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what if we were passengers in the backrooms and i was obsessed with you?

I wrote a poem based on the obsession movie and i really wanted to share it

#obsession #obsession movie #writeblogging #writer #poem

#photography #rural #gothic #vintage #mine

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a poem about my childhood in jehovas witnesses. Especially about the pinkish, white walls that seemed to trap me every sunday and that i often still see before my eyes.

#poetry #wrtblr #writer #religious trauma #ethel cain #preachers daughter #my poetry

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photos taken by me in the first night of my stay at a boarding school, where I walked the fields at night, listening to perverts

#ethel cain #hayden anhedönia #southern goth aesthetic #dark photography #perverts ethel cain #preachers daughter

to me, willoughby tucker isn't the love I've felt or will feel. it's a dream of the perfect boy, of a love so pure and real. willoughby isn't real,he's an Illusion, a fantasy rooted deep inside of me. I can only be him, but i won't ever meet him. nobody will ever be loved in that way, especially not me, but i will continue to dream about it.

(some thoughts that came to me while listening to waco,texas)

#ethel cain #willoughby tucker i’ll always love you #willoughby tucker #hayden anhedönia

Girls in black dresses lay still on your wooden floors.

They're not dolls, not bodies, not yours.

You capture the moment when you put sugar on their tongue.

The cold night spoils all hope.

No love is left when you are done.

Girls in black dresses, all blue in your nighttable drawer.

You touch yourself until you're sore.