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Fucked up since '94. #madeintokyo • • • •

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sehyun: "yoichi will you ever love me" // [ IM HERE FOR MY REPLY BITCH ITS BEEN A YEAR !!!!

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rules: you can only say guilty or innocent. you are not allowed to explain anything unless someone messages you or asks you. repost, don’t reblog!!

tagged by.  @iso2108 – thank you, bb! ♥ tag, you’re it.  daddies [ @aegrvs, @hidenite ], @chromata, @oculvus.

asked someone to marry you?  guilty. kissed one of your friends?  guilty. danced on a table in a bar/tavern?  guilty. ever told a lie?  guilty. had feelings for someone whom you can’t have?  innocent. ever kissed someone of the same sex?  guilty. kissed a picture?  guilty. slept in until 5pm?  guilty. fallen asleep at work/school?  guilty. held a snake?   guilty. been suspended from school?  innocent. worked at a fast food chain/restaurant?  innocent. stolen something?  guilty. been fired from a job?  innocent. done something you regret?  innocent. laughed until something you were drinking came out of your nose?  innocent. caught a snowflake on your tongue?  innocent. kissed in the rain?  guilty. sat on a roof top?  guilty. kissed someone you shouldn’t?  innocent. sang in the shower?  innocent. been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?  guilty. shaved your head?  innocent. slept naked?  guilty. had a boxing membership?  innocent. made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?  innocent. been in a band?  innocent. shot a gun?  guilty. donated blood?  innocent. eaten alligator meat?  innocent. eaten cheesecake?  guilty. still loved someone you shouldn’t?  innocent. have/had a tattoo?  guilty. liked someone, but will never tell who?  innocent. been too honest?  innocent. ruined a surprise?  innocent. ate in a restaurant and got really bloated that you can’t walk after?  innocent. erased someone in your friends list?  guilty. dressed in a man’s clothes?  guilty. joined a pageant?  innocent. been told that you’re beautiful by someone who totally meant what they said?  guilty. still have communication w/ your ex?  innocent. cheated on someone?  innocent. got totally drunk one night and you have an important exam tomorrow morning?  innocent. a total stranger treated you by paying your fare?  guilty. got so angry that you cried?  guilty. tried to stay away from someone for their own good?  guilty. thought about suicide?  innocent. thought about murder?   guilty. how about mass murder?  guilty. rode in a stranger’s vehicle?  guilty. stalked someone?  guilty. had a girlfriend/boyfriend?  guilty. gotten totally drunk during a holiday?  innocent.

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self-knowledge questionnaire.

below the surface everyone is pretty complicated. based on your answers, we think the following three traits are important strands in your personality.

tagged by.  @hyvnki – thank you, honey. ♥ tag, you're it.  @aegrvs, @oculvus, anyone!!

rationality.  you like clarity and intelligent simplicity and you get frustrated at messy thinking. this can make you seem unreasonably pushy to some, but it is actually a virtue: you are motivated by a horror at pointless effort and a longing for precision and insight into how things and people work. your ability to synthesise and bring order is essential in producing thinking which is truly helpful.

sensitivity.  you have delicate, sensitive perceptions: you can be deeply moved by appearances – the right light in a room, or good food, or the texture of a piece of clothing. expressive, intelligent language has a powerful hold on you: your mind works better when it is inspired and provoked by vivid imagery. it can be sad to live in a world which is often so ugly and not properly looked after. but you know that things can be otherwise, and you have the ability to appreciate the world at its best.

orderliness.  you love it when everything is neat and tidy: when there is a proper way of doing things, and you can tick things off the to-do list and know where everything is. so others, at times, are to you unbearably sloppy and messy. and you run into things that can’t be ordered [ a child, a partner, a colleague at work ] which drives you slightly nuts. but your desire for order is a good one when it is focussed where it is needed and when you’re okay with a bit of mess.

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*crusty salamandrine smile of jang hyunseung* i MISS YOU SO MUCH

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not dead! just working on everything very slowly but will surely be back soon, thank you for bearing with me.

[intlbipolar]

Which of my feelings are real? Which of the me’s is me? The wild, impulsive, chaotic, energetic, and crazy one? Or the shy, withdrawn, desperate, suicidal, doomed, and tired one? Probably a bit of both, hopefully much that is neither.

