experiencing Too Much

Hi there!! Call me Mad! local chatterbox here to write <3 -she/her and queer- stay freaky and fresh folks o7 (☞⌐▀͡ ͜ʖ͡▀ )☞

[mad-c1oud]

Hello!!! Obligatory intro post~

I go by Mad, but nicknames like M or anything else are fine! (…yes I will respond to gordon…) Don’t let the name fool you, I’m a pretty happy person haha

26, queer, she/her

This is a side blog for my writing, doodles, and general chatter. Unfortunately I'm not likely to follow/like anyone/anything back because of that, but I still see ya!! prommy o7

Writing: #mad writings

Art: #mad doodles

Chatter: #mad ramblings

The current source of my frustrations and fixations is the QSMP and Charlie Slimecicle, so expect that more than anything, but I post general writing/fandom stuff too

Ao3: mad_c1oud

Feel free to drop an ask or speak into the void of my ask or submission box if you’d like!! Both are always open for anything you want to throw my way!

-Mad

bonuses:

🎨HEADER BY @art-from-the-juice-box here

shrimp

[art-from-the-juice-box]

ANYWAY HERES STARCICLE

it’s not really explicitly shippy but that’s what i was thinking about while i did it lmao so the energy is there

the flat color one i might do more w later idk

but i had a starcicle fic* by @mad-c1oud bookmarked since before the server imploded cause i saw a mutual recommend it and i finally sat down and read it like a week ago and omfg i miss qsmp and id never drawn etoiles before (haven’t drawn many members tbh) and i had to rectify that immediately

*link below the cut :) ⬇️

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

>:]

[goobleckkx]

co de 1010111010

🕯

[fullcirclehuh]

@sunrise-on-the-shore hello it is here thank u for being so niceys on my post

[mad-c1oud]

Missing starcicle? GREAT NEWS!!! @fullcirclehuh posted something for MERMAY!! Go read go read go read!!! It’s so good

https://archiveofourown.org/works/84238521/chapters/222154226

🐟⭐️🐠💚🥥

[mad-c1oud]

Missing starcicle? GREAT NEWS!!! @fullcirclehuh posted something for MERMAY!! Go read go read go read!!! It’s so good

https://archiveofourown.org/works/84238521/chapters/222154226

🐟⭐️🐠💚🥥

[goobleckkx]

5 hours wasted

[mad-c1oud]

HELLO ANGRY CIRRUS !! I have been a MASSIVE fan of IMMI since its first appearance… I just wanted to say me and the Other Members of Starcicle Incorporate absolutely adore your writing and I Believe I speak for Everyone when I say we happily and patiently await for its next chapter. Take your Absolute Most Time ever .. we all Love you.. 🙂🙂

Sincerely, Starcicle Co.

😭😭😭

Thank you soooooo much :’) means the world

Honestly all this made me grab for my computer and open up immi. Been putting off writing so much lately that I forgot how fun it is haha. I miss these goobers

Thank you for the support and the patience 🧡🧡

[mad-c1oud]

Ellooooo

It’s me! You might know me as the person who wants to draw a scene of every chapter of immi

Sadly I lost some motivation because irl life is kicking me left and right and my brain just decided to jump hyper-fixation (treacherous little thing)

BUT I do still plan on doing them! I will prevail!

I just need to find some motivation :>

So yeh don’t know why I’m telling you this. Maybe as a sort of promise to myself because now someone else expects it of me which will hopefully motivate me

We will see..

(Also if you don’t mind me asking, how do you imagine Etoiles hair? Because I remember that being a big hang up on the last drawings of them I did cause I never know what hairstyle to give him. Hard times, truly)

Omg I am SOOOOOO SORRY I missed this ask from a while back 😭😭😭 please forgive me

You are so sweet to want to draw stuff from immi, it literally makes me wanna cry ugh that’s soooo cool. I’m sorry life has been kicking you around, join the club! We’ll power through it together 🫡

Don’t force yourself to make anything if you can’t!! Not worth stressing over, but if you do then I’d love to see it🧡

As for etoiles hair… white! Super white, shorter on the sides but curls a little down the back of his neck, fluffy with some curls/waves in there. Messy from always moving around and fighting lol. Hope that helps some!

-Mad🧡

[mad-c1oud]

Ngl I'm in here for the long run. If I can wait years for a novel sequel, I'm damn sure I can wait for lovely fanfiction too

:’))))))))

I love youuuuuuuuuuuuuu sm. Really means a lot to know you’ll wait. I really appreciate the support <333 hopefully I’ll have more for you to enjoy soon!!

[mad-c1oud]

i’m severely dehydrated and malnourished… when will food (it’s making me insane chapters) be coming back…?

(srry.. ik u probs get this a lot 😢)

I am so sorry for starving youuuuu 😩, life has been such a bitch to me lately. Don’t think I’m not haunted by my fics and you lovely people that wait for me to update them :’)

Immi is gonna get updated!!!! I swear!!!!! Though rn it looks like you’ll be getting an update for fingers first… hmmmmmm we’ll see

Thanks for like, still checking in. I feel so bad, but it’s really nice to know some people are still checking on the fics🧡 sorry for being the worst author ever lmao

[mad-c1oud]

hiiii how are u doing??? have you heard of qsmp 2? what do u think?

