively neutral in his delivery, but even behind his goggles, you could feel his gaze burning into your face, âIn my world, you had cancer. By the time the Viltrumites reinforcements had arrived, it was too late. All that talk about life changing technology and medicine, but it ended up being utterly useless to me.â
Your breath hitches, but he continues, âBut here thereâs a me that rebelled and an you that never got sick. That got to live past high school. Thatâs just the way it goes, I suppose.â
His hand travels lower, brushing past your collarbone before resting on your breast, your heart hammering beneath his palm.
âDo you know why I came here?â He wonders, his free hand planting itself on your bed, as he moves his body to hover above yours until the only thing you can see is him.
âNo,â you whisper, staring into black lenses.
âBecause even after all these years, the only heart I wish to know, to hold, and to cherish is yours. I was willing to play human for you, to tolerate the presence of the idiots that breathed the same air as us, but then they all had the audacity to outlive you. And I canât move on. So the selfish man that I am, Iâm here to take you. To have you by my side again, no matter how much blood I have to spill,â He declares before pressing his lips against yours, muffling your gasp and cries, gripping your wrist when you try to shove at him.
He only pulls away when you start to feel lighthearted, looking down at you as you struggle to catch your breath.
âYou can cry and protest all you want. You loved me once, you can do it again,â he asserts, bring your wrist to his mouth, leaving a kiss against your pulse point. âThis world was doomed the moment your Mark decided to rebel. I wonât let you die because of his delusions.â
ââŠIâm not her,â you speak up. âI donât know you, not really.â
âI know,â he responds, âbut every inch of my body is crying out to you, and Iâd rather kill everyone on this planet before I let you go again.â
He releases your wrist, instead sliding both hands under your shirt, gloved hands savouring the feel of your skin, your warmth seeping through the fabric.
ââŠyouâre shaking,â he notes, throwing a glance at your discarded blanket on the ground, âIâm sorry, Iâll warm you up. I promise.â
âMark,â you say, out of instinct more than anything else, your mind coming to a blank.
âShh,â he hushes you, voice gentle but firm, âLet me take care of you. Like I always do.â
A part of you is relieved that he hasnât taken off his cowl because you knew youâd crumble under the emotion that would undoubtedly be in his eyes. The same eyes that always held so much love and adoration towards you.
His lips press against yours again, more demanding and heated, as hands travel higher and higher untilâ
âLooks like I wasnât the only one that thought to come here,â an amused but familiar voice drawls out, the Mark on top of you pulling away, body covering yours protectively.
Another Invincible sat at your window ledge, black and yellow costume starkly contrasting the rest of your room. He smiles at you when you peak around Markâs arm.
âHonestly, you were acting so high and mighty earlier, but youâre pretty desperate, huh?â He mocks as the other Markâs face becomes stonier. âBut, really, you should fuck off somewhere else because thatâs my girl youâre feeling up right now.â
Before he can respond, another voice interrupts him as you notice yet another Mark, floating behind the one at your window.
âFucking seriously? How did you even get here before me? I bet you halfassed your locations,â The Mark with a mohawk that has you raising your eyebrow complains, âI literally called dibs on this one! Find someone else!â
Feeling the tension build up, you only hope that Mark checks in and saves you from the bullshit youâre witnessing as they begin to snarl and yap at each other like feral dogs.
Why me, you lament.
Shiesty Mark: hey, babe, itâs Big Dick Fridayâwhy the fuck are you all here??
Why is there no Omni Mark content, he and that shiesty mark were my favouriteâŠ
I feel like omni mark is the definition of âquite literally hates everyone but youâ
Masterlist
Had some time to spare during my break ><
Host-Pathogen Interface
No blood version below
diy basement root canal!

