Tumblerina Maddy

Daughter, sister, blogger, gamer, sleeper, dreamer,,, My little place to share my feelings, more than 140 characters but (sometimes) less than 1000 characters

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Rave Colony Compilation will be out soon! Presented by Vamous Recordings. So excited!!!

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When Tiesto played his set,,, When Tiesto played Lethal Industry,,, 3 times Djakarta Warehouse Project for me 2 times Djakarta Warehouse Project with you First time Djakarta Warehouse Project with new status The day when you popped up the question and I said "YES!" One of my best moments ever...

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My new hobby... Coloring

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My feelings towards you...

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Letter #25

“With you is different...”

That’s what you told me. 

You said when you were in LDR, you put the communication in minimum level. You never chat or send messages. With me, you’re not hesitate to text me first. Probably because technology nowadays really advanced than before. You can choose which application you want to use.  

I think not because of technology, too. I tried to say hi to you every day. Just want to know how you are doing. That is my way to stay connected to you since we live in separate cities.

For me, that’s enough...

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Letter #24

Although we live in separate cities now, there is not a day goes by without missing you. I guess now, without saying anything, we know we miss each other. 

Last month I visited you in Semarang. A week later, you came home to Jakarta. Different purpose, but we spent it together. One of the best month ever I have with you.

I think I already reach a situation where I no longer demand excessive words of love from you. I no longer anxious thinking what are you doing there. I’m focusing now what can I do to make our project bigger every day. Not to mention support you always.

Probably we’re not the most romantic couple since our every day chat filled with project. That’s enough for me. 

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You and I in a coke bottle

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I miss you... I miss us...

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I will keep saying it to you because I can't express it directly. All I can do is writing it down through chat messenger to say how much I miss you everyday...

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Indeed,,,

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I admit it, I do have soft spots for men with tattoo and wearing glasses. Boyfriend has both. His tattoo was one of the factor why I decided to say yes to him. Now we're both having tattoo.

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I remember your birthday 😙😙😙

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Sometimes I can’t believe what I did for love...

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I will give it to you without hesitation,,, If you let me,,,

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Cute sketch by my brother,,, It's us!!!

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"Both of you have the same feelings. Both of you already connected well in terms of relationship. However, there's something that has been disturbing him. He's got lots of things going on inside his head, makes him look ignorance. You always stay beside him, but sometimes you lost your patience for his ignorance. You demand his attention sometimes, but you never falter to stay beside him. You can have a happy ending with him, but the ball is on him to decide." That was the reading about you and me today

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For You

"When she stares at you, she is wondering why she loves you so much in spite of being taken for granted." I don't mind staring at you for hours because all I can think of is I'm lucky to spend some time with him. Stares at his face, his back even his reflection. "When she says I will stand by you, she will stand by you like a rock." When everybody told me that I should leave him, I stay until now. I choose to stay because I believe his dream. I choose to stay because I love him.