Dr. Kay Redfield Jamison, An Unquiet Mind: A Memoir of Moods and Madness  (via odaro)

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upon the skeletal hills of my clavicles, the ᴀʟᴘᴇɴɢʟᴏᴡ of your lips.

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[shoujonotes]

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how do you make someone holy

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you beat the hell out of them

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aegrvs . [ corpse groom. ]

Wɪᴛʜ ʜᴏɴᴇʏ ᴅᴏ vespertilian teeth cast against the erubescence of his mouth a nigh eldritch juxtaposition 'tween red and white, timidly ensnaring his lower lip, yearning to cut into more sweetmeats ; an act that verily befits a winsome child of mischief upon All Hallows' Eve, a soirée thrown with utmost delight every twelve months by the Old Serpent! With the marble of the worktop teasing the gap betwixt his vertebrae when he leans backwards and a coy phalanx tracing the open mouth of the naked vessel in hand [ a fine portrayal of a shy, ghost schoolboy ], jacinthe eyes collapse upon the Pharaoh, maker of neon funerals, ᴀɴᴜʙɪs – his own lover! Towards him does a humerus elegantly outstretch not long after ; the unfilled glass within a pale palm.

          "Could you make that juice for me? ♥"

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mngyuz . [ baby brother. ]

Iɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴘʀᴇsᴇɴᴄᴇ of untamed joviality, the sacred complement to electronic dissonance, he [ the Serpent of 8-bit Eden ] regales himself ; utilizing what little time he has for leisure pursuits such as this after running his day within the pallid walls of a private institution, tethered to his occupation. [ And if you asked what he did for a living, his answers would vary ; an unlicensed phlebotomist, an aspiring architect of nightmares, et cetera! ] Interminably do sepulchral eyes imbibe the epileptic kaleidoscope playing upon all the fun machinery, that is, until the cachinnation bleeding from adolescent throats rob him of his focus, and slice up his reminiscence of how his old man would worry about the digital teeth of video games corroding his intelligence.

Stabbed by childish irritation, he drags his vulturine gaze towards the loud boys, some of whose physiognomies indicate they are from Seoul – speculating with one another about where has one of their friends [ "Pingu", "Mingyu", whatever ] gone whilst they push themselves, fortunately, deeper into the arcade. It is with a lethal glare and an araneiform work of lithe phalanges 'round the joystick that Yoichi, before long, resumes his ɢᴀᴍᴇ.

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tagged by ; aegrvs . ;* ♥

nickname • yoyo . birthday • 1994, november 16 . zodiac sign • scorpio . height • 5'10" // 178 cm . time • 0115, gmt+9 . sleep • rarely – suffering from insomnia . favourite books • pharmacopoeias, 19th century literature . favourite artists • the weeknd, travis garland, banks . last movie i watched • can't remember . college • attending a private institution, gashadokuro . dream job • n/a . meaning of url • born in roppongi [ minato, tokyo ] and studying in some prefecture of honshu, a true tokyo baby .

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tracker, as of 151024!

replies ; iso2108 , griefdreamer , floradawn , jaenv , harubtw , cadenzamortale , blckvpr [au] , hyvnki , oniwon , sancteum

starters ; qeiran ,  zureo , mngyuz

plotting ; kryptonos , yehdylan , you??

if you don’t see yourself here then it means i’ve dropped the thread, i apologize but we can always start a new one – i will be sending out messages real soon after i get most things done!

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person: you look dead

me: thanks

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xpierrot . [ melancholia incognito. ]

"I apologise!" Mothered by the collision 'tween hemuri was a necromantic pinch of panic to that corpselike ᴋᴀʀᴅɪᴀ – what had hithertho been ensconced in skeletal arms, the usitate gallimaufry of an artificer, now lay asunder 'pon jagged pavement. Whilst gathering the paraphernalia back into the security of his embrace amid the zulmat, he purloined a coup d'oeil at the phoinocomous gentleman whose composure he had unintentionally disturbed, when before long, Mnemosyne struck him with a warm remembrance! What a flowery allure, that hortensial physiognomy, from which peered an unforgettable pair of astriferous eyes, and his own subsequent cry was one of delight ; the anxiety within his chest  c r u m b l i n g  right away. "Oh, its you!"