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Hello this is Mani! And here I share what I don't want on my platonic- bromancing of a blog ( @madmanii ) like drawing favorite ships and naughties for fun trash. 18+

Main tags:

★Current obsessions #SeverusSnape, #Tintin no longer, my ocs.

★Spicy posts tagged with #naughties, access to them going forward is now for my Kofi monthly subscribers, for extra safety Nd stuff. 🌝 (now on my patreon )

★ diary/rants/ anything personal in #drawingJourney

Ship tags:

I draw lots of Severus & admittedly he's the only character I'm personally invested in, and so as a toxic trait— or rather pure 'for the heck of it' attitude I like to throw ANY ships at him and show all kinds of aftermaths, good or bad. And in this house, we all know he faked his death and deserves some fixing, hehe

Favs being:

#Snarry

My go to is Harry ditches being aurora & pursue his passion, spots hermit Sev along the way and basically keep chasing him, they both need to cancel eachothers trauma, I say :'x (my au tagged with #Cauldrons&Brooms )

#Snucius

Probably the most intense and toxic relationship throughout the stages of Severus's life, I love it

#Sn— anything at this point if it moves my muse, honestly 😝 either fluff or nuclear there's no in between

While totally sticking by the cannon cuz being Ace, vigorously identifying with an underestimated, politely unhinged shorty who get things done and his job requires traveling the world, I also dream of living with my besties in a mansion one day and have said adventures lead together or solo and return to spin our yarns whole we cradle our tea cups. I also enjoy the concept of Tintin being magnetic to dilfs (as he constantly chases alot it them lo) Soo:

#hadditon I mean, it's considered 99.99% cannon 😌

#alcatin my actual favourite pair ':, yes, one sided unhealthy infatuation at that x'

#with anybody who moves a muse, per usual lo

And anything really that I'm hyper over, specifically obscure things cuz that what being undiagnosed is like😛

Support Mani on Kofi to stay online (it's off usually around 23th-26th) and to save up for necessities & art stuff. My monthly subscribers get 10% off of commissions <;3

Hope you enjoy your visit, dears 🖤♥️ c':

#idk figured this is needed and just as a refresher #nonbinary artist #Snarry #Snucius #hadditon #alcatin

Im so grateful that im back for another month, the spiralling i went through befor knowing got me a little stunted tbh..

the constant uncertainty..

I have deleted lots of my random stuff and genuinely got ready to be offline forever.

Its such a mind fuck

I'm trying to rearranging what to draw now, and scrolling through my posts just now, seeing my Sevvy drawings randomly flagged -- I actually noticed this account im in rn while it had the least skin showing drawings it yet gets flagged and are still flagged after apeals..

Like, what to do now?

I dont want to choose what to draw by the least likely to get flagged..

I guess best I could do is keep em in my patreon as always, I wish I had the mental capacity to make a website for myself

Lov yous, sweet dreams & happy pride 💜🖤

#yappingz

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OG TRIO

I always wanted to draw Raditz again and Napa too..

1.6.2026, commission Mani , Patreon

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I'M BACK FOR THIS MONTH AAA

Crying, love you Jay, love you Luc, love you homo S, love you Quinn, and everyone who always supports my art with likes and reblogs and delicious screaming comments i write in my journal (I'm literally only here because of you guys, love you so much D'X)

i have been nothing but a stress puddle cuz i can't afford my net bill anymore and i didn't think i can get back, but unbelievably here i am for this month!! CRYING 🖤♥️🖤♥️🖤♥️

I just made this cuz as much i wish i can just continue to be bursting with endless art posts, I have no options as to how to keep going online but these (thank you for reading):

★I'm always open for commissions!

( and if you become a subscriber to kofi you get discount on your commissions <3)

★ you can buy me a lemon tea 🫖 ( a.k.a tip meee)

Commissions Open! Click to see Mani's commission menu.

