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          I can finally see you're as fucked up as me so how do we win?              Dodie Clark 

[1st-1]

[knowing]

[stareyedraccoon]

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I ripped the jellyfish story song from the finale, because I love it….

[rhcdanthe]

[galaxy-warp]

[jagodejszyn]

[sharkchunks]

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[allofskinsuk]

[craved-deactivated20230908]

Maybe it’s okay that you don’t know what’s going to happen. Maybe you should stop predicting and controlling and enjoy each moment as it comes.

Mandy Hale. (via alterated)

[animalsnaps]

relatable text posts?

[maaybeee]

damn

[vintica]

[empresspinto]

hey guys, hope your skin is clear and you get a text from someone you like real soon.

also that your lunch tastes good, you find twenty dollars on the ground, and that thing coming up that you were dreading turns out not so bad

[vintica]

[maaybeee]

Too late for me. Save yourselves. 

[vintica]

[maaybeee]

I wish I could find the strength to get out of bed one day, and just know that everything will be ok. That those nightmares will go away. That the monsters hiding in my closet is just a jacket on a hanger and the ones under my bed are just my imagination. I wish I could make up and look in the mirror and call myself beautiful because I deserve it. I WOKE UP FOR ONCE LET ME BE BEAUTIFUL. 

I wish I could wake up one day and just forget everything. One day, I will. 

[maaybeee]

I can’t stand the emptiness anymore. The feeling of not having anyone and not being able to speak to anyone is just torture. It is self destruction. If anyone needs to speak send me a message. I promise I won’t let you be alone. I know how it feels and nobody deserves this feeling. Don’t feel alone. 

[maaybeee]

I’m very confused. I’ve never felt this feeling before. I feel hopeless, weak, undone. As if someone has just left me with an emptiness in the middle of my chest and all in one night. The feeling on sadness coming onto me as it always does but this sadness has a different way of  hurting me. This sadness makes me feel as if I have no air in my lungs, as if someone has just hit me in the chest with a baseball bat and it echoed into me and the echo is never-ending. It’s sad because people like me don’t feel these things. I’m used to saying no and not letting anyone in, I’m not used to thinking about how I feel or going through the motions of what I am living right now, in the present. 

I don’t usually like people in any way because I get scared once I notice interest and all of a sudden I like a guy who I would never expect to like and it is tearing me apart. So many people could like me and I could like them and here I am at 3AM trying to decide what I’m going to do because life has a lovely way of kicking me. 

People are right when they say that humans search for pain, they are also right when they say ‘falling in love’ and ‘crush’. 

Ever notice how the words we use to describe love, feelings and relationships aren’t ever good?

Crush because you get crushed as your heart is breaking. Falling in love because we fall and reach the bottom and crack. We may break some bones but no one will ever notice that pain that is still there on the inside. They will always just see a cast, the exterior and the band-aid... But what about the inside, I’M ROTTING FROM THE INSIDE OUT!

I’m sick of feeling this way. The pressure of not being able to feel and to have to stop yourself from loving someone is the hardest thing to deal with and I would rather to be hit over the head with a rock than feel this way. But this world is a crazy place with crazy people and crazy outcomes and if something was ever made or ‘written in the stars’ to happen, it will. At least, I hope it does. But hope is just a painful feeling.