WHAT. HUH. HELLO

[mad-c1oud]

Hi, I have a question regarding ur starcicle fic, "it's making me insane" wether or not I can write my own continuation? After the events of chapter 12-13? Ofc im asking you in case I feel like posting my continuation on Ao3, and it would be rad to have your permission if I do so. Feel free to say no though, Love your works <3

Hi anon!!! So honored that you love my fic enough to want to continue it, but I don’t know how I feel about it. I have my own plans for immi and while I do love hearing speculation and thoughts from others about what’s gonna happen, I kinda want my version to be the only one that exists if that makes sense? And when I eventually put out more chapters, I’m gonna worry about comparisons between mine and yours…

Please, write all about starcicle and even fanfic of my fanfic haha, but just no continuations pretty please. I’m still working on the story even if I haven’t posted anything, I just have been going through a lot irl

Im soooo sorry 🫣🫠 not trying to be mean at all!!! Would love to see more starcicle fics though, definitely write for those two goobs!!! They deserve some love 💚💚 definitely feel free to use the canon I created in immi or other fics, I love seeing people do things like give Charlie the axes I made up haha

I’m sooooo sorry it’s taking me so long to update anything :') Thank you sm for understanding!!!

-Mad

[mad-c1oud]

(this is going to be a long ask and I'm usually the person that stalks blogs but I need you to know) I have a confession... I read all of your works before watching basically any qsmp streams (I only got into it during purgatory and sort of osmosis-ed information from there), and I only watched all of slimecicles streams these past two days and it was so fun being like "oh so thats what that reference was" or "I remember that from immi!", which was super fun.

Also your fics were really part of the reason i got into the qsmp in the first place bc I was on AO3 at the right time when you first posted fingers, and I read it obsessively when it updated, and for some reason (I think it was a different fic I cant remember) I also got into starcicle at the same time that you started posting immi, I got so excited when you teased the "two green guys" line at the end of the chapter bc I hoped it was starcicle lol. I just love their dynamic of "I’ll take care of you. It’s rotten work. Not to me. Not if it’s you." (this does indeed go both ways). Thank you for listening to my ramblings lol and hope that the writing gods bless you soon

🥲

Hi anon, you just made me reread nearly every fic of mine haha. Honored and kind of horrified that my fics were the first bit of qsmp you consumed before canon material… incredibly endeared also, like… you’re thinking of my silly lil fics👉👈 I took a lot of pride with making things canon adjacent while making them my own, and also cramming in as many references as possible. It’s soooo fun

I need to rewatch some vods myself, but idk if I have the heart too ugh. I miss the qsmp dearly and I miss my fics even more. Rereading them just now… yeah I forgot how fun these were to write haha. Except for fingers, that’s wrecking my soul right now🫠 but in a therapeutic way kinda

Trying to find the motivation I once had to work on some of these for the people still waiting. Don’t know when something will come out, but just know I’m still here :). I got stories to finish and I won’t abandon them

Thank you sooooooo much for the ask anon, means the absolute world in so many ways and really puts a pep in my step. I’ll never get over the fact that people read my stories and like them☺️

Cheers- Mad<3

[mad-c1oud]

MAD_CLOUD IS BACK? HAVE MY PRAYERS BEEN ANSWERED?

Mad is alive and sooooooo sorry. Nothing’s been abandoned, trust me. I wouldnt do that to you guys or my silly fics.

Just going through a writing funk that I can’t shake. But I ain’t quittin, no sir

Hopefully I’ll have something for you guys in the near future

[echo-locate]

Oh shit, nearly forgot I had this for Valentines!

[echo-locate]

A scene from the first chapter of @mad-c1oud‘s fic ‘‘it's making me insane“

https://archiveofourown.org/works/51188230

Chapter 1: 1. A Suit of Armor

‘‘… “Slime,” Étoiles cuts him off just as he’s getting wound up about what Roy would be, “Turn towards me, I want to make sure this helmet fits.”

Slime keeps talking as he turns around, ranting still in full swing. Slime only stops the wild hand waving so Étoiles can step closer, but he still fidgets like it’s difficult to stay still. Étoiles has to hold in his laugh. He grabs the helmet and places it on Slime’s head, adjusting the strap under his chin until it’s snug.

“You can breathe?”

Slime nods, pausing his rant.

“Great!” Étoiles cheers before gripping Slime by the shoulders with both hands, shaking him aggressively back and forth. The helmet wiggles, knocking against Slime’s head because it’s still too loose. Damn. Étoiles tuts, letting go of the hybrid’s shoulders and undoing the strap. He takes the helmet off to look at the inside padding.

He hears Slime sulking in the background, “Warn a guy the next time you want to try out shaken baby syndrome… Did he raise you like that, Red?”

Étoiles looks up, confused because Slime isn’t talking to him and Bad is still talking to the eggs over the hill. He sees Slime standing by, oh, it’s Pomme, of course. She’s sleepily braiding blades of grass nearby but perks up a little when Slime comes over. Étoiles winces realizing how late it must be. They’ve been trying to fix her sleep schedule and here Pomme is, out way past her bedtime.

Baghera is going to kill him. …“

[mad-c1oud]

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH MY IDIOTS MY BABIES IM GONNA CRY