I Have a Thing for Armor @madameapothecary - Tumblr Blog

Hi tumblr I’m back! Little life update

Asai cheated on me while my dad was dying and kicked me out of the house so I moved back to Ohio and started living with my best friend Connor and a little under 2 years later we ended up together and I’m so happy he treats me like a princess and I am so content.

That being said this is probably my last post on this account I’m gonna be deleting things and restarting with a new username: Beeblebub

So keep an eye out for that or whatever but I’m peacing out of this account, there’s a lot of stuff here that just. Isn’t me anymore lol. It’s been fun ✌🏻

#izzbizz

I haven’t been on this app in over a year now other than like maybe once or twice. But this is the only place I can come to vent right now. We’re never gonna get out of this fucking house. We’re never going to have a place of our own. And its not like his siblings have lifted a finger to help. They’re too busy ignoring their parents and dumping all of that responsibility on us. Im so sick and tired of this. We’re gonna end up having our wedding and coming home to a tiny enclosed room with his parents down the hall. I just want our own place. I want privacy. I want to not have to hold off on making dinner because his mom is making her 15th pot of soup to take up more room in the freezer for 6 months. I want to have an entire fridge to ourself rather than just 2 shelves. I want a master bedroom. I want to be able to use the bathroom if I have to and not wait until the other of us is done. I want peace and quiet. I want a nice open living room. I want space to put my collectibles and other belongings. I want to put the air conditioner on whatever setting I want at any time. I want to relax in my room without someone knocking on the door asking how to update the phone software for the 50th time. I want to sit at the dining room table. I want to listen to my music out loud however loud I want. I want to vacuum. I want to have friends and family over and have somewhere for them to stay. I want to have game nights. I want to host parties. I want to be a safe place for my friends to come to if they need somewhere to stay for the night. I want Panko to have free reign of the whole house instead of keeping locked up in two little rooms. I want him to have a big backyard to run around in with a lawn so that he can poop back there and that we don’t have to go on walks every day. I want to have my own space for streaming. I want to be as loud as I want. I want to be as expressive as I want. I want to talk as much as I want. I want to laugh and carry on and goof around. I want to have space for my hobbies. I want to sit and relax in any part of my house. I want to decorate the way I want. I want to celebrate holidays at home. I want to have a Christmas tree. I want to pass out candy to trick or treaters. I want to host Friendsgiving. I want to set up a little bar in my house. I want to have a girls night. I want independence. I want to fill my home with the love it deserves. I want to paint the walls. I want to tear down wallpaper. I want to mop the floors. I want to rearrange the furniture. I want to go shopping for appliances. I want to have a nice fun housewarming party. I want to get out. I want to have our own space so badly.