Madam Obscurum

"Rambles and Babbles" | Medical Student | Registered Nurse | Gamer | Writer | Artist | Geek | Human | Instagram x Twitter x Snapchat |

[teenagerposts]

[pizzajohnny1988]

[thereddeathpasses]

I CANNOT PICK AFAVORITE

[nappstablue-deactivated20160903]

Reblog this and I will make a character based off of your blog!

here is the one I did for my blog:

just tag or message me if you want a boy, girl or what ever pleases you so I can make it for you!

Have your submit box open!!

[madamobscurum]

Sometimes I think I make your life better by not being around. I think if I hadn't come into your life, you would have lived happily on. 

Why does life make us cross paths? What kind of masochism does life have that it wants you to suffer by making you meet me? Or maybe it's my fault. Maybe Life gave me a chance to do something significant with my life, but I just keep messing it up. 

You can do so much better than me. You deserve so much better. 

So why are you not leaving? 

[madamobscurum]

Game on #BoardGamer #srsGaming

[eggsquad]

Literally my math teacher abandoned today’s lesson because some kid brought his kitten to school i don’t even know

[madamobscurum]

The Masked One

"I don't think of you anymore. My heart has been mended by someone else. I used to think of pain and think of you, but no more. I don't see your face when I see pain, I've forgotten about you. Pain has lost its face.  But I guess that's even more difficult. When Pain loses a face, it becomes difficult to see where Pain is. It could be anywhere, anytime, and anyone.  And if you fear pain, you'll hypothesize pain to be everywhere. So you disconnect from people, from opportunities of happiness, because you're afraid that that was actually pain in disguise." 

[soras-majestic-butt]

do you ever catch yourself thinking of something so weird and fucked up that you have to stop mid-thought and your face is

[madamobscurum]

Sometimes you need something to ground you to keep you from floating too far away.

M.O. 

[awbuckyno]

Get to know me meme — [4/5] favorite female characters: Buffy Summers

“Do you think I chose to be like this? Do you have any idea how lonely it is? How dangerous? I would love to be upstairs watching TV or gossiping about boys or… God, even studying! But I have to save the world. Again.”

[marauders4evr]

[madamobscurum]

I've never had an idealistic view of Nursing or life in general. It was always about phasing through life and going with the flow of things. Achievements were more out of 10% effort and 90% luck. I half-heartedly worked my butt off to meet deadlines but never trying to exceed my own standards. Somehow, that always got the job done. 

To put simply, in my entire life, I had never tried very hard for something. If my question was shot down I never attempted any further. If I knew the answer was a "no" I never persisted. 

Except this. This is the one thing I am going to fight for. THIS is the only thing I'm going to risk everything for. 

Most people would probably scoff at me, call me cliche, but when you've known nothing but obedience and the shade your entire life, it feels like this is the first real thing. To me, this thing, is the most real thing that's ever happened to me. 

[madamobscurum]

I wonder why I'm so afraid. Technically, I'm a dead man anyway. What's to be afraid of? --M.O.

[madamobscurum]

It's elusive--the way you look at me, regard me as "beautiful", consider me above average in most aspects. It's a strange feeling. A part of me doesn't believe you because it's all I've known all my life: that I am average if not beneath that. But you draw me in. I'm wrapped up in your finger and your touch burns. To be very honest, I never thought we'd last this long. But we did. It's scaring me, but it's also exciting me. 

Love. Shall I be triumphant over you? Or shall I be the moth that's drawn too close and will fall singed?  

[forassgard]

[madamobscurum]

"They say Brits play the best villians. But makes a great villian?" The Art of Villainy with Tom Hiddleston

[avatarwinchester]

Scarlett Johansson in Lucy trailer. [x]

[plinys]

[madamobscurum]

“To the people clinging to the notion that female-led pictures are a niche genre, people see them! They make money! The world is round, people!”  - Cate Blanchett