★And lastly, sub to my Patreon, where all my art lives, & you get to see all my NSFW work too >8//J

Get more from Mani on Patreon. Creating illustrated fiction scenes and designing characters. Support Mani and get exclusive access to their

thank you always for everything and being with me as i draw in secret, with my hands and feet and with all the love i can muster to share it here for u all <3

Also, HAPPY PRIDE🖤♥️🖤♥️🖤♥️!!!>8D

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Lov you dears x'c

#literally im too non western to be qualified for any monetization or going viral for that matter lo'#and come from an anti art place so the Internet is literally my only window to the world so i appreciate EVERYTHING

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Silk on Silk

This is how i imagine freezie groom himself from time to time, polish up with his special laser treatment, of course xp

30.5.2026, commission Mani , Patreon

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Today is my last day and will see after I withdraw md convert all and see if I can return If not goodbye dears

I'll try to draw one last something as fast as I can still 8'u

#crying rn cuz im so tried of everything #im so tired

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Invitation

Tried to sketch my sevvy quickly too

25.5.2026, commission Mani, Patreon

Invitation

Tried to sketch my sevvy quickly too

25.5.2026, commission Mani, Patreon

#my art #sev lives #cauldrons & brooms #dark art #dark aesthetics #painting #snarry

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Help me stay online and keep drawing 🖤♥️🖤♥️

You guys basically were and still the only reason I was able and still be able to draw and post my art, I can't thank you enough.

I am still going even my pc was literally dying as I drew with it and constantly having no Internet servers, I have so much to make still, so many ideas I want to explore and bring to visual form with my own hands, as much as i can. And if you want to help me continue here's how:

On kofi: be a subscriber with any amount and you get a discount on your commission

Become a supporter of Mani today!

On patreon, specifically on the dear tier you can see all my nsfw art.

Creating illustrated fiction scenes and designing characters

And ofc, all your interactions and love helps alot🫂🖤♥️🖤♥️ c'x

Thank you for reading, love youuus♥️🖤♥️🖤

You bought an ad to ask for ppl to donate? Hope those ads were cheap

Did you know when people like art, music, performance etc, they can support it to keep going? Cuz everything one use to make art costs money, too? They have many options to do that, or don't.. who knew!

Some even do it in indirect ways, like this kind person who blazed my post, meaning you can do that to other people's posts to boost their reach.

Hope we erased some ignorance today.

#such lovely gift lucas thank u for the blaze #and thank you for giving me a chance to talk about it anon

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Olric

eee every time i try to sketch him i forget-- totally been into this game I adore it so much more tha SDV-- BUT WHY HE IS NOT ON THE LIST?!! The way i was so surprised and hurt cuz he's my obsession in the game TAT id love him at least like a roommate, like krobus! (Which is my go to anyways xp)

22.5.2026, commission Mani , Patreon

#this maybe my last post- i just have 17$ and idk if I'd have more from now till my net shuts off #i was trying to draw everyday until then but im so tired from skipping sleep im seeing shadows in the corners of my vision #im sorry lov u bye

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Pretty nightmare

Returning to my origins in drawing, too , dark fairy tales doodles <3

21.5.2026, commission Mani , Patreon

#how i deal with my nightmares-- draw them pretty

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Juicy

i wanted to draw as much of my ocs rn if i can't post after this month, and ofc drew my first oc ever, Juicy, who lives in a dead earth future, fighting intelligent rogue machines and not succumb to rotting from the inside out and shi

Also trying to nail the flash light pic look cuz they live in city ruins basically.

20.5.2026, commission Mani , Patreon

#12 yo me was coping with him being always living in garbage and near homelessness- lov that i have todeal withmachines too irl

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This maybe my last month..

It took me 4 hours to upload my last gif and video of 7mb each, that's the Internet i pay 120$± for every month, and now i can't afford even half of it anymore.. i lost alot of my monthly supporters on kofi (which is understandable) and i only got 3 commissions this year.. its not enough to even buy 1 hour of data to only post like i used to do when I get short let alone to help me save up for art tools

I just don't know how to keep my art going nd keep posting with even the basics of needs always missing and everything keeps pushing back and all of it seemingly not worth the struggle, even tho I'm filled to bursting with the drive to draw and share even at my worst states..

i feel utterly hopeless and tired..

Lov u all

madmanii

"...I'll never fight again"

Losing your identity, what you expected to achieve, bested at your best, then lose the only person that gave you a purpose and drove you to change, doing what you excel at and take pride in, and so, see no point to keep going, in a world you can't belong to...

18.5.2026, commission Mani , Patreon

Bestie just tell me that you're okay

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bottom topped

8.5.2026, commission Mani , Patreon

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